3:33 pm - First ruined orgasm of the day. Jesus I got a late start.
See, yesterday I drove straight through to St. Louis to see Australian Pink Floyd in concert, hitting every thrift store and flea market I could find on the way there, and then drove straight back. I didn't end up getting to sleep until the wee hours of the morning, and I had some errands to do once I woke up. It was worth it though, that concert was fucking amazing.
I've decided ruin every single orgasm today. All 10. I've also decided not to use any lube, which I'm sure will make for a very sore cock as the day goes on. I've made these choices because those are what will hurt the most and be the most difficult to endure.
Mind you, I will respect my limits. That being said, let's see what breaks first:
The tape across the finish line of my goal... or me.
So I started today's challenge at 3:23. My cock doesn't know what's in store for it today, so it
thinks we're just having a rare midday masturbation session. Feels like business as usual; subdued pleasure as I stroke, then a growing ache as I get close. I manage to let go at the perfect time: Not so early that the orgasm doesn't happen, but not so late that I actually feel a little bit of the orgasm before I take my hand away.
If you had seen my cum flowing from my gently twitching cock to the towel, I think you would have been proud. There wasn't even a hint of pleasure in this orgasm. I'm not frustrated yet. My body's pretty hardcore in this respect, which I'm sure will be examined further throughout the day.
So 1 down, 9 to go. I'm actually wondering if I have to be finished by midnight since I said I would
do this task on Saturday.... Guess I'll burn that bridge when I get there.
4:44 pm - Second ruined orgasm of the day. 3:33 and 4:44. Weird.
Got a later start than I intended. Again. This time I blame Alliteration, that charming but loquacious fellow.
In the hour between my first and second ruined orgasms, I could feel a gentle ache swimming around
in my balls. It was faint, moving through my balls like a group of neon fish in a water-filled bag on the ride home. I was able to start stroking myself and reach the edge a little quicker than I did
the first time, about 7 minutes or so. I let go just on the pleasure side of orgasm, but whatever
sliver of orgasm I felt slipped free from me immediately as my cum pooled on the towel again.
The ache's now moved from my balls to my cock. It's dull, I feel it now and again in gentle pulses
through my flesh. Edit at 5:01- Actually that ache is starting to grow, and I haven't even touched
myself again yet.
5:24 pm - Third ruined orgasm of the day.
Took about 7 minutes from start to ruin again. This time when I got to the edge, I seemed to linger
on that "just about to cum" moment forever, it seriously must have pushed 30 seconds. When I finally
broke through that ceiling, the orgasm felt like it was going to be intense as hell. I mean, the rush behind it felt absolutely incredible. My cock was devastated by the loss of that sensation when
I ripped my hand away. It twitched in the air, the insides of my cock seemed to clamp down hard and just a large, single drop of cum left my cock and fell to the towel. As of now the physical ache in my cock has greatly intensified. I had planned to distract myself by working on a tease, but I can see that's just about impossible now. Think I'll go inventory some of the thrift store board games I bought in Rolla last night.
I already know it won't help, but at least it'll be productive.
7:04 pm - Fourth ruined orgasm of the day.
So much for being productive... Between friends trying to bring me drama on the phone (never a pleasure) to an extended conversation with Nil in the chat room (always a pleasure!), I didn't manage to ruin another orgasm until just now. This one was a lot like the one before it. The stroking before orgasm really isn't that bad yet, feels like masturbating normally for the most part. The moment before the orgasm lasted a very long time again, but the orgasm I abandoned didn't feel like it was going to be quite as intense. Once more a large drop of cum fell to the towel and nothing more.
I'm starting to feel the beginning signs of a new ache in my cock, the one of over-use. It's not quite there yet, but I can feel it approaching. Thanks to various delays, I still have 6 more orgasms to go, and I still haven't decided whether to space them out until 1:30 or try to get them all done by midnight so they'll all have occurred on Saturday. It's just semantics at this point, so I'll mull it over with this cup of vanilla chai tea I found in my pantry.
Edit at 7:17- *spits out the tea* Yuck!!
Fuck it, if I can't have tea, might as well masturbate, am I right?
7:33 pm - Fifth ruined orgasm of the day.
This one really came out of nowhere on me. It's still not really painful to stroke, my cock is still
responding well to the stimulation of my hand. I know I'm going to be near the edge soon, but then
all of a sudden this huge orgasm tries to rush in from behind and explode all out of me. I was about
to go from not about to cum to cumming in 0.1 seconds. I took my hand away just in time, and a very
small stream of cum actually shoots out of my cock. My cock's twitching like crazy, trying to pump
it all out, but there's nothing behind that first stream. As my cock endures the painful straining of the dry orgasm, I'm relieved that I'm halfway done and more caught up to where I want to be in the count.
Right now I feel pretty good. Not really in pain, not really frustrated. Onward then, to victory!
8:42 pm - Sixth ruined orgasm of the day.
Did I say "victory"? I meant "Onward, to procrastination! Stroking still feels fine, but the orgasm I abandoned was anything but intense. I didn't feel like it had much oomph behind it at all, and my cock offered up nothing but a couple of drops of semen-y moisture. As I sit here writing this, I can feel my cock aching from all the ruined orgasms so far. I have four more orgasms to go in just over three hours if I want to be done by midnight. Right now I feel like I can manage it. Will I still feel that way after the next ruined orgasm? Time will tell.
10:02 pm - Seventh ruined orgasm of the day.
Not leaving myself a lot of leeway if I want to be done by midnight. I'm still not feeling very frustrated, though honestly a ruined orgasm is still an orgasm. I wonder how much worse the experience would be if I had been teasing myself this whole time. I'm still producing a very small amount of cum, just some drops. I wonder if I'll be completely dry by midnight? When my cock is
twitching and spasming during the dry part of the ruined orgasm, I can intensely feel its pain of longing. Right now my body has settled down quite a bit, I'm back to feeling pretty normal. 3 more to go in under two hours, and I got this sneaking suspicion that number 8 won't happen until after 11. O.o
11:13 pm - Eighth ruined orgasm of the day. Also- Called it....!
Looks like the sensations are done being subtle. This time the rush to orgasm was intense like before, ripping my hand away to ruin the orgasm took willpower, focus and determination, all of which I have acquired from years of Steven Seagal movies. I'm still dripping a few drops of cum before my cock continues the dry-cum-twitch, and number 8 has left my flesh much more sore than the previous 7. If I want to finish by midnight, I'll have to do two more ruined orgasms in the next 40 minutes. As I type this, the ache in my cock has calmed down, and I believe it can be done.
11:36 pm - Ninth ruined orgasm of the day.
My body is just like, "What the fuck are you doing, dude?". The orgasms I'm giving up now... Fuck
that would have been intense. It was one of those orgasms that didn't climb up a hill to reach climax, more like it was shot out of a cannon. So now my cock is just twitching in the air, that pleasure just dissolving as ache tightens inside of me. I'm beginning to feel a little more raw now, like I've been stroking myself too much today. Well, too bad I guess because I have one more orgasm to ruin.
11:56 pm - First full orgasm of the day, 10th orgasm total.
You read that right. Somewhere between finishing my last ruined orgasm and starting stroking for this one, I began to think about everything. My love for stamina trials, the nature of my body, the extent of my fantasies.
I'm pretty hardcore in the sense of what kind of teasing I can endure, and it's always given me pause when it comes to interacting with others who are into the lifestyle. I honestly believe sometimes that I'm too much work for anyone to really enjoy having as a sub, so most of my experiences these days are isolated, like this challenge, or more usually, just between me and my shower head.
And today I didn't really have anything to prove to myself, my record for most ruined orgasms in one day is actually 11. I didn't have anything to prove to you or other people in the challenge, because I can tell in your smile that you appreciate all the effort that's been given for you in this thread equally.
So I allowed myself to let the tenth and final orgasm be full and complete. And it felt good. The abuse my cock had undergone was definitely evident, the pain in stroking remained constant, but the orgasm itself was very liberating to both my body and mind.
As I sit here in wonderful haze of the day that has been, I'm aware enough to thank you for hosting this challenge and giving me the chance to experience it. It's nice to think that I might have brought a smile to your face once or twice, and it's also nice to remember my crazier days and know that I still got it.
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