Prostate Cancer

[doremi]

Unlike everywhere else in these forums, this thing is definitely not fun and sexy.

WARNING : I'm putting my story in a spoiler because once you read it, you cannot unsee it.

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In the last 12 months, I've lost my erections, then got diagnosed with prostate cancer. For those who believe that releasing often reduces the chances of getting cancer, not true for me. I did all my chemotherapy sessions during Summer and Fall. I'm doing fine now. However, a side effect is that I completely lost the desire/urge to collect and watch porn. The medication perhaps? That's so surprising to me because I'm not even 60 yet. Looks like I reverted to my teen years where just seeing the picture of a pretty girl, 80's Supermodel style, not necessarily naked, makes me happy.

I still have so many projects I want to do and so little free time. I will concentrate on those ones that keep me motivated. But for Milovana, sadly, I will no longer be an active member (can't test any Cock Hero productions anymore) and will turn into a lurker. I created a few things under my Emp alias (shhhhh... it's a secret) but that beatmeter creation will remain a mystery to me. Please don't feel bad about me. In a strange way, I don't care what have changed within me. Only none essential body functions have been affected. What's important to me is that I'm alive.

Note: Guys, get your blood tested if you are reaching 45-50. Talk to your doctor. That PSA value needs to be low.

[zebbg69]

Thank you for all your contributions. Best wishes.

[Augustulus]

Your cock hero index page really helped me a couple of times finding the ones I looked for.
It's quite sad to hear that it won't get any new updates. Thanks for doing all of that during the last couple of years for this community .
I'm also glad that you're doing fine. There's always the chance in life of having things turn it upside down and in the end interests have changed. I'm sure that you'll discover new ones that you can do with the same passion as you did the things here on milovana.
So, I wish you luck and a lot of new things to discover for your future

[verynicekojak]

Unlike everywhere else in these forums, this thing is definitely not fun and sexy.
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I also had cancer. It was testicular. Chemo was really damaging and my body was a mess. But I don't recall huge drop in libido. Although it was many years ago, so my memory may be wrong. Anyway, beside good body state, it is also important to have good mental state.

I learned that short and medium stress can cause increase in urges. You just want to get some pleasure to stop thinking about problems. But long lasting stress, or depression, can stop your libido completely. They even ask about that in some psychological questionnaires when assessing mental state. Worth checking.

Another problem can be low testosterone, because chemo could damage some important cells in the balls. That's also worth checking.

Take care. I wish you all the best and return to full power one day.