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Re: Locktoberfest

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day 31:
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I was more nervous than usual, and I think for a good reason. It was really hard to pick one of the options, especially since I didn't really know what to expect. Eventually I've chosen edging. I want mistress Blake to continue teasing and denying me. I owe her 138 edges before I may cum normally again. I'm shaken by the sheer number of edges I'll have to do. On top of that because of 10 edges per day limit, I'll be edging for next 2 weeks. The limit is a very good idea, without it I'd probably try to do that in one sitting, and chance of failure would be off the charts. But I can almost feel the agony right now. I had a sinking feeling of fear mixed with excitement first when I learned about how much I'll have to edge, and then when I realized how long it will take. It was pretty similar to day 8 and I did reasonably good back then, so hopefully now mistress' trust isn't misplaced as well.

I couldn't help myself, and looked at what the other paths were. Caged orgasms were my second choice, and I probably wouldn't regret it (although they could be a little too easy?). Just being caged would be fine as well, though it could get a little bit boring, especially when compared to 2 weeks of edging. Ruin and no nut november is the only option I'm kind of glad I didn't choose. It sounds appealing for sure, but would I be able to ruin my orgasm after all this time? Overall I can't imagine more fitting conclusion to this amazing event. Thank you SlenderSissyNewbie!

Yesterday I was rather calm and collected. Now, after sentencing, I can barely sit still. I can't even imagine what 2 weeks of edging after a month of (mostly) denial will do to me.

Scaling rewards with points is a great idea. I enjoy the thought that maybe some subs who didn't do so well were punished by additional denial, but those who did a little bit better are likely thankful for being denied longer (I know I kind of am, although like always I'm a bit worried if I can do it).

Even though there's a lot of edging ahead, I'm already masochistically starting to think about doing some other path as well. Maybe 14 caged orgasms, as well as edging? I think caged orgasm isn't "cumming normally", so it's not explicitly disallowed, but it could detract from edging anyway? Are there any rules, or at least guidelines on what is and isn't allowed? Obviously no cumming "normally" (from stroking I suppose), but can I pleasure myself through cage and is anal allowed? Locktoberfest barely ended, and I already feel a bit lost without mistress' rules and instructions. If anyone has thoughts on this, go ahead, I'm all ears.

I wanted to write some closure, but I have a feeling I'll probably post how's my edging going in a bit. For the time being, thank y'all for the wonderful event that propelled me light years ahead in my chastity/sub/whatever else it was journey. I hope you will all do what's required of you. Wish me luck as well.
cagepoints, final score: 1364 + 14 (baseline) -> 1378
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Re: Locktoberfest

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SlenderSissyNewbie wrote: Tue Oct 31, 2023 8:10 pm I want Mistress Blake to continue teasing and denying me.
I owe here 132 edges before I may cum normally again.


With my inexperience at edging I'm open for punishment suggestions already . . .
I was abysmal at edging before, and I'm certainly no expert now, but I did manage to edge for 7 days without accidents, and I think the most important thing that kept me from going over (besides really wanting not to cum) were the rules I've set up for myself: I removed all stimulation for a set time after an edge (20 seconds), and I constantly reminded myself that trying to get closer and closer is a bad idea. I think the second point is crucial, if you're trying to get closer with each edge, you'll get too close eventually. So my sessions might not get particularly close, but the feeling after locking myself up is still brain-melting (and maybe more importantly, I haven't cum by accident yet). Hopefully you won't need a punishment. I believe in you, if that helps.
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Re: Locktoberfest

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Update Locktober 31:

1485 + 15 + 60 (buttplug pledge) - 30 = 1530 CP

I completed the buttplug pledge successfully. I think i have failed the Get-in-shape pledge. I did quite a lot during week 2 and 3 and managed to lose 5 kilos, but failed to do much during the last week.

"I agreed to stay in chastity for Mistress Blake, until I had 16 caged orgasms for her!" :-O
First i thought this would take forever, but with the option to rub through the cage i'm already down to 15 :blush:
I'll try different methods though, e.g. stroking a dildo as a substitute - hopefully my brain can be tricked...

I gladly accept my previous pledge to roll a dice every day for two weeks. Odd means to edge 5 times to a picture of Mistress Blake and lock up for the rest of the day. Even means cumming to censored porn or (Mistress') feet, eating (pre)cum of course. Rolling a six adds two days to the pledge.
I guess this starts after the first pledge is over, so my November seems to be fully planned now.

Once again, thank you Mistress Blake and thank you SlenderSissyNewbie for this Locktober experience. :love:
And thanks to everyone who participated and wrote their updates here in the forum. As some others already said, it wouldn't have been possible for me to finish Locktober successfully otherwise.
Points Total (baseline + daily tasks + completed pledges): 1530
Basepoints: 12 -> 15
Cage: normal metal cage (switching to small one if privacy is needed)
Mode: privacy -> standard

successful pledges:
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Pornfree (07.10.) [+20 -10] success
Hypnoslave (07.10.) [+40 -20] success
purchases [+30 -15] success
Yes, Ma'am (- 15.10.) [+50 - 25] success
Event pledge: "Mistress lil' girl" (-15.10) [+40 -20] success
Took the 24h markings pledge [+20 -10] success
Event "60 minutes of porn daily" +60 success
Censoredger (-27.10.)[+60 - 30] success
(Pre)cum eater (-28.10.). [+50 -25] success
1 hour buttplug (-31.10.) [+60 -30] success
Get-in-shape (31.10.) [-30] failed
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Re: Locktoberfest

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emma111 wrote: Mon Oct 30, 2023 6:15 pm
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So the pledge had to be:
- easily achievable and measurable, but also extendable depending on my mood,
- vague enough, so it doesn't feel like a chore,
- benefiting me in the long term.

"If Mistress Blake asked me to, I would pledge to spend at least 15 minutes, twice per week, learning about my sexuality."

And I'll have to specify that doing something like achieving sexual release, watching porn, or reading erotica doesn't count. What counts is a deep effort that makes me think, so it might be journaling, writing my own erotica, researching topics related to my kinks, reading books, talking with people with similar interests, etc. Basically, anything that makes me feel like I am exploring and learning more than just mindlessly consuming.

The 15-minute clause is so that I start doing it regularly. I am a person who has to use discipline to get started but then easily does more than planned, so I can see that those 15 minutes will probably be extended most of the time and at the same time not feel overwhelming to sit down to do. I mean, everyone can find 15 minutes, right?
That's nice thinking, and a really wholesome pledge, why didn't i think of that, lol.
I went the opposite route with my daily gamble. I'm happy with that too, but i have to admit that yours is something that can be benefitial for a long time after Locktober is over.
Points Total (baseline + daily tasks + completed pledges): 1530
Basepoints: 12 -> 15
Cage: normal metal cage (switching to small one if privacy is needed)
Mode: privacy -> standard

successful pledges:
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Pornfree (07.10.) [+20 -10] success
Hypnoslave (07.10.) [+40 -20] success
purchases [+30 -15] success
Yes, Ma'am (- 15.10.) [+50 - 25] success
Event pledge: "Mistress lil' girl" (-15.10) [+40 -20] success
Took the 24h markings pledge [+20 -10] success
Event "60 minutes of porn daily" +60 success
Censoredger (-27.10.)[+60 - 30] success
(Pre)cum eater (-28.10.). [+50 -25] success
1 hour buttplug (-31.10.) [+60 -30] success
Get-in-shape (31.10.) [-30] failed
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Re: Locktoberfest

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I accepted an additonal chastity sentence from Mistress Blake.
I am grateful for the 14 Days, I still get to be under her control.
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Re: Locktoberfest

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31th locktober update
Name: Medoria
Genderidentity: Male

Cage: Tiny Metal Cage
Mode: 24/7

Pledge: 1) to wear the key to my cockcage on a necklace or bracelet during the whole of locktober (potential 50 CP) (completed)
2) become a hypnoslave for a week (potential 40 CP) (completed)
3) get-in-shape three times a week for a month (potential 60 CP) (completed)
4) go to the spa appointment caged (potential 20 CP) (completed)
5) showing my purchase on the forum (potential 30 CP) (completed)
6) personal pledge, chastity hint to 20 people min in a month (potential 100) (completed)
7) yes ma'am for a week (potential 50 CP) 08.10 (completed)
8) body writing for a day (potential 20 CP) (completed)
9) deepthroat training for a week (potential 50 CP) 13.10 (completed)
10) censoredege for a week 15 mins (potential 60) 20.10 (completed)

First Weekly Pledge: no porn for a week unless permitted ( potential 20 CP) (completed)
Third weekly Pledge: daily porn for an hour (potential 60 CP) (completed)
Fourth Weekly Pledge: lick it up precum (potential 50 CP) (completed)
Basline CP: 20

Cagepoints: 2153
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(5 from 23.09 and 5 from 25.09 and 7 From the event, 10 from 28.09, 132 (/5) edges and 5 (*2) ruins from 29.09, 10 from the second event, 20 from 01.10, 5 from posting on 01.10 in the forum, 20 from 02.10, 20 from 03.10 and 10 compensation, 15 from 04.10, 35 from 05.10, 30 from 06.10, 20 from 07.10, 25 from 08.10, 20 from 09.10, 20 from 10.10, 15 from 11.10, 10 CP from sole hits and 10 from butt hits and 10 from nipple clamps and 10 for ballbusting from 12.10, 25 from 13.10, 30 from 14.10, 30 from 15.10, 25 from 16.10, 30 from 17.10, 20 from 18.10, 10 from 19.10, 25 from 20.10, 35 from 21.10, 40 from 22.10, 20 from 23.10, 20 from 24.10, 20 from 25.10, 10 from 26.10, 50 from 27.10, 30 from 28.10, 115 from 29.10, 40 from 30.10) + (Baseline CP 20x30) + (Pledges 4 (20), 5 (30), 2 (40), 8 (20), 6 (100), 7 (50), 9 (50), 10 (60), 1 (50), 3 (60)) + (weekly pledge 1 (20), 3 (60), 4 (50))
We are finally done with locktober, it is a bit sad for it to end but it was a good journey, also we have other events like NNN so looking forward to hearing from you again^^

Also my pledge is a secret, only my Dom shall know it and I school denial, so I edged and ruined and encouraged to participate in NNN
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Re: Locktoberfest

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I submitted to Mistress Blake and edged (22) times,

only to be ruined and encouraged to join NoNutNovember!
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Re: Locktoberfest

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Update of my Player-Profile for 29-31.10.:

29.10.: Took me the whole evening (nearyl 4hrs ...) but I did complete all tasks in one sitting - starting by day 1 and completing it chronologically xD

30.10.: I couldn't complete the other Tasks due to time management, it got me a bit lazy, even my analog "log" has been mostly bullet points :(

pledge: I pledge to complete the locktoberfest 23 in July/ August 2024 in preparation of the hopefully release of Locktoberfest 2024 ;)

31.10.: Took the chastity-orgasms option. So: I agreed to stay in chastity for Mistress Blake, until I had 20 caged orgasms for her!
I started right off and completed 4 of them - I'm so eager to unlock it and have some real strokes, I think I'd explode in seconds. But I agreed to the final sentence and will therefore suffer the 20 caged orgasms (as fast as I can do, even if it means dry orgasms in the cage ... :wall: )

Last words about the Locktoberfest: Slendersissynewbie, I'm simply speechless about all the work and Effort you put into this competition. I don't think I've ever experienced anything like this adventure that you've created! I hope you'll be back with some more content, but I can totally understand If you're too exhausted to relaunch in oktober 2024 :whistle:

Cagepoints Final Score: 1928 (Day 31 completed)
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Locktoberfest '23 - Player Profile:
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Name: der_Schwede
Genderidentity: Male

Cage: Midsize metal cage
Mode: 24/7
Baseline CP: 9 + 10 = 19
Cagepoints-Log:
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23.9=5
25.9=5
Event1=5
28.9=7
29.9=5
Event2=10
D1=25
D2=15+20
D3=15+15
D4=15+5+10
D5:15+20+15
Weekly pledge 3 completed:20
D6:15+15+15
D7:15+20
Weekly pledge 1 completed:20
Weekly pledge 2 completed:40
D8:15+25
D9:15+15
D10:15+20
Weekly(2) pledge 2 completed: 20
D11:19+5+10
D12:19+40
D13:19+25
D14:19
Weekly(2) pledge 3: 50
Weekly(2) pledge 1: 50
D15:19+30
Weekly(1) pledge 4: 30
D16:19+25
D17:19+30
D18: 19
D19: 19+5+30( :love: )
D20: 19+20 (11 edges)
D21: 19+15
Weekly(3) pledge 1: 50
D22:19+25+15
D23:19+10(eager)+20(big)+10(bally)+10(leaked)
D24:19+20
D25:19+10
Weekly(3) pledge 2:60
D26:19+10
D27:19+70
D28:19+15+15
Weekly(4) pledge 1:50
D29:19+120
D30:19+0
D31:19+
Weekly(4) pledge 2:60
Monthly pledge 1: 50
Monthly pledge 2: 60
Monthly pledge 3: 60
Pledges:
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Monthly:
1. I hereby pledge to wear my key on a Necklace during the whole of locktober. If I manage to keep it there I'll earn 50 CP at the end of locktober. If I fail to do so I'll loose 25 CP. (+50 CP earned)
2. I pledge to do 20 Minutes of excersise three times a week for the remainder of locktober (W1: 3/3; W2: 3/3; W3: 3/3; W4: 3/3; Finale:2/x)(+60 CP earned).
3. (Event): I pledge Go eat any cum and precum which exits my locked up clit during locktober. This includes ruined orgasms and nightly leaking (polluarche, subconscious ejaculations). Includes sucking on panties if there's anything in them. (+60 CP earned)

Week 1:
1. I'll abstain from porn for seven days in a row. (+20 CP earned)
2. I pledge to watch a video (10 min) or listen to an audio (20 min) for the next seven days every day. (+40 CP earned)
3. I promise now that I'll keep my spa appointment (partial massage 06.10.) and go to it with my cockcage on (20 CP earned)
4. I pledge to post a picture of me wearing my shopping items when arriving (30 CP earned)

Week 2:
1. Whenever a woman asks something from me, I'm only allowed to answer "Yes" (50 cp earned)
2. I pledge to wear my body-writings for full 24 Hours. (+20 CP earned)
3. I'll practice sucking and deepthroating my dildo for 7 days 10 minutes a day. (+50 CP earned)

Week 3:
1. I will watch minimum 60 Minutes of porn every day for seven days in one setting. (+60 CP earned)
2. I pledge to edge to censored porn for 15 Minutes everyday for a week (7/7). (+60 CP earned)

Week 4:
1. I pledge to lick up and savour all (pre-)cum I'm release from now for the next 7 days (+50 CP earned)
2. I pledge to wear a buttplug for at least an hour a day till the end of locktoberfest (+60 CP earned)
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Re: Locktoberfest

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Final round of updates:
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The taskathon! What a brutally fun challenge!
I managed the following tasks (and needed a cold cold showers afterwards!!

Hypno
Exercise
Chore
Shave
Blpwjob
Yes
Bound
Dildo
Gloves touch

Blindfolded
Pleasure points
No choice
Anal
Pleasing her

So that makes 12+(14*5) = 82 points
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Evaluation day:
12 baseline points

Reflections: this last week was a mixture of excitement and confusion. Excitement at the near-completion of the task and the possibility of release, but confusion because this has become a routine now. The taskathon was a brilliant tease, and reminded of some of the new, fun aspects we did in the month.
Looking forward to the final day now!

My pledge: If Mistress Blake requires me to do No Nut November then I am her to sub and will please her.
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Final day!!!
Final baseline points: 12
Completed the exercise pledge: +60
Completed the precum pledge +50

I chose the denial option, on account of my pledge which was to do NNN if requested.
That was quite the agonising finish! So close to full release, but 14 edges and a ruined orgasm leaves me more frustrated than before, and now another month of denial! Beautiful agony!

Total final points: 1367!

Thank you, Mistress Blake and SlenderSissyNewbie for a thoroughly ’enjoyable’ and frustrating locktoberfest! Bravo!
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Re: Locktoberfest

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I agreed to stay in chastity for Mistress Blake, until I had 14 caged orgasms for her!


31th Day Locktoberfest:
Baseline cage points - 20 points

Active Pledges:
Analplug Pledge (till 31.10.23) - +60 points or -30 points <- successfull

Current points:
1337CP + 20CP + 60CP = 1417 points


Plegde for Mistress Blake:
If Mistress Blake askes, I will pledge to stay locked for her.


30th Day Locktoberfest:
Baseline cage points - 20 points
Extra cage points for notes learning during locktoberfest - 10 points

Active Pledges:
Analplug Pledge (till 31.10.23) - +60 points or -30 points

Current points:
1307CP + 20CP +10CP = 1337 points


29th Day Locktoberfest:
Baseline cage points - 20 points
Extra cage points for doing 19 tasks - 95 points

Active Pledges:
Analplug Pledge (till 31.10.23) - +60 points or -30 points

Current points:
1192CP + 20CP +95CP = 1307 points


Thank you Mistress Blake and other Mistresses and don´t forget SlenderSissyNewbie for this amazing trip. You got me hooked, now i want to go even further, thanks to your guidance and pushing.
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Re: Locktoberfest

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UPDATE

Please tell me/us your final score and fate till November 5th. At this point I'll do the final update of the scores and begin handing out prices (I hope you will accept them, since they are kinda my reward as well.)

I don't know how everybody else is doing, but I feel a bit empty as well as happy, now the official part is in a safe harbour. I would be interested in sharing my after locktoberfest journey with some of those, who would be interested. Are there more, who feel the same?

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Re: Locktoberfest

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SlenderSissyNewbie wrote: Wed Nov 01, 2023 9:03 pm UPDATE
I don't know how everybody else is doing, but I feel a bit empty as well as happy, now the official part is in a safe harbour. I would be interested in sharing my after locktoberfest journey with some of those, who would be interested. Are there more, who feel the same?
I'll probably be writing about my edging experiences (probably not as frequently as during locktober though), and I'm interested how others are doing as well.
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Re: Locktoberfest

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Hi everyone,

My name is Celeste and i took part in the Locktoberfest but not in the forum :sorry: . I created recently my milovana's account for this event.

So my final score is 637 cagepoitns with a plastic midsize cage only wore it during the day.

My final personal pledge is to create a grind account for find my first real blowjob and post a online photo of me if i don't met someone to supervise my chastity during the month of november.

I fail and cum 2 times during the month, the first from anal the 17 october and the second time the 21 october, i go over the edge during the pledge of censorporn.

My punishment for cumming twice is to do the NoNutNovember. I still haven't found a daddy, mistress or other sissy to help me in my chastity journey for this month.

**********
Is there anyone to supervise me for the NNN?
I'm a 35 years old french sissy in the closet. I never met or share online about that but i like humiliation, feminization and worshipping.
**********

Thanks for reading and sorry for my English.
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Re: Locktoberfest

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I got sick and got on antibiotics, but I decided to carry on through Locktoberfest. Finally, here is my sometimes fevered notes.

Report
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To report on the 7 circles, I completed all of them. Including the hot part. At first, I thought no big deal. Then I went to pee, still caged, and apparently that was the worst idea I could do. I frantically went to get my key and unlock for a very cold shower. Eventually it subsided. I am not sure I would add that to my personal choices in the bedroom.

Taskathon was amazing. It was such a nice recap of all we experienced. I did them all because I felt the need to. Even if it took some time to do. It felt like I needed to be committed to Mistress. Why would she give me optional tests?

Deep into the 30th early morning, around 2 AM or 3 AM my cold was just killing me. I had removed my cage to sleep and it didn't help me combat the coughing. I had a moment of weakness and thought if I just cum, I can usually sleep pretty well. So I did and decided I would just take whatever punishment would await me on evaluation day. Luckily Mistress was gentle with my failure and didn't remove tons of points. Looking back, had I not been sick, I would have been fine and not tempted.
Learned
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I learned I really enjoy nipple pain and spanking. Pain in general goes deep seeded into my psyche. I learned my cock and balls seem to swell the longer I go without cumming "normally" and that makes for slipping on cages an annoying thing of squeezing it on every day after a shower.

I learned I want to have a Dom in real life that I can experience this Godly body I have been gifted to feel all these sensations of. It isn't just my cock that I can enjoy. That was the largest part of the experience, there's so much more in the mind and other sensitive spots.
What I took from this
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Reading some of the feedback on here, a lot of you are a lot more brave and confident than I am. I wish I could "come out" as this trans/non binary/i hate titles or descriptions but I understand humans are cognitive misers and need to organize their worlds in the simplest and laziest forms. I've known it my whole life, since before I was a teenager that I had feminine wants and needs. This experience made me remember that, trying on dresses, secretly, and imagining I was this beautiful princess at 10. I am just a chameleon of a man.

There is an idea of what I think a man is, some kind of abstraction, but there is no real me out in the public, only an entity, something illusory, and though I can hide my girl clothes, my cage, my toys and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable: I simply am not that person you are looking at.
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If Mistress were to will it, I pledge to eat all of the cum that were to come my first orgasm post Lockterobfest.

My final score was 1430. I pledge 15 caged orgasms until I can maybe experience a "standard" one.
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Re: Locktoberfest

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SlenderSissyNewbie wrote: Wed Nov 01, 2023 9:03 pm UPDATE

Please tell me/us your final score and fate till November 5th. At this point I'll do the final update of the scores and begin handing out prices (I hope you will accept them, since they are kinda my reward as well.)

I don't know how everybody else is doing, but I feel a bit empty as well as happy, now the official part is in a safe harbour. I would be interested in sharing my after locktoberfest journey with some of those, who would be interested. Are there more, who feel the same?

Iona
Hey,
My final score is 1792

Yes, I'm feeling pretty empty at the moment, but although it comes as no surprise that this has happened as the last month was majorly full-on and ridiculously intense and sub/Domme focused I see that my emptiness reflects an openness–a willingness and ability to learn and experience new and exciting connections from what I've learned about myself through this last month.

My inner landscape feels like a building site at the moment and that makes me happy as I, personally, am embracing my emptiness so I can begin a process by which I not only feel more fulfilled but engage in an ongoing process of building a lifetime of feeling “whole.”
8-) 8-) 8-) 8-) 8-) 8-) 8-) 8-)

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