I Have Been A Bad Pet

[J4mes]

Why I should always obey my Mistress.

By J4mes

I have been a extremely bad pet continually disobeying my mistress’s orders and constantly causing trouble, lying, arguing and cheating when I should know better this consequently is my reason for writing this along with the fact I am under strict orders to do so from my Mistress and I dare not disobey her again.

The first reason that I should always obey my mistress is that she simply deserves to be obeyed, to be treated like a princess and a goddess I should look up to her and try to please her at every turn in whatever way she sees fit for me to do so. Her natural dominant demeanour is something that I should never have underestimated I should of obeyed without hesitation from the moment I met her. She controls me now and my place is at her feet not on the same level bargaining for power the power is all hers she is in charge and I should show her more respect. It is my job to try and impress her and to cater to her every need my selfish impulses have to be put aside for this very reason. I must obey her orders purely because she knows best who am I to question her, she has the experience, the authority and the intelligence.

Mistress controls all of my sexual pleasure because she holds the key to my most treasured asset and therefore decides when and if I get to play with her property. Is there a better reason to obey her than that? I must obey my mistress in order to earn the right of an orgasm or even just to feel and play with her property. I deserve to be locked up I am not worthy of freedom I am too greedy for that, she enjoys denying me pleasure and that is what is most important my yearnings for satisfaction and pleasure have to wait my mistress must ALWAYS come first. I have chosen to give myself to her it was my decision after all I snapped shut the lock on my chastity device the lock only she has the key to then I have the cheek to disobey her. I am not worthy of her attention and I must ALWAYS obey her in orders to earn that attention that I desire so badly. She has to be regarded as the most important thing in the world and it is my duty to obey her completely and whole heartedly.

I am very very sorry Miss Jay and I humbly beg for your forgiveness.

[les]

           
                      
                                 
                                            

[SexualChoc]

oops!
Miss Jay is a wonderful domme

But Lying is a really, truly bad error.
not something I recommend for any subby
lying and cheating...

that wold cause Any dom/ domme to drop you.

So what I suggest
is keep a daily journal
for yourself of what your are doing, when
or.. not doing as the case may very well be
(example: I have not touched your property in... days...)

Offer how you are going to be honest
an apology is EASY
how are you going to Correct the problem?
what is YOUR plan?

don't simply say "I will do anything you say..." because obviously in the past you have not
tell us How you plan to show your being honest
Honesty is very important.
no real relationship can last with out it
yes this is online
but there are real people behind the screen names.

so

[J4mes]

Offer how you are going to be honest
an apology is EASY
how are you going to Correct the problem?
what is YOUR plan?

don't simply say "I will do anything you say..."

so

have been instructed to nothing NO playing, NO Touching, NOTHING so my journal would be very boring but that's up to Miss Jay.

My plan is to do nothing for a while until Miss tells me otherwise but I have the feeling this may not be enough and will try to think of a way to make it up to Miss Jay.

As for the "I will do anything you say..." that went out the window a long long time ago
I think I will try to keep a low profile for a few days I really really really really can't afford to get myself into anymore trouble

[les]

have been instructed to nothing NO playing, NO Touching, NOTHING so my journal would be very boring but that's up to Miss Jay.

Just because you are not doing anything physical does not mean you are not thinking.

               You can keep notes on how you feel and what temptations are around you.

[J4mes]

have been instructed to nothing NO playing, NO Touching, NOTHING so my journal would be very boring but that's up to Miss Jay.

Just because you are not doing anything physical does not mean you are not thinking.

               You can keep notes on how you feel and what temptations are around you.

If I wrote down what I was thinking I might be in even bigger trouble

[les]

If you keep secrets then you do not trust your Domme.
        Give her the knowledge to understand you better.
                That is why all her tasks necessitate reports.

[J4mes]

If you keep secrets then you do not trust your Domme.
        Give her the knowledge to understand you better.
                That is why all her tasks necessitate reports.

Your right and I trust her completly, I have just been given a bad punishment and haven't properly had time to think about it thats all

[les]

Do your punishment tasks exactly
        Then reflect on how you "earned" them.

                Later you can then give a more thoughtful/considered report.

[J4mes]

Do your punishment tasks exactly
        Then reflect on how you "earned" them.

                Later you can then give a more thoughtful/considered report.

Its not a task its much worse than that