I don’t know what to say… Jana was right “I was having too much fun”. This session was a clear reminder that this is not for me, but for Jana. I needed this session… I learned to appreciate and embrace my submission. I did not question and it did sink in.
Some how I feel incredibly submissive… and free. You are indeed in control.
Thank you Jana, your pleasure, my command.
E.M.
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Omg what a difficult session day 39 was!! That long video was spectacular!
I’m sooooo full and frustrated!! I can feel a wet dream hitting at any moment. Probably I will be using the alarm track as the all night track is putting at risk a sudden explosion. I could swear I felt one last night but fortunately I touched and it was dry… Is probably another erotic dream I had while hearing the tracks. I hope Jana will be very pleased to know that is making me crazy to wear pantyhose, thong, smell your undies, and being constantly denied while hearing the subliminal stimulation!... and I will continue to do it without hesitation… what a bliss, like one I have never experienced before.
My left nut is also beginning to give discomfort. I hope some kind of release is coming in the next days I would do anything for an opportunity to ruin it at least… I’m horny and full like crazy!!
E.M.
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Just a quick update... as the day went by the urge lessend so is ok now... I'm about to go to bed and I'm hoping this will continue so I can survive one more night and reach the next session!
I totally agree, I have been having some nice and some crazy dreams… some of which I can remember:
Dream 1:
There was this really hot blond that suddenly started to live in the house and she really liked to sleep naked. She was really gorgeous and she came with a friend. A real sweet and hot brunet. The dream was probably not very long but they decided to go the beach and I was going to take them. Both girls were very seductive and their looks were just so attracting and magnetic… then I woke up.
Dream 2:
I was in bed and then I was awaking to go do Jana’s session but there was something different this time. All the place looked like a mess, like someone had been searching the place all over. I went to take a look to the bathroom and there she was. This very nice girl with a big smile saying “Hi, there!” After some chat she just said that she knew where I had all my lingerie hidden and that she knew all my secrets. I went to take a look at the place where I had my chastity cage and it was there but I could felt I was wearing my chastity cage already. So I went to take a look inside my pants and I was in a new chastity device made from metal that was huge and made like a bear trap. She just laugh and said I did some changes while you were sleeping, you and me are going to have lots of fun… then I woke up due to a contraction coming from my swollen cock inside my pantyhose threatening to blow up.
Dream 3:
This was the most strange one… it was short, but boy that creeped the shit out of me. In my dream I was just lying in bed, with my pantyhose and thong, smelling the sweet smell of Jana’s undies when suddenly out of nothing some being entered the room right at the base of the bed. This being was completely invisible but some blond hair-like strands of light came out of what seemed to be a human head. By some mystery power I couldn’t move and I was raised from the bed levitating. Then two bright spots lighted to what could be the creatures eyes and with a sudden contraction all my body fought to what could be felt a powerful orgasm but without any pleasure. The liquid just began pooring like crazy and I was not able to do nothing about it. It felt as like this powerful being was extracting every drop of cum I had inside of me. The sensation was extraordinary and even though I felt powerless I also felt submissive to what ever this creature wanted to do with me… I was in peace, ready to be taken away.
A bit later when the being disappeared I was brought down to the bed again and after having recovered from the shaking in my body I was beginning to awake. At the moment I didn’t knew if it had been real so I checked inside my lingerie and it was dry. So I don’t know if that night visitor took the soul of my cum, or was just an OOBCE (out-of-body-cumming-experience)
Ok… This are the ones I remember. For sure I’m having more. Yesterday I was going to play the alarm track but I said “what the heck, I’ll keep going all I can for Jana… this is what pleases her.” And I did track 4. It started quite strong with several edging sounds and with each one of those I got a contraction and internal “uffff”… I eventually felt asleep.
The session today by the way was amazing because I was soooo much looking forward to have a ruined orgasm but I only got some 25 minutes of teasing my self with ruined femdom orgasms videos hoping to reach the 45m mark… Had to gather all strength possible, think deeply in Jana’s pleasure, and let it soft yet one more time.
Ok, so long for now…
Till next report…
E.M.
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Track 4 all night is insane!
little girl has to either be locked up or hugging Jana bear super tight.
Horrid confession, addicted to these dream enhancers.
You are so right little girl “I can do it again!!!”
Today’s session was a clear reminder that there are no limits!!
Last month we had some 60+ edges, yesterday I had about 100+, and today!!! boy, 400+!!!!! shit. At 200 I couldn’t feel my cock it was numb and I had to stroke harder and faster to reach the edge again! My cock is sore, my frustration sky high, and I couldn’t feel more happy! hehe
Jana has turned me into an edging machine!! I can’t believe I gave away 2 chances for cumming!!! I crave with all my guts a ruined orgasm but cumming would just have let everything go away… this thought just keeps wandering in my mind back and forth… I need you more than ever Jana!!
Hopefully my nut will not burst before there is a chance for a ruined orgasm… I’m sitting over a pillow and that seems to lessen the discomfort. We will see.
E.M.
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What a memorable session Jana my Dominant!! And thank thank thank thank you for the ruining assignment!!!!
I don’t know where to start. Shaving my butt and chest was quite something interesting. Not only the look but the feel was very new. I’m very hairy and I feel my butt looks like a bold butt chimp :) I can even feel my nipples rubbing my shirt. I always had them of course but today they attracted my attention as I did things during the day.
The ass fucking was also more enjoyable as I have thought (considering getting a butt plug since I used and old toothbrush). Also were the spanking from the other day. I had a hard on all the time! I think with my shaved butt I would be a lot more sensitive to spanking as I can even feel my underpants! is very new (or forgotten) sensation indeed. During all this denial time I have been feeling some amount of tingling around my ass so this session completely attended that situation
To write “Jana Owns Me” on my chest was very submissive and challenging as I wanted to be readable on the mirror. That took me a couple of tries before it was perfect. Now I opted to use a permanent marker as a guide.
So far I have collected 2hrs of naked time so I have still much due.
And the “Ruining Day”!! boy, that is so tough to do it in parts. The great news is that after the second drip I was already feeling relief from my left nut. Now is everything very good in that sense. Sleeping feeling my sensitive nipples and newly shaved butt will be one more “distraction” at night for sure!
I’m kind of tired from all the day’s excitement, time to go to bed.
E.M.
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This last days I haven’t been able to post due to all this holiday season so I will write a bit of several days.
First a confession, I wasn’t able to do the plastic wrap session completely as I couldn’t take some time to be alone. Also I couldn’t do the full sensory overload but it was still very very interesting and exciting! I will definitely do them in the future again.
I wish I can remember all the details as they happen but all this has been an amazing experience. Jana’s Fantasy! wow!! I had such a hard on!!
Oh, I couldn’t do the arousal assignment neither, not that I’m not really damn horny! but is just overlapped with the holidays. I will be getting more into my routine in this days to come.
Last session I did, the teases “compilations” boy that was soooo tough!! I remembered I never was able to finish some of those and having random tasks out of them made me feel so helpless and so worried! My worries were right as it was damn freaking hard to pass all 4 tasks. In the future I will give also this session one more try as it proved to be really challenging, intriguing, and fun!! Well, to be honest I will be doing many of this sessions again hehe they are awesome!!
Ok, so long for now… I haven’t been able to do much naked time also… I’ve gotten so far 2.5hrs I need to catch up on that one!!
E.M.
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Today I got the chance to choose whether I wanted some extra challenges but I opted for option 1. The series has already proven to be very challenging to me and many of my limits are constantly destroyed and new standards being set.
I have also learnt to listen to Jana’s warnings very very carefully.
There was some information requested during the session but I have put already most of the information here. I was only missing that the Tour of Teases took me about 1 and a half hours to complete. The first task from the Porn is Right was very difficult as I couldn’t concentrate guessing the word with all the stroking, edging, and how largely excited I was. I kept messing the sequence of the words! it was soooo frustrating!!!
During the day I’m so horny all I can do are PC muscle exercises as I get constant contractions and chills when I see some visual stimulation or just think of how controlled I am without being able to cum, yet even to stroke. This 10 days left are going to go very slowly I think since I’m constantly thinking on how wonderful it would be just to grab my cock and spur it all… of course that will bring a huge void but I don’t know anymore what I want… all I know is what Jana wants and that satisfies me.
E.M.
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OMG this video session was soooo tough! I was able to do 10 videos due to time limitations but it felt like eternity. I dripped soooo much and I'm so desperate to cum!!!!!!
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I would do anything for an opportunity to ruin it at least… I’m horny and full like crazy!!
and reach the next session! 
is very new (or forgotten) sensation indeed. During all this denial time I have been feeling some amount of tingling around my ass so this session completely attended that situation 
I need to catch up on that one!!