how can i bring myself to suck my first cock?

[sissyboy88]

so i consider myself a developing sissy. i have always had girly desires my whole life but now they are coming out more and more as i watch more porn and go to more sites like this one or annamalice. i have done things like wear panties and a bra in public thats about the farthest i have gone but i often post ads on cg looking for cock but when i get responses i always chicken out? i know im not supposed to cum but i always do. for further context i live with my gf she has no idea about me and its her clothes i wear when she isnt around. so i mean i would love to do more sissy training stuff for instance the twelve month program that is on here but i cant because i live with her? what should i do? i know i have this inside me but i always start to feel ashamed of it and regress. please help

[Hotnbothered]

First of all, you have to tell your girlfriend. Get things straight with her, or might sound like a boulder to push but in the end you will know it's the right thing to do.

If she really loves you she will accept who you are, and I'm sure you will have a lot of fun with her sexually. If she storms out the room, well she clearly has a problem.

If you don't find her attractive anymore, that's fine too but you have to tell her or your wasting your life being with somebody you know is not right for you.

Sucking a cock? Well I'm not really into that so I can't help you too much. I still can't get myself to taste my own cum unless I self bukkake which is a pain in the ass.

In the end you will wish you did more things than regret the things you did.

[favouriteworstnightmare]

It probably is better to let your girlfriend know as she find out you like cross dressing eventually and if you keep from her she will be angry that you have tried to hide it from her. If you don't want to risk your relationship on it, try things like dressing as a woman for a fancy dress event and seeing how she reacts to you dressing like this. If she isn't happy with that she may not be that accepting of you dressing, at least not around her and if she wishes you to keep your dressing away from her you should respect her wishes.

As for sucking a cock, don't cheat on her it isn't nice and you're endangering her health the next time you are intimate with her. If she seems to be into the cross dressing thing, try slowly introducing elements into the bedroom, she may like it and have you tottering around the house in a frock and heels. But again she may not be comfortable with it and if that's the case you shouldn't coerse her into fulfilling your fantasies.

[frakker2]

As they've said before, you need to tell your girlfriend. Being with someone who doesn't approve of it will only be bad for you both in the long run.

Another thing you should ask yourself is, why suck cock in the first place if you don't want to? While there may be plenty of teases suggesting that it's what a sissy "should" do, it's nonsense, and I find it distasteful. A lot of sissies still only really like women, making them lesbians.

This is the sanest sissification tease I've found so far:
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showt ... p?id=25691

[favouriteworstnightmare]

As they've said before, you need to tell your girlfriend. Being with someone who doesn't approve of it will only be bad for you both in the long run.

Another thing you should ask yourself is, why suck cock in the first place if you don't want to? While there may be plenty of teases suggesting that it's what a sissy "should" do, it's nonsense, and I find it distasteful. A lot of sissies still only really like women, making them lesbians.

This is the sanest sissification tease I've found so far:
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showt ... p?id=25691

I don't think the 12 month one he was referring to before is too bad providing you live alone, there's nothing particularly ridiculous.

[frakker2]

I don't think the 12 month one he was referring to before is too bad providing you live alone, there's nothing particularly ridiculous.

Not sure which one is that.

[favouriteworstnightmare]

I don't think the 12 month one he was referring to before is too bad providing you live alone, there's nothing particularly ridiculous.

Not sure which one is that.

This I believe http://www.milovana.com/webteases/#author=34282

It's one of the best series in the site, if not the best.

[frakker2]

This I believe http://www.milovana.com/webteases/#author=34282

It's one of the best series in the site, if not the best.

That is one of the ones I did not like. The idea of forcing someone to change their orientation is nonsensical enough, at least for me.

[favouriteworstnightmare]

This I believe http://www.milovana.com/webteases/#author=34282

It's one of the best series in the site, if not the best.

That is one of the ones I did not like. The idea of forcing someone to change their orientation is nonsensical enough, at least for me.

I think it's more trigger words used to humiliate rather than the tease actually think it can change sexual orientation.

[targitai]

http://www.milovana.com/webteases/#author=12227

[rob123]

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