Dearest Miss Linda,
This month has been so very difficult for Rose. Since the car accident Rose's shoulder and neck have worsened (not slowing down in the days after didn't help) and I am actually in pretty steady discomfort. Last week I finally saw a family doctor and have made time to begin physical therapy this coming Wednesday (it was solely the other person's fault so it is covered). Also next weekend, my friend from the city (who I initially borrowed/asked for the lip gloss) is going to come up and take care of me or a few days as I'm terrible at letting myself rest. (I hope you are healing up as well, as you also seem like someone who wouldn't totally know how to stop).
In the mean time, the last few weeks have felt decidedly unsexy. Range of motion has been limited in my dominate (well less submissive) arm and it has been hard to sleep AND almost impossible to dance... Among other places, Rose takes solace in dancing...
At the moment I have not yet completed my 168 points for May (I am at 117-- These last two months I have been keeping track in a pink diary with hearts all over it I bought at an office supply store. I make one heart for each point I earn for you, ten hearts on a line). Some evenings this month I have just been too sore to really complete my evening rituals and I have considered dropping out. My toes have been painted silver the whole month but I have slacked quite a bit on the lip gloss each night (any points I did earn those nights I didn't count though there weren't many) as well as the lotion. I have often wished though that my softness had attracted someone with hard/firm hands to rub the lotion into my neck/shoulders/back/thighs...
When I do feel feminine I feel more alive and able to face the days and I thank you for the inspiration! If there is anything I can do to make it up to you and continue with the tasks I would greatly appreciate it. The family doctor (she had lovely things to say about my toes.. blush...) did assure me that I will get well and that there is no rotator cuff or other major damage, just really tight knots from everything clenched during the collision that I could not have prepared for.
Yesterday I did have something of a pretty day again-- though no dancing-- but a long fragrant bath that left me and the house smelling of lavender was much needed. It brought me back honestly from wanting to give up and to the soaring of self and spirit of doing what Miss Linda (and my sweet self) wants.
My pretty day ended in bed, with L and flowers decorating my ankle, lip gloss thick and sparkly, and wearing butterfly clips in my hair. Unable to edge as well with my neck and arms, I filled myself with a vibrating friend and after some time came while whispering/praising your name. It was my second orgasm of the month and has reawakened me... I wrote Gemma a fun note today as well. It was nice to put fantasy to fingertips and intention there again as well.
Always yours and always thankful, excited to continue doing whatever you want as you work your love and magic on all of us... I have definitely felt a deep shift in my desire and an embracing in a new feminine arousal within. Oh the things I yearn for now in my dreams...
Your, Rose
