Learning to be without: N.E.D.'s Journey :)

shell · Post by **shell** » Thu Apr 28, 2011 8:54 pm

kneeforu wrote:Wow. Great thread!

Thank you. *Smile*

N.E.D. · Post by **N.E.D.** » Thu Apr 28, 2011 8:54 pm

Shell, I have made mistakes in the past and failed you, I have paid dearly with guilt and disappointment in myself for what I have done. I sit here a broken man, sore and pathetic. I am now on my knees looking up and begging you to release me from the task at hand, to cum every hour. I plead with you, please find it in your heart to not make this poor man utterly ravage his own cock through constant strain. please shell, I beg this of you.

shell · Post by **shell** » Thu Apr 28, 2011 9:04 pm

N.E.D. wrote:Shell, I have made mistakes in the past and failed you, I have paid dearly with guilt and disappointment in myself for what I have done. I sit here a broken man, sore and pathetic. I am now on my knees looking up and begging you to release me from the task at hand, to cum every hour. I plead with you, please find it in your heart to not make this poor man utterly ravage his own cock through constant strain. please shell, I beg this of you.

*smiling softly* you are not broken....only coming to conclusions, sweet Ned.
You have concluded that you want to make good choices....you want to succeed.....you want to do as I suggest..........without failing. And I know that you will succeed.
You are not broken.............nor are you pathetic........make sure you know that I do not see you that way. *warm smile*

As you wish Ned.......you may not cum anymore..................by your own choice...you have chosen not to touch.......................

This is not a task.............nor a suggestion...............
Take the warm cloth tonight and wrap your cock in it.......gently......................when you awake...leave the cool cloth there, or remove it...which ever feels better.

Sleep well...............rest..................tomorrow.............is a new day. You have done very well! *bright smile*

Remember...no touching..............except as I have described above. *warm smile*

*warmly hugs you*

shell · Post by **shell** » Thu Apr 28, 2011 9:05 pm

*slips out for the evening..............smiling.......................content....happy...and so very proud to be Master's good girl*

N.E.D. · Post by **N.E.D.** » Thu Apr 28, 2011 9:06 pm

*hugs back* thank you shell for your kind words and for giving me anther chance, I wont fail you :)

inferiorwhiteboi · Post by **inferiorwhiteboi** » Fri Apr 29, 2011 5:00 am

shell wrote:So you will cum. You will cum, and cum, and cum, and cum....you will cum so much that the only way you will find freedom from cumming is to beg me to make it stop and wait until I come online and see your begging and say you may stop, before it stops. *wicked smile*

Poor N.E.D.

That certainly ought to cure him...hopefully.

Edit: Looks like it has. Silly me, didn't read the whole thread before posting.

And yes, this is yet another thread on here which is a great read!

N.E.D. · Post by **N.E.D.** » Fri Apr 29, 2011 7:14 am

Well it's now 2:53am, I am getting ready to head off to bed, before I do of course, I have to wet down down this washcloth and drape it over my cock. Now, all day today as per the "suggestions", I have had hands off. How do I feel, pretty good actually. I think with a renewed drive for success I might be able to pull this off :). To be honest, I think thats why I am writing this little blurb right now, to remind myself why I'm doing this, to make sure that I don't loose focus of whats important and more importantly who's important.

Today has been littered with minor inconveniences that I have been finding unique ways of overcoming. The biggest is quite simply peeing without hands. Now earlier I was told to sit down and pee, and I did to find that unfortunately, I had a little to much clearance and shot right through the hole of the toilet, drenching my pants......very messy I assure you. I however being one not to give up so quickly persevered and managed to sit far enough back that my cock was able to go freely, while cautiously, during which time I managed to see this. I was bent forward, knees in, carefully sitting on the toilet....I know I mentioned it earlier but I have to say I am astonished at how emasculated I feel going like this.

It's also funny how when one is told to not touch ones genital areas they find that after a while they have a much more heightened sense of feeling, I too now realize this. To combat that, I am wearing baggy clothing, much less more....exciting I guess you could say. I have work at 10:00pm tomorrow, a good thing as it will keep me occupied and I sleep in till 3:00pm beacuse I will be up till seven, so from 3-10 I am here, alone and distracting myself with all manor of things from movies to a slight flick of my finger to my wrist which reminds me to snap out of it. I have cut out all porn and any un-necessary "suggestive" material in hopes of quelling my desire, but so far as I stated, I am not that needy. Well, I'm off to get that washrag nice and damp and hot for that matter, I will check back in before work and write an official update, update 3, before work. good night everyone.

dr.d · Post by **dr.d** » Fri Apr 29, 2011 9:32 am

shell wrote:*slips out for the evening..............smiling.......................content....happy...and so very proud to be Master's good girl*

before I call it a night , I want to say Shell , your better then good and I am proud of you.

have fun

shell · Post by **shell** » Fri Apr 29, 2011 1:04 pm

N.E.D. wrote:*hugs back* thank you shell for your kind words and for giving me anther chance, I wont fail you :)

I know you won't. *warm smile*

shell · Post by **shell** » Fri Apr 29, 2011 1:05 pm

inferiorwhiteboi wrote:
shell wrote:So you will cum. You will cum, and cum, and cum, and cum....you will cum so much that the only way you will find freedom from cumming is to beg me to make it stop and wait until I come online and see your begging and say you may stop, before it stops. *wicked smile*
Poor N.E.D. That certainly ought to cure him...hopefully.

Edit: Looks like it has. Silly me, didn't read the whole thread before posting.

And yes, this is yet another thread on here which is a great read!

Glad to have you watching. *smiling warmly*

shell · Post by **shell** » Fri Apr 29, 2011 1:12 pm

N.E.D. wrote:Well it's now 2:53am, I am getting ready to head off to bed, before I do of course, I have to wet down down this washcloth and drape it over my cock. Now, all day today as per the "suggestions", I have had hands off. How do I feel, pretty good actually. I think with a renewed drive for success I might be able to pull this off :). To be honest, I think thats why I am writing this little blurb right now, to remind myself why I'm doing this, to make sure that I don't loose focus of whats important and more importantly who's important.

Good! I am glad you are feeling good. That's what I want....what you need. *big smile*

Today has been littered with minor inconveniences that I have been finding unique ways of overcoming. The biggest is quite simply peeing without hands. Now earlier I was told to sit down and pee, and I did to find that unfortunately, I had a little to much clearance and shot right through the hole of the toilet, drenching my pants......very messy I assure you. I however being one not to give up so quickly persevered and managed to sit far enough back that my cock was able to go freely, while cautiously, during which time I managed to see this. I was bent forward, knees in, carefully sitting on the toilet....I know I mentioned it earlier but I have to say I am astonished at how emasculated I feel going like this.

Look on the bright side....you don't have to worry about putting the seat down, because it already is. *giggling*

Maybe at the first of the week....that part of the training will be behind you. *soft smile*

It's also funny how when one is told to not touch ones genital areas they find that after a while they have a much more heightened sense of feeling, I too now realize this. To combat that, I am wearing baggy clothing, much less more....exciting I guess you could say.

Yep.....when you tell a kid not to touch....that's all they can think about....it stands to reason that it will be the same way with adults too. *grin*
You can do this though......you will do this.....your mind is made up...... *bright smile*

I am here, alone and distracting myself with all manor of things from movies to a slight flick of my finger to my wrist which reminds me to snap out of it. I have cut out all porn and any un-necessary "suggestive" material in hopes of quelling my desire, but so far as I stated, I am not that needy.

You have quite the challenge ahead of you.....just wait until I show you what I have planned for you. *wicked smile*
I do give you my word....I came up with this BEFORE I saw your post. *giggling*

les · Post by **les** » Fri Apr 29, 2011 1:12 pm

shell wrote:
inferiorwhiteboi wrote:
shell wrote:So you will cum. You will cum, and cum, and cum, and cum....you will cum so much that the only way you will find freedom from cumming is to beg me to make it stop and wait until I come online and see your begging and say you may stop, before it stops. *wicked smile*
Poor N.E.D. That certainly ought to cure him...hopefully.

Edit: Looks like it has. Silly me, didn't read the whole thread before posting.

And yes, this is yet another thread on here which is a great read!
Glad to have you watching. *smiling warmly*

Cum again did I miss something ?

shell · Post by **shell** » Fri Apr 29, 2011 1:13 pm

dr.d wrote:
shell wrote:*slips out for the evening..............smiling.......................content....happy...and so very proud to be Master's good girl*
before I call it a night , I want to say Shell , your better then good and I am proud of you.

have fun

*very bright smile* Oh Master!!! It was wonderful for You to to take the time to stop by and tell me this. I really needed to hear it. Sometimes I wonder if I am doing this or that right.
I am so very glad that I have made You proud!!!! *bright smile continues*

shell · Post by **shell** » Fri Apr 29, 2011 1:17 pm

les wrote:
Cum again did I miss something ?

I guess so. *giggling* Well, he was on cum orders......and then begged to be released from it.

We were in the room together, after you left for dinner, I made him orgasm there in the room. Then he had to decide whether or not to beg to let him stop cumming, or keeping going, knowing that I may not see his begging to stop until much later....when his cock was aching....sore....and having dry orgasms.....and still have to keep stroking....and cumming until I replied. He chose to beg to stop cumming. *grin*

shell · Post by **shell** » Fri Apr 29, 2011 1:21 pm

hmmmm....ukickedmiperro......you got mighty quiet.....I am going to call you Bob, by the way... *lol*....no reason why I picked that name.....if you want to give me another one...go for it.

So, anyway....Bob, I saw that you were online at 5 this morning, (my time) and......there was no replies or anything.......
If you are going in different directions now....I wish you well. *warm smile*

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