No surprises that I woke this morning so very horny, took me ages to get to sleep last night, my frustration is sending my mind in to Domme overload, even got up at one point to make notes of my thoughts! When I woke I was rubbing his pussy up along the sheets for some stimulation. Having checked milo on my phone and seeing I was allowed 3 separate edges, straight away my fingers headed to his throbbing clit and I reached the edge very fast and had to wriggle & writhe around my bed desperately trying to get down.
After coffee, I put on my collar, and lay naked back in my bed and completed my massage, the edges are getting harder and harder to come down from and his clit just pulses and throbs so hard the massage just left me so desperate to take a vibe and fuck myself hard. I did have to take fewer breaks but lost count of the number of edges as I endlessly circled and tormented his poor clit.
Kegels today were brought to you by the ben wa balls, and yet again my mind was teasing my body with thoughts of being fucked, but survived these with just a few nice edges. Second set of the day completed early afternoon as I have work tonight.
My tasks today are: 4, 7 & 7.
So I started with the plug task – my plug FYI! (http://www.lovehoney.co.uk/product.cfm?p=6769) As soon as I inserted the lubed plug, I felt my whole body just relax and descend in to submission, nothing else in the world mattered and I felt so peaceful and just really needed Master there with me, I held on to my collar with its name tag and closed my eyes imagining he was there beside me. I started thinking about what my submission meant to me and how all that mattered at that moment was pleasing him. I just didn’t want these feelings to fade, and keeping my eyes closed circled and slowly teased his clit to 3 frustratingly slow edges, feeling his hands tease and deny his property. The feelings of warmth from my submission and current denial just made me feel so very owned that I am now hoping the next 2 dice rolls take me to a total of 20 days which will mean that Master gets to give me my next orgasm. This was one of his side rules, if I get to 20 days he gets to give me my next orgasm how he thinks I deserve it. (By this time my 45 minutes was up, but as I was enjoying it so much I re-set my timer for a further 45 minutes to do the two back to back – I hope this is allowed!)
Spent the rest of the time pondering what ending from the Finale I would choose if it were my decision. Was a nice mind fuck as my body is shouting how much it would love to feel a nice full orgasm now, but my mind craves denial and although I hate ruins, knowing that I experience those emotions to please him is just mmmmmmmmmm.
As I finish this report its now 2.20pm and am posting early as off to work shortly and I have just finished my tits up edges! Leaving the dildo inside without being able to fuck his pussy was torture, just really wanted to feel it thrust against my g spot, and get some mmmmm sensations in his wet pussy. But, I loved the pegs and after applying them I edged again every time I applied or removed, by the end of the 30 minutes, his clit was so sensitive and needy that any touch would have sent me flying over the edge – so am hoping to resist any further touch today.
Will update later if this changes! So far a very wet, needy, horny day & feel deep in submission and just so mmmmmm.
Thank you Master for letting me be me with you & Ban for another glorious day of tasks.
Snoopy x
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“It is always by way of pain one arrives at pleasure.” Marquis de Sade
And just to update its now 7.15 pm UK time and in the last 2 hours I have touched and edged twice, am now sat at work so desperately horny and wanting to touch again.
My knickers are soaked, my trousers are damp and I just want to feel some stimulatiomn on his clit so badly it just aches.
Snoopy x
“It is always by way of pain one arrives at pleasure.” Marquis de Sade
well what can I say? I read the beginning of this thread with interest and continued reading all the way through with increasing excitement.
I absolutely loved it, well done Banquo on an excellent task and well done ladies you have all been excellent so far,I hope that whilst naked on your bed carrying out your morning preparations you close your eyes and think of all of the men on this forum you are exciting by submitting not only your reports but also yourselves.
A truly submissive woman in the excitement of complete submission is a beautiful site to behold, and in my head you are all very VERY beautiful women, those of you that have masters have very lucky masters
Good news, I managed a great night’s sleep last night, but still woke with an achy clit and a wet, needy pussy. Without thinking my right hand went straight to his clit and slowly circled and teased it to such a slow frustrating edge I had tears in my eyes and was shaking as I fought myself back off the edge. But, within minutes my fingers were back fucking deep in his pussy as my juices leaked down my inner thighs and I enjoyed another hard edge and after 5 minutes to cool down yet another. By 7am, all 3 of my edges were gone and yet his pussy & clit were still craving more and more stimulation.
Having grabbed a coffee and a shower, I knelt on the floor next to my bed with my collar on and for the first time did the massage in this position, it made me feel so very submissive and just so desperate to feel my Master with me. I managed to fight of the edges without too many breaks until the last 5 minutes where his clit was so swollen & sensitive I have no idea how many times I had to stop or how many hard edges I had. Each one was a fight between my mind & body, with my mind wanting so desperately to please my Master but my body just so badly wanting to feel the release of a sweet orgasm.
Both sets of kegels were done today with my vibe deep inside me and I do enjoy clenching hard on it, dreaming of being allowed to feel Master’s cock inside me.
Mini tasks today were: 2, 10 & 7
So needless to say I started with the ice first as I love playing with ice so much, I always think maybe it will cool me down, but in reality it just ramps me up!! Started with the vibe as his clit was screaming for some sensation but after about 7 minutes the edge was too strong so I replaced quickly with ice and the initial sensation almost sent me flying over the edge. Had to pinch hard on my inner thigh to help me get down, after a few minutes I felt the delicious numbing sensation so I alternated between pressing hard and soft on his clit to get myself closer and closer to the edge and then let it fade away. No idea how many edges I have had in the last 5 days, so many that could have been strong, intense orgasms. As I started to really feel the cold set in at about 20 minutes I went back to the vibe for another 5 minutes then when I could not take anymore finished off with the ice.
Decided that it would be a good time now for a shower, would help me warm up! Whilst in the shower I cleaned my bottom and inserted 1 finger as instructed and brought myself to 2 edges. I love the strong feelings of submission that I get from anything inserted anally and edging standing up made a nice change. Just spent my time wishing that it was Master’s cock fucking my arse and that was the image that I edged to both times. Anal really relaxes and opens my mind, a nice prelude to task 7!
Cant believe this is the 3rd time in 2 days!
Having dried myself off from the shower, I lay naked on my side on the bed and inserted the same plug that I used yesterday, but cleaned of course. I spent the 45 minutes thinking about the last 5 days and how much I had enjoyed it and yet how these 5 days have felt such a very long time. The thoughts of my last orgasm sprang to mind and how I had used the butterfly vibe on his clit as I fucked his pussy with my twist vibe on a fast fast slow speed. (http://www.lovehoney.co.uk/product.cfm? ... ).Starting so very slowly and working up to a hard, strong delicious orgasm and how I came this way 3 times in a row – just such a nice memory. Not so helpful when you are trying your best to get down from a really hard edge though, but I survived the 3 edges.
So I reach the end of Day 5, I completed the last task about 1.5 hrs ago and am sat so desperately wanting to touch and feel some stimulation, thinking about my clamps or pinwheels just makes me wriggle and I can almost edge now by squeezing my thighs together. Am wriggling as I type on the seam of my jeans just so his needy, wet pussy can feel some stimulation and his clit is screaming & begging for some relief and just to feel something.
I have had a truly, madly, horny 5 days, has been wonderful to feel total & utter frustration back, yet know I am not allowed to give myself the release I crave. My mind truly re-entered that delicious submissive place and I enjoyed feeling it again so thank you Master for allowing it & Ban for your "gamble".
But do I now really have to roll again??
And slavetubs, thank you for your kind words, i am very lucky to have such a wonderful Master.
Snoopy x
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“It is always by way of pain one arrives at pleasure.” Marquis de Sade
So after I rolled my 8, just felt so very owned. Debating between my mind and body as to whether I had really wanted release or not. I decided I hadn’t as am loving feeling this control and complete and utter horniness for my Master.
Completed the clit massage eventually with a soaking wet pussy and a throbbing, achy clit which both hate me at the moment. Managed with a few breaks and a really hard edge at about 14 minutes which I felt almost took me over and the horrid feeling of failing managed to bring me back was truly horrible.
Kegels are making his inner pussy crave to feel something deep inside, so today I used my rampant rabbit vibe, but felt so empty when I had to stop and remove it.
My tasks today were: 9, 7 & 8.
I started with the plug and immediately felt myself sink in to subspace and how much I needed my Master with me and how much I really wanted to feel his hands teasing me and spanking my plugged arse. This brought me very quickly to my 3 edges in about the first 10 minutes, so spent the other 35 minutes dreaming about being spanked by his hand on my arse, him cropping his clit and just felt so very horny and soaking wet wishing so hard to feel some more stimulation.
Having removed my plug and still desperate to feel something on his clit, I picked back up my rampant rabbit and completed the 6 edges that I had rolled very quickly. Towards the end, the edges were so hard my body was shaking and getting down from the edge was just so hard and frustrating I finished the task with tears running down my cheeks and felt just so controlled and a desperate, wet, horny mess.
For my potty training task, I rolled a 4 and like a good girl I waited naked on the toilet before I peed for 4 minutes at two times throughout the day, didn’t really feel too much, except wishing I could have sat and sucked on Master’s cock.
I didn’t have any other touch today as his pussy was soaking wet and his clit was throbbing all day and after the clit massage I was afraid that too much touch would take me over and I would have to ruin. I truly hate that sensation and the emotions that I feel so I really don’t want to have to, but then again I want to feel that way for him, but I don’t want to fail and just…..
FYI - I am now away for a few days, have rolled my dice and am taking the toys I need, but will not now be able to post until Monday!
A very horny & frustrated Snoopy x
“It is always by way of pain one arrives at pleasure.” Marquis de Sade
Am back from my weekend away and I completed all my tasks this weekend, I will report on them in time. But, have also come back rather unwell so am needing to take some time away to get better.
Master asked if I would like to take a break to recover and I agreed. I will still stay in denial and keep my 3 edges a day to make it to 20 days of denial for him before he gives me my next orgasm.
Thanks to Master for his kindness & understanding at this time and for allowing me the pleasure of doing this game for him, to Ban for a wonderful game and to everyone who has lurked as I progressed.
Hope to be back soon!
Snoopy x
“It is always by way of pain one arrives at pleasure.” Marquis de Sade
Snoopy76 wrote:Am back from my weekend away and I completed all my tasks this weekend, I will report on them in time. But, have also come back rather unwell so am needing to take some time away to get better.
Master asked if I would like to take a break to recover and I agreed. I will still stay in denial and keep my 3 edges a day to make it to 20 days of denial for him before he gives me my next orgasm.
Thanks to Master for his kindness & understanding at this time and for allowing me the pleasure of doing this game for him, to Ban for a wonderful game and to everyone who has lurked as I progressed.
Hope to be back soon!
Snoopy x
Get well soon Snoops *hugs* take care rest and come back strong *smiles*
We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars - Oscar Wilde
