Jana's Lounge, 2013

[Quiet Linda]

Jana's little girl here
indefatigable in reporting because,
Life is better with Jana in it.

Day what? maybe 80 something.
My last orgasm a stark memory of Jana.

Yet little girl feels much happier still following Jana's plan.
Still am very very horny, yet oddly, locked for Jana some how makes me feel safe.

Love for all my fellow Jana addicts and followers.

[Quiet Linda]

Jana's little slave girl
Slept with the Dream Enhancer last night, not too quiet.
I was locked up in bed with Jana bear and Jana scented gown.
The frustration and desire to rub, edge was something I could never have done before.
And, amazingly, I went to sleep and had a wonderful dream, in that dream,
Got the message of my deepest wish and went to a certain place.
Got in an elevator. Entered security code.
As ordered at each floor I went deeper into submission.
Doors opened into a penthouse suite.
Tastefully, sexy, austere.
There was Jana with that smile, that body, that soul.
She collared little girl and I crawled behind her to meet her lovers and followers.
Dare I mention they where of every sex and all those in between?
"Please them my little slave girl."
I did until I woke up.
More horny at what I missed.
damn what a dream
I can still feel the carpet under my knees.

[petervl5]

Hi little girl. I am also feeling an incredible yarning to cum with cock raging inside the cage

[Quiet Linda]

Jana's little slave girl her report.

Have very very conflicted feelings on what is day 80+ close to the end of the extra chastity.
Obviously am insanely horny after one orgasm in the last months.
Also, following Jana has made me a better person. Even made new friend.

I can not believe what I have done these months.
The teasing, edges, denial. Yet never ever did
I imagine watching my most favorite sexy TV show of the year!
locked in chastity.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f0js7B22atY

more submissive than ever

[Teaser]

End of extra chastity? Remember she said invites to a life without orgasm, to go as long as possible. We should not cum yet. I will keep denied at least til New Year as that was her challenge to me. But I guess we still should try longer.

[Quiet Linda]

End of extra chastity? Remember she said invites to a life without orgasm, to go as long as possible. We should not cum yet. I will keep denied at least til New Year as that was her challenge to me. But I guess we still should try longer.

Quite true my friend that you should do as Jana has ordained.
Her little slave girl will orgasm or not as Jana instructs.
of course, will error on the side of caution.


Jana's little slave girl with her report.
In one word
LOVE
What Jana opened my heart to.
What others have given me here.
Love has made little girl better.

[Please?]

[Quiet Linda]

Jana's little slave girl with her daily post.
As a fitness instructor I never have to count higher than 10.
Yet by a careful count this is day 89 of Jana.
Un fucking believe able that little girl could be here after all this time.
One orgasm in 3 months,
When I used to get 3 a day!
Yet without doubt Jana has made my life much better.
So tomorrow is day 90 for little girl.
I resolve to continue to follow all Jana's good rules.
The question is,
Should little girl be allowed to cum after day 90?
SO fucking horny right now.

[dr.d]

The question is,
Should little girl be allowed to cum after day 90?
SO fucking horny right now.

I know its none of my business, but I think that you should leave it up to fate , flip a coin,
heads....have an orgasm
tails....do something that you think Jana would want you to do


on a side note....is it wrong of me to want to study your brain activity as you dream?

[Quiet Linda]

Jana's little girl with day 90 report.
Jana made my life better.

Without any further inputs from Jana, welcome though they may be.
little girl is now
unlocked.
yet
chaste

[Teaser]

Is it 90 days already? Still going on without orgasm.

[Quiet Linda]

Jana's little girl with another report.
Have the oddest problem.
As all things Jana, it was a total surprise to little girl.
Oh gawd this is
I can not orgasm.
Have tried since the 90 days was over.
Edged many many times yet, can not get off.
So little girl is still horny and chaste.
Should I redo day 30 and hear the gong?

[Quiet Linda]

little girl looks around the lounge, so empty compared to day one,
Jana you are a true genius, found a way to find the truly committed.
Those of us still here truly follow.
Jana makes me better.
Little girl goes
forward to
Jana.

[Teaser]

Hey Linda!

nice to see you still around. You are not alone in your denial. Did you try to cum again? Did you manage to cum?

Sometimes its hard to keep following Her rules. I need to go on in denial until New Year, but as I hate to do the minimum, I will add one extra week, so I will deny myself until 8th Jan at least. I can follow that order. Her second one, to keep myself locked in chastity as much as possible is sooo much harder. Most of the time I cannot do it, as no one would keep the key or check upon the serial number tags. Over the holidays it would be possible but I dread the thought of no touching... I can take the orgasm denial but I fail at masturbation denial without a strong hand around. I don't think I would have difficulties cumming if I tried, but I don't want to, to keep my commitment.

Coming to your "problem", I find it quite amusing. Sorry, but yes, it made me smile that you did not cum even when trying. My guess is that you are subconsciously so committed to Jana's rules that your subconscious does not permit orgasm. For a time I researched erotic hypnosis and you may be in a mild form of self hypnosis by your subconscious accepting Jana and her rules as mandatory, even now.

Remember she said in the last webtease to go on as long as possible without orgasm. Also that she finds 0-4 orgasms appropriate. Your last orgasm is more than a month ago, so you would now not be cumming excessively... but maybe you don't just want to not fall into the "excessively cumming" area, you want to be good and committed. So you try to cum but subconsciously you don't want to, so you fail to orgasm.

Of course that's just a theory.

If redoing the first 30 days would help? You want the gong? I guess, if the theory is remotely correct, that it will not help, as your subconscious would now that you just "rewound the tape" and that the orgasm permission is a past one but you still don't have one in the present. You would not cum.

What you could do:
1) You could PM Jana and ask for permission. She is online often and I guess she checks also in on this thread. You can ask... even if she says NO, you will love her for denying you again.

2) Just keep trying to cum, masturbate until you are exhausted. Maybe you get lucky? But think of the feeling afterwards, did you let your inner expectations down?

3) Honor the 0-4 times a year statement. Be generous to read it as 3 months since your last orgasm. My last one was on 14th October before entering the "Second month with Jana". I guess thats about the same for you. Mid to end January your subconscious automatically may permit you to release the tension.

4) If you were my sub, I would make you wait the 3 months and then allow you weekly orgasm challenges to finally cum sometime afterwards. You could also do this yourself...


Regards with love and don't cum,
Pete

[Please?]