The Deck of Denial

[dr.d]

one down, eight to go...............you can do it Shell

[7in]

shell pointed me here in chat earlier today. I don't get back from hockey until 11:30, so by the time I took out the garbage etc. it was past 12, hope that is ok. I drew a 2. fuck number card, at least it's low. next card was a face card and then another 2, lucky. I was still on the fence about attempting this but with low numbers I should be able to do it. Although I realise I haven't denied myself for more than a weekend in years and that was without edges. this should be a good challenge to see what I might be getting my self into here. I opened the latest webtease. It had some things that aren't my style that I skipped, but I did get one edge out of it. I then did confessions of a chronic masturbator, again skipped a couple things this one had quite a bit of stroking. I found it easier than normal knowing it was just an edge I was building to. At the end you can choose whether to cum or not, so I chose to edge. as I was reaching the edge I got nervous and excited about being denied. Afterwards I was wide awake and feeling unsatisfied. So, I decided to watch some porn http://xhamster.com/movies/894444/make_ ... ddy_1.html. BAD idea after about 5 min I had to shut it off. I just hope I can get to sleep.

[Banquo]

*waves Shell flag* Go on Shell, you can do it

[omgimapotato99]

I'm enjoying to hear about your frustration, Shell. It is like a worm up for me before real exercises. I know you can make it.

[shell]

New page - re-posting of the rules....

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Take a deck of cards, including the jokers, and shuffle them. Then draw a card. After drawing your card, return it to the deck.

Aces = Edge twice and draw again.
King of Hearts = Edge once, while watching 30 minutes of your favorite porn.
King of Diamonds = Edge, and then watch 30 minutes to one hour of porn without touching your self.
King of Clubs = Edge, rest for thirty seconds, and then edge again. Do this until you have edged five times.
King of Spades = No touching your genitalia or nipples for two days, except to clean, but do so quickly.
Queen of Diamonds = Twenty minutes of spanking to your ass, or until it has a nice pinkish glow to it.
Queen of Clubs = Put on nipple clamps. Rotate them every ten minutes. Edge after each rotation, until you have edged five times.
Jack of Hearts = Edge with your favorite toy, or if you don't have any toys, edge using only your non-dominate hand.
Jack of Diamonds = Edge Use ice cubes on your nipples, or on the outside or inside of your genitalia or anus.
Jack of Clubs = Do any two teases at Milo, but do not cum.
Jack of Spades = Edge three times, in the shower or bathtub.
Number Cards = If you draw a 2 through 10, draw a second card, continuing to draw past face cards, until another number card comes up.
The first number card is how many edges you must do each day. The second number card is how many days you have to edge.
Jokers = This card doubles everything.
Queen of Spades = Get another deck of cards. Take the Queen of Hearts out of the new deck, and shuffle the two decks together.
When you have the two decks, if you draw a number card, now you have to draw four cards instead of two. The first two cards are added together and the third and forth cards are added together. The same instructions for numbers cards from above, apply.
The Joker instructions still apply. So, if you draw a joker, before that first number card, that would double it to 26 edges a day, for 36 days.
Set aside the cards you have drawn - they will get shuffled back in to the deck, if you draw the Queen of Spades again.
Only two decks should be used in this game.
Queen of Hearts = You get to cum any way you want, as long as you enjoy it.

Be safe!!

[shell]

Just 8 days more... will be a piece of cake for you :)

*giggling* When I read this, I remembered the saying...."you can't have your cake and eat it too".
So, then natural, my mind went to sex.....that took me to yesterday, when my teeth were on you....and I thought.... I can have my cake and eat it too. *wicked smile*

Thank you for the encouragement! *bright smile*

[Oda]

Just 8 days more... will be a piece of cake for you :)

*giggling* When I read this, I remembered the saying...."you can't have your cake and eat it too".
So, then natural, my mind went to sex.....that took me to yesterday, when my teeth were on you....and I thought.... I can have my cake and eat it too. *wicked smile*

Thank you for the encouragement! *bright smile*

aahh... that smile... >_< :D

No need to thank me... i am sure you can do it :)

[shell]

7in wrote:

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shell pointed me here in chat earlier today. I don't get back from hockey until 11:30, so by the time I took out the garbage etc. it was past 12, hope that is ok. I drew a 2. fuck number card, at least it's low. next card was a face card and then another 2, lucky. I was still on the fence about attempting this but with low numbers I should be able to do it. Although I realise I haven't denied myself for more than a weekend in years and that was without edges. this should be a good challenge to see what I might be getting my self into here. I opened the latest webtease. It had some things that aren't my style that I skipped, but I did get one edge out of it. I then did confessions of a chronic masturbator, again skipped a couple things this one had quite a bit of stroking. I found it easier than normal knowing it was just an edge I was building to. At the end you can choose whether to cum or not, so I chose to edge. as I was reaching the edge I got nervous and excited about being denied. Afterwards I was wide awake and feeling unsatisfied. So, I decided to watch some porn http://xhamster.com/movies/894444/make_ ... ddy_1.html. BAD idea after about 5 min I had to shut it off. I just hope I can get to sleep.

I'm so glad you decided to join in the fun. *big smile* I'm sorry I didn't acknowledge you hardly at all, yesterday, when you came back from checking this tease out. I don't speak to others when I am in the middle of a scene. *soft smile*

I think I envy your two days card. *giggling* Wanna switch? *laughing*

I took a quick look at the video......yeah buddy that was a bad idea. *giggling* That is one intense video, by what I could tell with my quick look at it. I will have to go back and check it out when I think it's safe to do so. *blushing*

Good luck....and I hope you got some sleep. *smile*

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dr.d wrote:

one down, eight to go...............you can do it Shell

Thank you so much for the encouragement! *smile* When I woke up this morning, I was ready to give up, because eight more days looked so hopeless. But your words of encouragement has restored my resolve. Thank you. *Smile*

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Banquo wrote:

*waves Shell flag* Go on Shell, you can do it

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Awwwhhhh!!! thank you darlin!!! *hugs* *soft smile*

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omgimapotato99 wrote:

I'm enjoying to hear about your frustration, Shell. It is like a warm up for me before real exercises. I know you can make it.

Thank you so much for cheering me on. *Smile* And yes.....I can imagine this is like watching a preview of what is to come for you. *grin*

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My update might not come until this afternoon. Hubby 2 is off work today, so I will be incorporating my tease into intimate time with him....ought to be interesting and challenging. *blushing* *moans softly*

[shell]

Well, things didn't go quite as I expected them to. Having time with Hubby2 didn't work out like I thought it would, so I was on my own for my tease today.

I went into my bedroom and got out the Hitachi. I used it and got lost to fantasy.
I will share my fantasy below....hidden behind a spoiler, so as not to take up extra room, yes...but also because I can get a bit kinky in some of my fantasy's....and some may not wish to read this.
It involves medical type kink.

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I imagined Master, my very own Doctor, *smiles softly* asking me to get upon a gynecological exam table.
He gently placed my feet in the stirrups and placing my hands under my bottom, he inched me towards the edge of the table. There were two shoulder bars that he moved to rest against the tops of my shoulders, making them tight, but not uncomfortable....sorta like wedging me into place. He used two cuffs, one on each side of the table, near my hips, to secure my wrists.

He begin to work a metal speculum into the warm walls of my pussy. I felt him shine a bright light inside of me...it felt warm and exciting.
Then he opened the speculum a little more, making my entrance open up. I moaned with need.

Then he pressed a button on the floor and the lower end of the table begin to rise at a slight angle. I knew what the shoulder braces were for now - so that I wouldn't slide off the table.

Then he got a pitcher of water. He began to pour the water into the depths of me. It was so warm. It made me want to squirm but I didn't dare. He filled me all the way up to the edge, to where he could see the water. My pussy was full, so very full.
He took the Hitachi that was laying off to the side and begin to vibrate my clit with it. I was told not to tighten my pussy....that he would know if I did, because the water would spill out.

I was hissing and breathing deeply, focusing on holding still and not tightening my pussy.
He teased my clit, bringing me close to the edge, but not quite.

After about 5 minutes of getting me close, he placed a metal container near the end of the bed, and pushed the button and my bottom lowered. He placed his hand on the speculum, so that it would stay in place and he told me to let the water go. I was able to tighten and push....and it felt amazing. My clit was throbbing and swollen. I wanted to cum so badly!!!

When the last drops were gone, he once again raised my bottom up and got a second pitcher of water. This time as it went in, I begin to moan at once. This time the water was so cold.
Again, my orders were not to tighten. Oh God, I wanted to....I thought of a massive piece of ice, an ice cock going inside and I wanted to fuck it, I wanted to squeeze around it. But I am his good girl, and I did as I was told.

The Hitachi was placed to my clit again and this time it was placed hard against it, the goal to bring the edge to the surface. I was trying so hard not to tighten the walls. I was panting and within about 1 minute, I felt the edge upon me. I called out "yellow", my safe word for pause, very loudly. The Hitachi was moved. He chuckled as my pussy involuntarily pushed little bits of water almost over the edge of my entrance. He patted my clit with his hand and told me I was a good girl. He began to count out loud.
He got to 28 and reached for something and lifted it up so that I could see and then he dropped an ice cube into my entrance.

At 30, the Hitachi was replaced on my clit and his counting continued. I heard 36 and screamed out YELLOW!!!! The edge washed over me! The Hitachi was removed.
I was told to lay there and breathe through this one and as soon as the water was not moving again, he would raise me up.

It was so hard to keep that orgasm inside, it wanted out!! Finally my pussy calmed down and true to his word, Master raised me up again and told me to release the water.
When all the water was out, the spectrum was removed and Master rubbed my pussy for a minute, before releasing me from the table. I looked down and saw the ice cube, what was left of it, floating in the container.....and then Master wrapped me in a warm embrace.

So, that is how I did my edges today.......my need is very great and my lower abdomen is a full of intensity.

Thank you Master for my two edges and for allowing me to do this wonderful tease and for exposing me to those watching...*blushing smile*

[S.M.]

Ok, so I've been reading shell's updates, and I can't really describe how wonderful they are because my English is too poor. I just need to say that I LOVE how you describe your feelings, your edges, your thoughts about how you will ache in a couple of days. I love how it is all wrapped in subtle, sensual words.
Anyway, everything you wrote in this topic made me understand what we do a bit deeper. I understood that it doesn't matter how far your release is and how hard your tasks are. We all do it for fun, so there's no point in getting too obsessive about not failing in the game. One should just enjoy his denial and that constant warm feeling in one's pussy or cock :)
It really inspired me to try this thing myself. Doing it along with you and maybe someone else who joins in sounds really great. Words of encouragement are really important. And what if I fail? Well, I don't have any master to punish me. So I'll just try again.
So, I read the rules once again, took a deep breath, and picked a card.
Guess what?
Yup. Queen of Hearts.
But I guess I'm gonna draw once again, as I'm not really in mood for cumming today ;)
(I know, I know, I'm gonna regret this sooner than I expect.)
So I'm drawing the next card and it is....:
Ace! So I need to do two edges and then draw again.
I'll return soon for some update :D

[S.M.]

Ok. The news could not be worse. So I drew 3 and then 10, which means 3 edges everyday for ten days. Four days has been my longest time of not-cumming ever (staying on no-touch). And when I was edging I made it only two days. I don't know if I'm gonna make it, but trying sounds like some wicked fun
I better go and do my 3 edges now, so that today counts..
It kinda reminds me of that super-hot video I've found on tantalism: http://tantalism.org/node/3156 (I'm giving you a link to the site and not directly to the video, because one user translated it in the comments. You really got to read this to make things even hotter!). I've been wondering how this girl felt at the end, constantly dripping, with her pussy feeling so heavy. Well, it looks like I'm going to find out soon.

[7in]

I did manage to get to sleep and sleep well, probably exhausted from hockey and my two edges. Woke up this morning hard and horny as usual plus some. Did one edge, it was fairly quick. Then got breakfast and showered. In the shower, I of course couldn't keep my hands off myself. I think I would have cum except my legs go wobbly when I edge standing up giving me enough warning and a reason to stop. I realised I had finished my task and thought of getting out of the shower and drawing another card, but then I thought what if I draw a 10 and then another 10 or something. I decide I should cum in order to give myself the best chance at completing my next draw. My orgasm wasn't as great as I thought it would be. Don't get me wrong it was good but more relieving a need than being really enjoyable. Like a nutritious but not that tasty meal maybe because that session was quite short. After that I decided to draw again...6 damn that is 6 edges difficult but do able but will I be able to stop for the rest of the day and get to sleep and for how many days... 3. One more than this time but with 6 edges I have a feeling I won't make it, but I'll see how far I get. Good thing I was smart enough to get some relief before drawing again. After supper I came back to this forum. Thanks for replying shell, I completely understand why you would stick with one person at a time. OK now for my edges. 6, deep breath ok ready as I'll ever be. I checked out the video SM posted. IT'S 108 MIN LONG! It's a slow build though so the first 25 min or so I took it real easy and then I had done 3 edges by about the 75 min mark. Now the video gets more intense and the head of my cock has pre cum on it making the rest of the edges much more difficult. On the 6th edge I thought I was going to cum for sure, but I managed to hold back and dribbled a bunch of precum. It was so hard to stop. Tomorrow morning is going to be tough.

[S.M.]

So how was your night, 7in?

I did my 3 edges, which wasn't exactly what I planned, because I wanted to do only one and leave the other two for the evening. But well, at least my cock is going to get some rest from stroking (cause it really needs that now ). It's 10 am here, and today I'm on the university until 9:30 pm. I think it's gonna be hard to sleep during the lectures today

[dr.d]

I would like to say to Shell ,S.M. , 7in. and anyone else that is playing and chose not to post , you can do it , and I would like to remind every one to keep themselves safe , when the fun stops , its time to do something else

[shell]

S.M. wrote:

Ok, so I've been reading shell's updates, and I can't really describe how wonderful they are because my English is too poor. I just need to say that I LOVE how you describe your feelings, your edges, your thoughts about how you will ache in a couple of days. I love how it is all wrapped in subtle, sensual words.
Anyway, everything you wrote in this topic made me understand what we do a bit deeper. I understood that it doesn't matter how far your release is and how hard your tasks are. We all do it for fun, so there's no point in getting too obsessive about not failing in the game. One should just enjoy his denial and that constant warm feeling in one's pussy or cock :)
It really inspired me to try this thing myself. Doing it along with you and maybe someone else who joins in sounds really great. Words of encouragement are really important. And what if I fail? Well, I don't have any master to punish me. So I'll just try again.
So, I read the rules once again, took a deep breath, and picked a card.
Guess what?
Yup. Queen of Hearts.
But I guess I'm gonna draw once again, as I'm not really in mood for cumming today ;)
(I know, I know, I'm gonna regret this sooner than I expect.)
So I'm drawing the next card and it is....:
Ace! So I need to do two edges and then draw again.
I'll return soon for some update :D

Thank you so very much for the compliments. *blushing smile* I am very happy, beyond happy that I inspired you. That is simply wonderful!!! *bright smile*

I did manage to read this before I turned off my PC last night....and my mouth dropped wide open at the luck of you drawing the Queen of Hearts on your first try. How on earth do you people get so lucky? *laughing*
It showed your character when you gave up that orgasm and drew again. *Smile* Even though I would come close to killing for an orgasm right now. *giggling*
And then you drew an ace.....lucky! Lucky! Lucky! *giggling smile*

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Ok. The news could not be worse. So I drew 3 and then 10, which means 3 edges everyday for ten days. Four days has been my longest time of not-cumming ever (staying on no-touch). And when I was edging I made it only two days. I don't know if I'm gonna make it, but trying sounds like some wicked fun
I better go and do my 3 edges now, so that today counts..
It kinda reminds me of that super-hot video I've found on tantalism: http://tantalism.org/node/3156 (I'm giving you a link to the site and not directly to the video, because one user translated it in the comments. You really got to read this to make things even hotter!). I've been wondering how this girl felt at the end, constantly dripping, with her pussy feeling so heavy. Well, it looks like I'm going to find out soon.

OH MY GOODNESS! A three and then a ten!!! *pats your back* Yep, bet you are wishing you had taken that orgasm now, huh? *giggling*

You know what....you admitting to four days being your longest, really made me feel good inside. I always feel like I am not very good at this because people are saying they are doing 10, 20, 30 days without a huge problem to them. I know that each of us have our own limit and it's just nice to hear someone else have one about the same length as mine. *smile*

I really hope you can make it at least to the half way point......think about it...one day past your limit......wouldn't that be awesome!!! *bright smile* You can do this.....just listen to your body.... *smile*

The description on that link....oh fuck.....I am so wet and needy right now..my clit has swollen and God, I want to touch......but can't just yet.......*moans softly*

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So how was your night, 7in?

I did my 3 edges, which wasn't exactly what I planned, because I wanted to do only one and leave the other two for the evening. But well, at least my cock is going to get some rest from stroking (cause it really needs that now ). It's 10 am here, and today I'm on the university until 9:30 pm. I think it's gonna be hard to sleep during the lectures today

You know, I hadn't even thought of spreading out my two edges...hmmmm....don't know if I will do that today, but maybe I will........I would like to see what difference that makes inside of me. Lord help any subbies that come in my path later though. *giggling*

Good job!!! You can do it!!!! *big smile*