Another Dice Game

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Day 5 complete. Not much to write about this day. I was pretty busy all day, so I didn't get around to doing the 22 edges until 10pm. This time I spent very little time teasing or working up, maybe 5 minutes, then got to work. Starting off I took maybe 30 seconds after each edge, but kept reducing my "rest" time. By the 11th edge I was only waiting 20 seconds to start on the next and for the last 6 or 7 edges I would only stop for 10 seconds after each edge.

Today I wasn't nearly as worked up or horny as yesterday, mainly because I hadn't really had any alone time to think about things ... like having to do 22 edges later in the day, not be allowed to cum, not having had an orgasm in 6 days, finally finding a new Mistress. None of this is to say the edges were easy. They weren't as difficult as day 4's but were harder than day 1-3.

From the 15th edge out some desperation was resurfacing, but nothing really bad. Once again I never gave a thought to cumming this time. I'd talked to my Mistress earlier in the day and she'd made sure to remind me that I was going to finish the game.

But now I'm halfway there! Just 5 more days of edging, then hopefully the next day my Mistress will give me permission to cum.

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Just a short update ... pretty tired now. Day 6 now in the books. Did 5 of the 26 edges around noon on webcam. Had my friend and an unexpected (but very welcome) guest watch and apparently this was the other women's first time watching a guy edge. She didn't know what edges were, even. Hopefully I have her hooked now; she sure seemed to enjoy watching them.

The last 21 I did after 9pm. Fairly standard, not too difficult this time. Only the last 8 were quite intense and required a longer rest. I've been busy enough these last 2 days to keep myself from getting very desperate or doing much extra teasing like I was the first few days. These last 4 days I should have more free time, leading things to start getting back to the level they were at the first few days, most likely.

Okay, maybe not such a short update. I tried anyway.

[Silent.sub]

Well Endless, you definitely seem to be enjoying yourself and using your time to the best of your ability. Sorry I haven't been around the forums much to give you feedback, been a little busy myself with some tasks. But Im glad you are carrying on and doing well. Well done

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Done with day 7. Today was especially fun. I did the first 15 edges on webcam under the instruction of my Mistress. Having her watch me made me very excited, so I had to go slow and pace myself, to ensure no slip-ups. All in all I probably spent 45 minutes for those 15 and she made me do the 15th edge super-slow, using only one finger; spent about 10 minutes working slowly to that edge, so obviously it was the most intense.

After that she had me tease for another 30 minutes, but no reaching the edge. I did the last 15 edges later on in the day, over about 25 minutes. By this time I was coming down with blue balls again, after having somehow avoided them the last 2 days. All in all today's edges were much more difficult and intense than the ones from days 5 and 6.

Having a Mistress is really helping me with this, I have to say. Can't say that I would've made it even this far if I hadn't happened to find a Mistress. Today she told me that she might let me cum on Friday (day 10 of this game will be Thursday) ... so make a wish on a shooting star or something that she will. The desperation isn't too bad right now, but I'm sure I'll be pretty much dying to cum by Friday.

Just 3 more days! And 114 (really!?) more edges. And I should mention this is only the 8th or so time I've been in denial a week or more.

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Day 8 complete. Once again split the edges up, doing the first 17 on webcam with my Mistress and a friend watching, then the last 17 about 5 hours later. The second 17 were quite a bit more difficult than the first 17. For whatever reason I was getting much more desperate by then and my balls were aching badly. The thought that after I was through I would only have 2 days to go helped to me make it. Plus, of course, knowing that my Mistress is not allowing me to cum yet.

The last 6 or so edges came very quickly and I wasn't taking much rest time in between them. I just wanted to hurry and get them over with ... After each edge I was grasping at my thighs pretty hard and rocking back and forth as my cock was completely rigid, throbbing, with each throb sending a ache through my body, each throb make me more desperate, making me think how could it would feel to go over the edge and cum.

Now, while I thought about how amazing it would have felt to cum, I never actually considered doing it. I've made 8 days of this game (or nearly 8 days, when I was still doing today's edges) and 9 days since my last orgasm. That's too far along to give in, with only 2 days of edging to go and hopefully with my denial ending on Friday. But like I mentioned last post, my Mistress said she might let me cum on Friday; that I'd better hope she is in a giving mood.

Her telling me that my denial might continue past Friday and that I might have to ruin my orgasm even if she lets me cum, actually made me more excited and got be even more worked up. I must be crazy ...

[Silent.sub]

Awww *hugs Endless*

You arent crazy. After a while you start enjoying the frustration and it just feels good to be so aroused. Now whats bad is no touch and being that horny. Or at least for me that is. Im glad your Mistress is enjoying your frustration and I hope she gives you an orgasm. I think if you finish this game you deserve one. Though that is up to her.

Well done yet again. Im glad you are hanging in there.

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And now the penultimate day is done. I split the 38 edges up into two sessions. I'd planned to get them over with fairly early on in the day, doing some on webcam while my Mistress watched, but things came up and I ended up not being able to get around to starting until nearly 10pm. Throughout the day I had been varying degrees of horny, with the worst time coming as I chatted online with my Mistress, as she told me in detail some of the things she did with a previous sub of hers. But by 10pm I'd been up a long time and was pretty tired, to be honest, and just wasn't in much of a horny mood. But the edges had to be done, so I settled on doing the first 20.

For the first 10 I took 1 minute breaks after each edge, trying to prolong things and get myself more worked up, but ended up taking significantly less time after each edge the next 10. The first 20 done, I was feeling mostly unaroused still and edging when you aren't horny is a weird feeling (masturbating at all when you aren't in the mood is, really). So I took a break of about an hour, hoping I'd get a bit more excited in the meantime.

By 11:30pm I knew I had to get going with the last 18, even though I still wasn't much "into it". The first few were pretty mechanically, with very short breaks, but I was constantly trying to think of things to get me going more and all of a sudden the thought of Friday popped into my head, of teasing myself and finally hearing from my Mistress I could cum ... and I was quite excited. Just like that. As if a switch had been flipped. The last 10 or so edges were the normal intense and difficult kind, with me taking some very short breaks. I'd wait hardly 5 seconds after hitting an edge before starting again. This was partly due to running short on time. I did the last edge around 11:45, cutting it pretty close.

So now just one day left! 42 edges ... then Friday, the day of reckoning awaits. My Mistress still isn't saying for sure that I'll get to cum. Really, from how she has been talking to me, it seems less and less likely she'll give me permission. She mentioned some plan she was considering, that she'll tell me more about after I've completed this game. Hopefully tomorrow I'll be more of my normal horny, desperate self (or normal for doing this game). I'd hate to be hitting some kind of lull at this point.

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Now day 10's edges are over. All 42 of them. The game isn't officially completed for me, as I still have to make the rest of the day without an orgasm. Today was easily the most difficult. I did the first 10 edges in a fairly short period of time then took a break of about 30 minutes. Edges no. 6 and 10 were a bit too close, so I figured a long break was in order.

The next 32 I did on webcam for my Mistress. This took a long time, an hour-plus and having her talk to me made things even more difficult, as I was getting so excited. She seems to know the exactly what to say to really get me going. The last 6 edges were pretty risky. I thought about taking another longer break, but tried to push through. I had to go very slowly compared to the ones before and was having to take my hands away multiple times before even hitting the edge.

I made it though, even with having to go extra slow on #42, using only one finger. That one was just unbelievably intense. I was dripping precum the entire time. I can hardly believe I've now doe all 240 edges! That day 10 is nearly over. Like I said, I haven't officially finished the game, but I will certainly not be cumming anytime today. So, to me, I'm done.

I've really enjoyed this game! Thanks for putting it up here. Now all I can do is wait for tomorrow and see if I get permission to cum. Maybe my Mistress will have me play it again in the future, it really is a nice game. I'll be sure to post tomorrow, to let you know if my Mistress decided I've had enough or not.

[Silent.sub]

WELL DONE ENDLESS *tacklehugs and kisses your cheek* You have performed magnificently. Congratulations

Hopefully your mistress isnt tooooo cruel. And you are welcome back any time. You know where to find me

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Update: so it turns out Friday wasn't meant to be the "day of decision". A lot of things came up and I just didn't have any free time, really, so I asked my Mistress to move the date back a little. As of now Monday is the new day when I'll find out if my denial when end (and if so, how) or continue on. Saturday and Sunday will likely offer similarly little free time or privacy. But in the event that I miraculously get a good hour or two too myself and I'm able to get in touch with my Mistress then, I'll find out then. So there is a (slim) possibility I'll know my fate tomorrow or Sunday, but I'm settled in to wait until Monday at this point.