The Deck of Denial

[Streetsweeper]

Hi Shell/Dr D.

You'll be pleased to know when I woke up yesterday, I decided I would give the game a go :) However I felt far too needy to be able to start yesterday and realised my self control would not have been so good. Therefore I decided to start today...

So having prepared the deck of cards I shuffled it a few times and drew my first card... King of clubs.

The instruction for this card was to edge then rest for 30secs then edge again, for 5 edges. Wow what a start to such a game, I thought. lol

Anyway I put on some porn and started to work my way up to the first edge mmm it felt good, just what I wanted after my excitement had built up. After reaching this, I rested for 30secs and then edged again, I did this for a 3rd time and also a 4th. For the 4th one the girl in the porn, playing with her dildo, was cumming just as I edged (or did it make me edge? lol) mmmmmmmm This felt amazing, I did feel like I lost control at the very end but some how managed to stop myself! phew!! After resting for 30 secs I built up to the 5th and final edge. Again this was just as intense as the 4th one and I nearly went over again! Once I stopped some precum dribbled out head of my cock....

I need to take a little break before I draw again lol

Street

[Streetsweeper]

I've now had a good break and a chance to calm down :)

I drew my first card which was a 5 so remembering the rules i drew again, this was a Jack, so drew again which was a 2.

Wow that's lucky lol. So my understanding is that means 5 edges for 2 days (please correct me if wrong). I'm going to try this and although I maybe able to do this today I think I may well struggle tomorrow...

I will keep you both updated anyway :)

[omgimapotato99]

This is interesting game but I'm afraid that I don't have enough of self control. I barely can hold off from cumming after 3 days not even mentioning a whole week.
I would love to be in denial for longer than that but I need a dom for that who would edge me otherwise I would simply finish it.

[shell]

New page - re-posting of the rules....I will put them in a spoiler, so it doesn't take up as much room, but they are here if you need them.

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Take a deck of cards, including the jokers, and shuffle them. Then draw a card. After drawing your card, return it to the deck.

Aces = Edge twice and draw again.
King of Hearts = Edge once, while watching 30 minutes of your favorite porn.
King of Diamonds = Edge, and then watch 30 minutes to one hour of porn without touching your self.
King of Clubs = Edge, rest for thirty seconds, and then edge again. Do this until you have edged five times.
King of Spades = No touching your genitalia or nipples for two days, except to clean, but do so quickly.
Queen of Diamonds = Twenty minutes of spanking to your ass, or until it has a nice pinkish glow to it.
Queen of Clubs = Put on nipple clamps. Rotate them every ten minutes. Edge after each rotation, until you have edged five times.
Jack of Hearts = Edge with your favorite toy, or if you don't have any toys, edge using only your non-dominate hand.
Jack of Diamonds = Edge Use ice cubes on your nipples, or on the outside or inside of your genitalia or anus.
Jack of Clubs = Do any two teases at Milo, but do not cum.
Jack of Spades = Edge three times, in the shower or bathtub.
Number Cards = If you draw a 2 through 10, draw a second card, continuing to draw past face cards, until another number card comes up.
The first number card is how many edges you must do each day. The second number card is how many days you have to edge.
Jokers = This card doubles everything.
Queen of Spades = Get another deck of cards. Take the Queen of Hearts out of the new deck, and shuffle the two decks together.
When you have the two decks, if you draw a number card, now you have to draw four cards instead of two. The first two cards are added together and the third and forth cards are added together. The same instructions for numbers cards from above, apply.
The Joker instructions still apply. So, if you draw a joker, before that first number card, that would double it to 26 edges a day, for 36 days.
Set aside the cards you have drawn - they will get shuffled back in to the deck, if you draw the Queen of Spades again.
Only two decks should be used in this game.
Queen of Hearts = You get to cum any way you want, as long as you enjoy it.

Be safe!!

[shell]

Goodness! Milo is really being a butt today! It has taken me about an hour to move around and look at one or two things!
I am writing this on WORD and will copy and paste, making sure I don't lose what I write. I am also combining comments, because of this delay thing going on, where to go from one page to another takes about five minutes.

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S.M. wrote:

I think that for most of us, standing months of hard edging without cumming is just out of reach. First, it requires some exceptional willpower that very few of us have, and second - we still live in the real world, and sooner or later something will make us give up with the denial (for me it's the examination time four times a year). I'd love to take part in this challenge (because I'm really into random based sexual games!), but knowing that for 99% i won't be able to complete it stops me from trying :(
(Actually so far I've failed in all games that I took part here at Milovana. I guess I suck at self control.)

I agree. It is hard to go for long periods of time, with so much sexual stimulation.
I think there are a lot of people that say they are doing all these edges and so forth, or going for long periods of time, when in reality they aren't doing what they say.
I am a very honest person, and it seems like we have some honest people keeping an eye on this challenge. I do what I say I am going to do and if I can't, I say so.

And you are so right...the outside world has a way of sticking it's nose in and messing with a perfectly good sexual plan. *giggling*

I think for me....I am trying not to look at the long term thing, but more at each day and see how that one goes.
One thing that can always be done.....try and if you don't succeed, try again and again, as often as it takes. *smile*

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Streetsweeper wrote:

Hi Shell/Dr D.

You'll be pleased to know when I woke up yesterday, I decided I would give the game a go :) However I felt far too needy to be able to start yesterday and realised my self control would not have been so good. Therefore I decided to start today...

So having prepared the deck of cards I shuffled it a few times and drew my first card... King of clubs.

The instruction for this card was to edge then rest for 30secs then edge again, for 5 edges. Wow what a start to such a game, I thought. lol

Anyway I put on some porn and started to work my way up to the first edge mmm it felt good, just what I wanted after my excitement had built up. After reaching this, I rested for 30secs and then edged again, I did this for a 3rd time and also a 4th. For the 4th one the girl in the porn, playing with her dildo, was cumming just as I edged (or did it make me edge? lol) mmmmmmmm This felt amazing, I did feel like I lost control at the very end but some how managed to stop myself! phew!! After resting for 30 secs I built up to the 5th and final edge. Again this was just as intense as the 4th one and I nearly went over again! Once I stopped some precum dribbled out head of my cock....

I need to take a little break before I draw again lol

Street

I was so very happy to see you giving this a whirl! *big smile* I do have to say though...you have to be one of the luckiest people I have ever known!!! Seriously......a King of Clubs, right off the bat. What I would have done to get that card!!! *giggling*

I am so very proud of you for making it through those edges.....*feels my pussy tingle at the thought of five edges in a row* *moans softly*

Streetsweeper wrote:

I've now had a good break and a chance to calm down :)

I drew my first card which was a 5 so remembering the rules i drew again, this was a Jack, so drew again which was a 2.

Wow that's lucky lol. So my understanding is that means 5 edges for 2 days (please correct me if wrong). I'm going to try this and although I maybe able to do this today I think I may well struggle tomorrow...

I will keep you both updated anyway :)

OH MY GOD!!!!! Now you get five edges for ONLY two days!!!! DEAR GOD!!!! Master.....he's cheating!!! *giggling* He can't, just can't be this lucky!!!
Wait....oh yes he can be...that's how he got the privilege of seeing pictures of my pussy! *wicked smile*

You can do this Street!!! I am very proud of you......*bright smile*

Get through your five edges.....tomorrow, which if I am not mistaken will be on Tuesday. Don't worry or think about anything else but pleasing me with those edges. Then write all about it...tell me what you are feeling.....and do this.....after that fifth edge....don't touch....only to aim when going to the bathroom. You can bathe, of course...but you have to be finished cleaning your cock by the count of five. That way there is no extra stimulation.

I know that sleep will be challenging Tuesday night. Try this....wear something tight, like briefs, or shorts, to bed. Position your cock down, so that it can not get fully hard.

When you get to that point....then I will have something else for you to think about, for your final day. *bright smile*

I KNOW you can do this!!!! Take several deep breaths through out the day and drink plenty of fluid. I'm very proud of you!!! *bright smile*

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omgimapotato99 wrote:

This is interesting game but I'm afraid that I don't have enough of self control. I barely can hold off from cumming after 3 days not even mentioning a whole week.
I would love to be in denial for longer than that but I need a dom for that who would edge me otherwise I would simply finish it.

Well, there is no sure thing. You might draw a card like Street did, where you get to edge five times, and then.....after a fair amount of time.....(personally I think at least 4 hours, but the next day is better)...you can cum and then draw again.
Don't ya want to try it and see what happens?
There is no punishment ....there will be no mean words........only fun, excitement and pleasure, so much pleasure...for you....and for me too. *bright smile*

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I will be starting my tease tomorrow. To refresh everyone's memory......
I drew number cards. I have to edge twice a day, for 9 days.
This will be my longest time of not cumming. My longest is five days. I am going to do my best and try very hard to push myself to achieve this goal.

I am very excited...my pussy is pulsating as I write this....as I think about those two edges tomorrow.....how it will feel to tell my pussy "no....you may not cum, your Master wants you to wait a little while." *shivers and moans*

I will share my experiences with you all, each day. *soft blushing smile*

[dr.d]

There is no punishment ....there will be no mean words........only fun, excitement and pleasure, so much pleasure...for you....and for me too. *bright smile*

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I will be starting my tease tomorrow. To refresh everyone's memory......
I drew number cards. I have to edge twice a day, for 9 days.
This will be my longest time of not cumming. My longest is five days. I am going to do my best and try very hard to push myself to achieve this goal.

I am very excited...my pussy is pulsating as I write this....as I think about those two edges tomorrow.....how it will feel to tell my pussy "no....you may not cum, your Master wants you to wait a little while." *shivers and moans*

I will share my experiences with you all, each day. *soft blushing smile*

I just want to remind every one that this is a game and every one who takes part should be having fun and that you don't have to post your experiences if you don't want to .

I know that Shell will be posting because she wants to push her self , to see if she can go longer then five days and I know she can do it , so if you are playing or if your not playing , lets give some encouragement to Shell and every one who is playing this game and every game here

[omgimapotato99]

Don't ya want to try it and see what happens?
There is no punishment ....there will be no mean words........only fun, excitement and pleasure, so much pleasure...for you....and for me too. *bright smile*

If course I want! And I have been thinking about it. And besides, those words of yours, when you say how much pleasure it could be, makes me want to do it even more cos I know it will be fun for me indeed.

I think I will do it. But I have to wait till I will do some things for my school what takes a lot of concentration. So I will probably start at Friday, not earlier. Otherwise if I didn't have an orgasm I could not concentrate, all I think is how much I need it and it makes me insane!

The longest I have been without orgasm is some 15 days. But that's also only because I had so many distractions at that time, my life was busy and I also was on no touch. Otherwise if i need to edge I... I usually never can go more than 3 days without cumming. So when I start I really will be pushing my limits.

I will keep my progress updated here when I will start.

[shell]

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There is no punishment ....there will be no mean words........only fun, excitement and pleasure, so much pleasure...for you....and for me too. *bright smile*

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I will be starting my tease tomorrow. To refresh everyone's memory......
I drew number cards. I have to edge twice a day, for 9 days.
This will be my longest time of not cumming. My longest is five days. I am going to do my best and try very hard to push myself to achieve this goal.

I am very excited...my pussy is pulsating as I write this....as I think about those two edges tomorrow.....how it will feel to tell my pussy "no....you may not cum, your Master wants you to wait a little while." *shivers and moans*

I will share my experiences with you all, each day. *soft blushing smile*

I just want to remind every one that this is a game and every one who takes part should be having fun and that you don't have to post your experiences if you don't want to .

I know that Shell will be posting because she wants to push her self , to see if she can go longer then five days and I know she can do it , so if you are playing or if your not playing , lets give some encouragement to Shell and every one who is playing this game and every game here

Awwwhhhh, thank you Master! *bright smile*

I am going to take one day at a time and enjoy each day that I can say, "I did it". *smile*

I will be starting after breakfast and will come back and share.... *blushing smile*

[shell]

Spoiler: show

Don't ya want to try it and see what happens?
There is no punishment ....there will be no mean words........only fun, excitement and pleasure, so much pleasure...for you....and for me too. *bright smile*

If course I want! And I have been thinking about it. And besides, those words of yours, when you say how much pleasure it could be, makes me want to do it even more cos I know it will be fun for me indeed.

I think I will do it. But I have to wait till I will do some things for my school what takes a lot of concentration. So I will probably start at Friday, not earlier. Otherwise if I didn't have an orgasm I could not concentrate, all I think is how much I need it and it makes me insane!

The longest I have been without orgasm is some 15 days. But that's also only because I had so many distractions at that time, my life was busy and I also was on no touch. Otherwise if i need to edge I... I usually never can go more than 3 days without cumming. So when I start I really will be pushing my limits.

I will keep my progress updated here when I will start.

*bright smile* Yes, see this is the way to go about this....think it through...find a good start date and then jump in with both feet, hands, and entire body.

I am looking forward to seeing which card or cards you draw. I am sorta hoping that you or someone, or even me... *giggling*...draws the Jack of Diamonds. I would love to read about someones experience with ice. *wicked smile* Do you like ice play, boy? *wicked smile grows*

God, I am sooooooooooooooooo horny right now! *giggling*

[Streetsweeper]

Streetsweeper wrote:

Hi Shell/Dr D.

You'll be pleased to know when I woke up yesterday, I decided I would give the game a go :) However I felt far too needy to be able to start yesterday and realised my self control would not have been so good. Therefore I decided to start today...

So having prepared the deck of cards I shuffled it a few times and drew my first card... King of clubs.

The instruction for this card was to edge then rest for 30secs then edge again, for 5 edges. Wow what a start to such a game, I thought. lol

Anyway I put on some porn and started to work my way up to the first edge mmm it felt good, just what I wanted after my excitement had built up. After reaching this, I rested for 30secs and then edged again, I did this for a 3rd time and also a 4th. For the 4th one the girl in the porn, playing with her dildo, was cumming just as I edged (or did it make me edge? lol) mmmmmmmm This felt amazing, I did feel like I lost control at the very end but some how managed to stop myself! phew!! After resting for 30 secs I built up to the 5th and final edge. Again this was just as intense as the 4th one and I nearly went over again! Once I stopped some precum dribbled out head of my cock....

I need to take a little break before I draw again lol

Street

I was so very happy to see you giving this a whirl! *big smile* I do have to say though...you have to be one of the luckiest people I have ever known!!! Seriously......a King of Clubs, right off the bat. What I would have done to get that card!!! *giggling*

I am so very proud of you for making it through those edges.....*feels my pussy tingle at the thought of five edges in a row* *moans softly*

Streetsweeper wrote:

I've now had a good break and a chance to calm down :)

I drew my first card which was a 5 so remembering the rules i drew again, this was a Jack, so drew again which was a 2.

Wow that's lucky lol. So my understanding is that means 5 edges for 2 days (please correct me if wrong). I'm going to try this and although I maybe able to do this today I think I may well struggle tomorrow...

I will keep you both updated anyway :)

OH MY GOD!!!!! Now you get five edges for ONLY two days!!!! DEAR GOD!!!! Master.....he's cheating!!! *giggling* He can't, just can't be this lucky!!!
Wait....oh yes he can be...that's how he got the privilege of seeing pictures of my pussy! *wicked smile*

You can do this Street!!! I am very proud of you......*bright smile*

Get through your five edges.....tomorrow, which if I am not mistaken will be on Tuesday. Don't worry or think about anything else but pleasing me with those edges. Then write all about it...tell me what you are feeling.....and do this.....after that fifth edge....don't touch....only to aim when going to the bathroom. You can bathe, of course...but you have to be finished cleaning your cock by the count of five. That way there is no extra stimulation.

I know that sleep will be challenging Tuesday night. Try this....wear something tight, like briefs, or shorts, to bed. Position your cock down, so that it can not get fully hard.

When you get to that point....then I will have something else for you to think about, for your final day. *bright smile*

I KNOW you can do this!!!! Take several deep breaths through out the day and drink plenty of fluid. I'm very proud of you!!! *bright smile*

Hi Miss Shell,

That you very much for your encouragement :) I was surprisingly able to sleep quite well last night which was good. I think I had time to calm down before i tried to sleep which really must have helped lol.

So after reading your post this morning I decided to get through a couple of edges when I had a moment. For these I was just using my imagination thinking about how lucky I was to see you sexy pussy. :) I managed a couple of edges with a few minutes break in between. I then had to stop because i needed a break and also because i had some other things to do. I thought for my 3rd edge I would try something different and tried a tease following the instructions. These stroking was very light and teasing to begin with and slowly built up. It felt very good and my cock was very sensitive as you'd imagine!

As i was following the instructions I had to stroke a bit quicker and reached the edge a lot quicker than I thought I would and could feel my cum rushing up my cock. I let go as soon as i felt this, hoping the edge would subside. At that point my cock twitched a couple of time and I went past the edge, unfortunately. As cum started to spurt out i tried to stroke some more but it was more of a ruined orgasm than a full one after all this!! lol

I'm sorry about. I think I've learnt not to stroke so fast when trying to just edge as it's too hard to control when I'm so worked up lol

I will try this again another time though. I think i was lucky to have drawn a 5 and a 2, with higher cards i'd have struggled far more!

Good luck yourself, I'm glad you're enjoying the game. :)

Street

[omgimapotato99]

I am sorta hoping that you or someone, or even me... *giggling*...draws the Jack of Diamonds. I would love to read about someones experience with ice. *wicked smile* Do you like ice play, boy? *wicked smile grows*

I've never actually tried that, never even got in my mind. I imagine that could be quite interesting. The idea makes me hot! Would be fun to find out how it feels.

[shell]

Hi Miss Shell,

That you very much for your encouragement :) I was surprisingly able to sleep quite well last night which was good. I think I had time to calm down before i tried to sleep which really must have helped lol.

So after reading your post this morning I decided to get through a couple of edges when I had a moment. For these I was just using my imagination thinking about how lucky I was to see you sexy pussy. :) I managed a couple of edges with a few minutes break in between. I then had to stop because i needed a break and also because i had some other things to do. I thought for my 3rd edge I would try something different and tried a tease following the instructions. These stroking was very light and teasing to begin with and slowly built up. It felt very good and my cock was very sensitive as you'd imagine!

As i was following the instructions I had to stroke a bit quicker and reached the edge a lot quicker than I thought I would and could feel my cum rushing up my cock. I let go as soon as i felt this, hoping the edge would subside. At that point my cock twitched a couple of time and I went past the edge, unfortunately. As cum started to spurt out i tried to stroke some more but it was more of a ruined orgasm than a full one after all this!! lol

I'm sorry about. I think I've learnt not to stroke so fast when trying to just edge as it's too hard to control when I'm so worked up lol

I will try this again another time though. I think i was lucky to have drawn a 5 and a 2, with higher cards i'd have struggled far more!

Good luck yourself, I'm glad you're enjoying the game. :)

Street

Well, nutfuzzle! *soft smile*

Yep, learning when to stop and how fast to go is tricky, that's for sure.
I think you did a good job and I do hope that you know that I am still very proud of you for giving it a go. *bright smile*

Don't wait too long to draw again, purty please.....it increases my pleasure knowing that you are all worked up, horny, struggling and your cock is hard, needy and wanting. *sweet, but wicked smile*

*gives you a tender hug.....pressing my naked breasts to you, for just a moment*

[shell]

I am sorta hoping that you or someone, or even me... *giggling*...draws the Jack of Diamonds. I would love to read about someones experience with ice. *wicked smile* Do you like ice play, boy? *wicked smile grows*

I've never actually tried that, never even got in my mind. I imagine that could be quite interesting. The idea makes me hot! Would be fun to find out how it feels.

*crosses my fingers, hoping that when you draw.....you will draw..."ICE". *wicked smile*

*moans, wanting to feel ice on my pussy right now*

[shell]

Day One -

Okay, I have to officially say...I'M FREAKING HORNY!!!!!
*giggling*

So, today, I decided that I wanted to use some new bondage rope that I bought. I hadn't used it yet and was excited as I unwrapped it.
Now, for those of you that aren't aware, I have like a zillion phobia's, so things that others might try, won't work for me. I knew I couldn't secure the end of the rope to any object but myself. I also knew that I had to tie it in a way that I could easily get out of. And above all else, I needed to be safe.

My goal was to use the Hitachi, which in my mind, Master would be using it and when doing so, have one leg spread wide by the rope.
First I took the rope and doubled it and then doubled it again. I thought in doing this, that it would not be so painful against my skin.
I looped it around my right thigh, just above my knee. When I took up the tension, it hurt. I got a cloth and put it under the rope. That was better.
I pulled the rope and my leg up. It felt amazing being spread open like that. I brought the rope behind my back and wrapped it around my left arm twice and then gripped the rope with my left hand.

I picked up the Hitachi and my pussy was responding quickly to it.....but the issues I was having with the rope on my back and in my hand were responding more quickly.

I released everything and took a deep breath. I decided to try something different. I brought the rope down to my ankle, using the cloth there too, and then brought it around the outside of my thigh/knee and again, behind my back, around my left arm and held the rope.

My pussy was loving the sensation, but everywhere the rope touched wasn't thrilled. I tried to get into the zone...you know, into sub space, but it simply wasn't working. I loosened my grip slightly which gave a little slack.
Doing that, I was able to hear my pussy over any discomfort.

The Hitachi felt wonderful and within about five minutes I was resting sweetly on my first edge. I decided to try the "King of Clubs" thing, where I rest for 30 seconds and then go again.
I counted out each number.
Then I put the Hitachi back to my swollen clit. For some silly reason, I forgot to stop counting. I edged at 35, which means it took five seconds to get to that second one. *blushing*

My pussy wants more, but knows it can't have more. I want to rub on the chair. I want to feel more stimulation......*moans*

Thank you Master for both edges and for this awesome experience. *bright smile*

[Oda]

Just 8 days more... will be a piece of cake for you :)