First off merry christmass everyone!
From now on i will try to only cum every other day, so i will be moving trough the posts even slower
. I am also already second guessing my choiche for a trigger so i am not going use a trigger at all for now, it just doesnt feel right somehow. I can always start incorporating one later on.
I can tell the training is working and the idea of turning into a premie is seeping into my subconcious since today i had an emberassing dream:
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- I was at some sort of convention with a friend and was about to leave. There were many people near the entrance including this busty redhead, i could not take my eyes off her cleavage. When she noíticed me staring she pulled out her tits and ordered me to cum in front of everyone. I had no chance and busted and she started laughing at me. Then i woke up, i was throbbing hard but (sadly) my underwear was still dry
@Augustulus Well i understand this kink is not for everybody, just do whatever you feel like. i finally got to your post and gave it a try. But it turns out stroking at just 100 bpm with just one finger is still too slow for me at this point. i could not get there for the whole video. I also feel like censored hardcore scenes are too explicit for my training, however the tiktok clips or girls just teasing are amazing. (the part at -5:54 is great
) I like the idea of tracking my progress, i think MrLobo posted something cool for that.
@Drool i will check your post out later today, thanks!
@MrLobo i have only seen level 6 so far, i love it! These are going to be perfect to track my progress. i will try to work my way down and see if i can beat lvl 6 at the end