Good Morning Shell,shell wrote: You doin okay darlin? Your post, after the third one, comes up as about 10 hours ago and I just want to check up on you and make sure you are okay. *gentle smile*
I am doing well here, thanks for asking. The fact is I have been checking in here throughout, but felt a little awkward about the idea of several posts in a row being from me.
I live alone and had purposely set this time aside so that I had nothing to do but work on this challenge. I'm doing pretty good if I do say so myself. So anyway, the update:
After about number four I think it was, the ummm... loads were getting smaller and also thinner to the point I was always expecting the next one to just be dry, but that hasn't happened yet. Somewhere along the line I became very curious about what a totally dry one might feel like, and was almost hoping I would get to that point. Then I started thinking it may be painfull, so I didn't know what to hope for. Just knew I was going to continue.
Also starting around number four, ever-increasing willpower is required to do the ruin and not go for the gusto. But I have ruined all.
The ruining is also taking on a different character, even less satisfying than ruined orgasms normally are. Very frustrating. It's like what I'm getting out is....... I dunno, un-ripe cum that my body doesn't want to release yet, and it's making the orgasms increasingly more dull. I don't know how to describe that better, but I guess anybody on here who has done the challenge knows what I mean.
I'll say you were certainly right, speaking about the challenge of this whole thing (obviously, I knew this was true before the fact, but now I realize it first-hand. pun intended), I have spent some time playing around with a soft cock, willing it into rigidity and waiting for it to comply. Luckily, it hasn't failed me yet, just use a little patience. More than once, what has gotten me going was thinking about how I was following orders, doing this for someone else, so thank you for that.
I seem to remember reading somewhere that it takes the body, on average, 90 minutes to produce one load's worth of semen. That may well be true, because as I mentioned the loads were getting smaller as I was doing each about as soon as I could. Then I took a real break and sort of stepped away from everything for a bit and ended up with the longest break yet between orgasms, about two and a half hours. The next one after that break was surprising. The break was between seven and eight, by the way. I say it was surprising because, even though it was number eight, and even though I let go a second or two before the first spasm, it was a respectably sized load, and made it up to my chest. totally without satisfaction though :(
I think the reason is the time gap.
Anyways, I pretty much just buckled down and got to work on number nine right away and got there in just over an hour. Number nine was miserable. Almost that dry one I was talking about, just a few drops that oozed, no spurt. Also, no surprise here, the most frustrating one yet.
So now, I've got nine done and enough time left I could wait around long enough to be assured of avoiding that dry heave orgasm, or I could keep driving forward, see if I find out what it's like. What do you think? *wink*
I was also thinking about maybe trying to get 11 in under the wire, but I don't know if that would upset you, as it would not be following your instructions.
This has been a fun, challenging, eye-opening experience; and, now that my long-winded ramblings nobody cares about are through, I'll be off to finish the experience. ttfn
fearghas
, I couldn't help myself ruining them just makes me want to do it again straight away.