Hello Della,
I'd been lurking on this thread for a while before deciding to apply and so I thought that perhaps I had a good idea of what to expect from becoming actively involved. I suppose in my mind I had concluded that perhaps some of the reports of individual's experience were somewhat overblown and that having been subject to periods of chastity under dommes in the past, this would prove a similar, albeit personally controlled experience

. How wonderfully wide of the mark that pre-playing assessment has proved to be1
Although I've been signed up for 9 days now, my progress through the pages has been rather slower than I anticipated. Partly as a function of limited time (why does the rest of life always get in the way), but also due to the fact that it is proving impossible to "race through". I'd envisaged pretty rapidly moving through the pages to close in on the current live page, but find myself struggling to keep pace and not lose ground from where I signed up. Perversely the longer between sessions, the worse it becomes because of the additional time in denial. I'm studiously not "previewing" pages ahead of where I've got to, so as to avoid pre-knowledge of when my next target appears. The unpredictable nature of that makes this game doubly frustrating. I'm not great at edging multiple times in one session (one of the reasons I took on the challenge, was as a means of perhaps getting better at it), so imagine how frustrating it can be to have to edge within a few minutes of starting what I had planned to be an extended session of catch up. Having edged, it took a massive effort of will and concentration to even clear the remainder of the page I'd started.
In a nutshell, I'm already getting desperate and am aching a lot. I am finding myself increasingly horny and readily aroused outside the game, by the most innocuous things - some of which are clearly related to my target

. I'm only 6 pages on from my start page, and only 3 edges down, so unless I can make some serious inroads into things in the coming week, it looks like March could well be a very long month.
I'm not sure whether this kind of witter is what is expected within the thread, but I'm sure someone will put me straight if I'm not doing things right. I'm just conscious of the importance of trying to maintain your interest in what is going on here, rather than it just being a thread for posting pictures.
On that count, my apologies to the other players/contributors for my lack of image postings and I'd welcome advice on where one can source such brilliant inspirational images as we see in the thread. I've joined tumblr, as it seems to be mentioned a lot, but as yet haven't found blogs that will generate anything that might be appropriate for here. I'll continue the quest!
In the mean time, Della, thank-you for conceiving and managing the game, it is magnificent. If it is of value/appropriate I would hope to continue to update you (and everyone else) on my progress so that hopefully you too can continue to enjoy your active participation in our denial/release.
Yours humbly
Jack