It's confession time once more. This time I have lost the game.
On one of my secondary targets I took exactly 1 stroke too much and could not avoid a ruined orgasm oozing out of my shaft. No fun, no joy but inexcusable.
I'm sorry Della
Unless you have something else in mind I will take a break before I might ask you again to attempt another round.
illtaket42 wrote:It's confession time once more. This time I have lost the game.
On one of my secondary targets I took exactly 1 stroke too much and could not avoid a ruined orgasm oozing out of my shaft. No fun, no joy but inexcusable.
I'm sorry Della
Unless you have something else in mind I will take a break before I might ask you again to attempt another round.
i hope you are alright.... I know ruins csn be brutal for some people after being denied. By all means take a break. If you had wanted to continue I would have found a punishment but I respect and am glad for your desire to take a break. Let me know if you want to rejoin in the future.
Della
"To anyone who has stood at someones side and looked into the abyss and found both charm, attraction and love, for we are not made up only of our light and happiness but also our darkness and sorrow. To deny the darkness of yourself is to deny half of who you are, and when you love, truly love, you need to love the whole person not just the part that smiles and waves, but the part that thinks murderous thoughts and knows that pain is both pleasure and temptation, but still thinks puppies are really cute" -LKH
"I am Nature's arm. Her spirit. Her will. Hell, I am Mother Nature, and the time has come for plants to take back the world so rightfully ours! 'cause it's not nice to fool with Mother Nature.- Poison Ivy
"I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos"- Jared and the Long Road to Love
"You do what we want, or I will peel your mind away like the layers of an onion. You DO believe I can do that, don't you?"- Nikolaos
DellaRoss wrote:
i hope you are alright.... I know ruins csn be brutal for some people after being denied.
Della
Thank you Della for your concern, but you needn't worry.
I'm highly frustrated at having failed and somewhat angry at myself. It goes with a feeling of beeing lost with no clear idea where to go from here. The possibility to continue with the game is something I had hoped for but didn't dare ask for. If you would let me continue it would seriously be the best thing that could happen to me today
Since my accident I have stayed on a 'no touch' rule and would have continued with that for at least one more week - my personal punishment forfailing.
I'm now nervously looking forward to your reply and the possible consequences,
illtaket42 wrote:
Thank you Della for your concern, but you needn't worry.
I'm highly frustrated at having failed and somewhat angry at myself. It goes with a feeling of beeing lost with no clear idea where to go from here. The possibility to continue with the game is something I had hoped for but didn't dare ask for. If you would let me continue it would seriously be the best thing that could happen to me today
Since my accident I have stayed on a 'no touch' rule and would have continued with that for at least one more week - my personal punishment forfailing.
I'm now nervously looking forward to your reply and the possible consequences,
hmmmmmmm punishment for a ruin... Well my usual one is to make guys go do Banquo's dripping game before they can try to get permission to cum from me. But I fear that might be getting old. So for your punishment..... I think I will just make you even more sensitive. You will take some toothpaste and spread it over the head of your cock, then you will stroke yourself painfully slow for 5 minutes. After the 5minutes you will wash the toothpaste off and come back here and tell me how it went then you can go back to playing lol.
Please note I know this will likely be unpleasant. I also know that I have never had anyone come to harm from use of toothpaste. HOWEVER If at any point you feel this is too much for you I would rather you stop and wash it off than continue and it become an actual safety issue.
Hope that makes sense
Della
"To anyone who has stood at someones side and looked into the abyss and found both charm, attraction and love, for we are not made up only of our light and happiness but also our darkness and sorrow. To deny the darkness of yourself is to deny half of who you are, and when you love, truly love, you need to love the whole person not just the part that smiles and waves, but the part that thinks murderous thoughts and knows that pain is both pleasure and temptation, but still thinks puppies are really cute" -LKH
"I am Nature's arm. Her spirit. Her will. Hell, I am Mother Nature, and the time has come for plants to take back the world so rightfully ours! 'cause it's not nice to fool with Mother Nature.- Poison Ivy
"I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos"- Jared and the Long Road to Love
"You do what we want, or I will peel your mind away like the layers of an onion. You DO believe I can do that, don't you?"- Nikolaos
DellaRoss wrote:
hmmmmmmm punishment for a ruin... Well my usual one is to make guys go do Banquo's dripping game before they can try to get permission to cum from me. But I fear that might be getting old. So for your punishment..... I think I will just make you even more sensitive. You will take some toothpaste and spread it over the head of your cock, then you will stroke yourself painfully slow for 5 minutes. After the 5minutes you will wash the toothpaste off and come back here and tell me how it went then you can go back to playing lol.
Please note I know this will likely be unpleasant. I also know that I have never had anyone come to harm from use of toothpaste. HOWEVER If at any point you feel this is too much for you I would rather you stop and wash it off than continue and it become an actual safety issue.
Hope that makes sense
Della
Real life is lurking round the corner - visitors and a birthday Party.
I will start the punishment as soon as I have a chance and happily tell you all about it.
DellaRoss wrote:I think I will just make you even more sensitive. You will take some toothpaste and spread it over the head of your cock, then you will stroke yourself painfully slow for 5 minutes. After the 5minutes you will wash the toothpaste off and come back here and tell me how it went then you can go back to playing lol.