Just a little update...
At this point, i'm doing okay. i definitely miss edging, as i'm not permitted to have them. Each time my Target appears, there is a second of joy as i see it, followed by the realization that it represents an edge that i'm not going to get. This gets compounded as i stare at the image, giving myself the 45 painfully slow strokes which Della instructed me to complete.
As Della is well aware, my Target appears frequently, so i expect the above scenario to begin compounding my frustration. It isn't so bad, yet...but as all of us who enjoy denial know, it'll likely get steadily worse. Helping to keep me going is the knowledge that each time i complete a page i'm that much closer to finally getting to edge. However, i've still got more than 200 pages to go, so it's going to be a while
For most of today my penis was semi-erect, even when i wasn't working my way through the thread or having sexual thoughts. It firms up almost instantly each time i begin to stroke my through the thread. Watching the requisite videos has had much the same reaction, as i wait patiently for the final minute of each video.
Alright, that's enough of an update. Now then, about some new visual stimuli...

This boi enjoys having to ruin his orgasms. Also, do this boi a favor and force boi to lick up his nasty jizz.