Banquo wrote:[
But I do
Right now I would feel like a loser and be very disappointed with myself, if I did not make this post. But posting it leaves a sense of apprehension of what will result from it. Will it be simply dismissed as unnecessary or will it generate some unpleasant and/or severe consequences? We'll see.
Della, one or two weeks ago, while still doing Banquo's edges, I took an edge too far. That is, I went past the 'Point of no return'. I was desperate and tried to avoid the inevitable by clenching my pc muscle with all the force I could muster for as long as possible. The contractions came and eventually subsided.
When I finally had to relax the muscle I thought that I had won, not a drop had seeped out. But when I felt the cum rise up in my shaft I let go of all hope and prepared to scoop up the load, eat it up and confess to you.
You cannot imagine my disbelief when I saw a crystal clear drop of precum appear, growing steadily without the slightest sign of cum. I squeezed my cock to get every drop out but it stayed cum-free.
I was relieved. I did not cum. I had nothing to confess.
But just now I re-read your rules, Della, and found this :
DellaRoss wrote:
5) you finish the game when you either edge 15 times and cum, have to ruin b/c you took an edge too far or have to withdraw for personal reasons.
I had taken an edge too far. It didn't matter whether cum was gushing out or I stayed dry - I should have reported it and waited for your decision.
I sincerely apologise for not sticking to the rules, Della. I'm sorry for the long delay in confessing and for even thinking, that I might forgo this step. I really want to stay in your game and would do anything within my limitations to make amends.
Please let me know, what you have decided and thank you for putting up with me for so long already.
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