Day 41
Thanks for the Birthday wishes, and the encouragement. It's hard to not be able to share a problem like this with your “normal” friends, but I doubt they would understand. Last night I tried an experiment. I've been reading a lot about chastity devices, so when I got into bed, I slipped myself inside a toilet paper tube, using my underwear to hold it in place. I laid there thinking “this is no big deal” until the first twitch. The sensation of being gripped and touched all over soon caused a raging erection. Every time I woke up, I was rock hard. I cannot imagine living life locked up like that. I thought it would be something that would make it easier to not touch myself. Instead I think it is something that makes you want to touch more, while denying the ability to do so.
Doing tasks on “write for me” I have met some really nice task creators. When I told one of them my story, she asked “Has it been 61 days? Do you want permission to cum? “ I told her about the game, and politely declined her oh so tempting offer. Finishing this game has become important to me, no matter how long it takes.
I played a short round today to catch up, stroking 465 times without finding a target. My stroke total is now at 63124.
Enjoy the pictures
Madden

Last intercourse: 12/25/13 Last orgasm: 09/21/16
Last ruined: 1/23/15 Weight: 274.8 down from 297.6
Longest Period of Denial: 100 days
madeline for Miss Linda, and madeline does what ever Miss Linda asks.