So, in my last post, yesterday, I had gotten as far as beginning the spankings on my right side of my bottom. I began with the five spanks, but had to stop there to obey Master’s orders yesterday.
Taking up with that last line I wrote…..
I rolled over and began to give the right side of my bottom spankings. I spanked my right bottom cheek 18 hard spankings.
This took me to 67.
By this time I was very lost in subspace and it is such an odd sensation…knowing that I am yes allowed to be where I was, lost in the bliss of submission, but also having to stay aware, watching for signs of overdoing things. Very hard to focus……..
I decided to put the bullet on my clit… (these are my two bullets, laying on my bed)
http://www.mspicsworld.com/bullets.jpg
……and although it seemed like an eternity, it was probably only about 30 seconds. I was getting closer and closer to having so much need that the orgasm, that I knew I was allowed to have, after the spankings, was going to rush out, whether I wanted it to or not…..which by this point….I did want it to rush out. *blushing*
It was time for the second round of spankings. I did 10 medium spanks to each nipple again……spanking just a little harder, but still in the “okay” range.
Now we are at 87.
Then it was time for 12 spankings to my pussy. I did half of them at medium and half at hard. I was fully submerged and kept hearing Master say….”do a body check, lil one”. So I did and I was okay.
Now, at 99.
I decided to give my aching pussy a little pleasure and put the bullet back on my clit. That was probably the hardest part to all of this…..*thinks*…no there was one other hard spot that was worse……anyway…it was hard because I wanted to cum so badly it was a war inside of my mind to do the right thing.
I removed the bullet in time and rolled over to my right side again. I gave my left bottom cheek 19 spankings……hard, I suppose….yes, hard.
I’m now at 118.
Then I rolled over and gave myself 19 hard spankings to my right bottom cheek. By this time…….I was struggling….trying to think….trying to make sure by body was okay…….which to my knowledge it was.
I was now at 137.
There was one last spanking…..the hard as I can give, one. Master had said I was to do one extra hard spanking.
I remember whimpering and moaning……and whispering….”no Master……it will hurt”. Then I heard Him say……”if you want to stop……………” and that’s all it took….I started begging Him not to stop and I brought His paddle to the full outreach of my arm. I paused……….took a deep breath and as I exhaled….I brought the paddle down on my bottom. I yelped and felt small tears form in the corners of my eyes…… I gasped……and I think I threw the paddle across the bed, because when I went to pick up things, that is where it was.
I laid there hissing for a minute…..almost scared to touch it……I started taking slow deep breaths and reached behind me…..and felt His hand rubbing my bottom. It was then that I could finally form the words, “Thank you Master.”
I had finally done all 138 spankings!
I am making an assumption here….and if I am wrong, then Master, please punish me, in what ever way You feel best….*respectful gaze into your eyes*. I believe that I am to share everything. So instead of risking not doing what you desired, I will share what came next, hoping that it pleases You and that I understood what you wanted me to share. *gentle smile*
I wanted to cum………
I crawled across the bed and climbed on top of the pillow, with the big vibe resting on it. This is actually a muscle massager and it’s really big.
http://www.mspicsworld.com/bigvibe.jpg
I place a pillow on the bed, the vibe on top of it and then straddle it. I hold on to the window ledge, usually with the blinds pulled up, so that it adds to the thrill, knowing someone, just might be watching me. *blushing to a bright pink*
I grabbed Master’s picture and put it on the window ledge. I grabbed the timer and put it there too. I remembered to grab the remote control for the egg and also grabbed the Nipplets. I put them back on my sensitive nipples, moaning and whimpering.
I imagined that I was allowed to straddle Master and fuck Him. I looked at His picture, which made everything so real for me. While I looked into His eyes, I rode Him………..His cock going in and out of me…..a slow a steady moan coming out of my mouth, as my pussy rubbed the intense vibrator. I could feel the warmth of the spankings on my bottom, with each thrust forward.
The Nipplettes were swinging forward and backward as my breasts jiggled.
Now comes the part I mentioned above…..the really hard part……
Right about then, I looked at the timer. It was only on 13 minutes and some seconds – which I couldn’t believe all that had been done in only 13 minutes, for it seemed more like an hour or longer.
I thought…no…I need to make Master proud of me….I need to make it until 15 minutes. I turned off the vibe, but continued the motions of fucking……sliding…….staying dangerously close…….to the edge of no return……
I would look at Master’s eyes and then the timer………back and forth. Then I watched the last five seconds tick down…..I reached for the on button and fucked Him, like there was no tomorrow. I started cumming…shaking…….screaming out His name………my pussy spasming around the still vibrating egg.
I knew I had to get the egg off……I was only allowed one orgasm…..had to shut it down…………….I got it turned off………but was still so close…….I reached out and grabbed Master’s picture….and rolled onto the bed. I laid there looking at Him…….trying like hell not to cum again. Looking at Him, wasn’t helping. *blush*
I kid you not when I tell you that I put my hand over His eyes, so I couldn’t look into them………and I panted, until they became slow and steady breaths………and then I moved my hand and kissed His lips. I looked at the timer. It was at 16 minutes 17 seconds. So my orgasm lasted one minute, 17 seconds……..
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Master, I hope I have pleased You with sharing as many details as I have. Yes, I want to tease and excite others, but my goal is always to reach as far forward as I can, wanting desperately to give you pleasure in all that I do.
Master, thank you for allowing me to share…thank You for making me expose these personal things. *my cheeks remain bright pink* Thank You for allowing me to be Yours. *bright smile*
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P.S. And Master....thank You for the spankings...and the wonderful way You went about arranging them for me. *bright smile*
