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Hello all im just introducing myself ima Diaper wearing slave up for grabs.... Never been trained though...
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Hey guys,

*Extremely Long and Overdue Hello Post =P
**I’m gonna apologize for the ridiculous length of this post, I guess I felt I just had so much to get off of my chest especially after lurking for so many years.

Like the title suggests, I have been a LONG-TIME Lurker of this website, pretty much since its inception lol. I remember the classic days of when webteases were first popularized by orgasmdenial.com and eventually taken down by the government (2257) or something like that. I remember having all my favorite webteases ripped right from me with 2257. Fortunately, milovana.com came along and they had a backup database of all (most of) the webteases submitted up on OD. I've been lurking the website pretty much ever since then. I've actually made 2-3 posts back when milovana.com was first kicking off. Unfortunately, I don't even remember the username I posted under lol, but I do recall requesting someone make me a dice game with clothing pegs, and someone followed through and I was the happiest/horniest teenager for a week lol.
I even recall my first “favorite” webtease, it was called Denise’s Dice Game, and how I had to print out the webtease because my family was still using dail-up internet at the time! To this day, I think those print-outs are still stashed somewhere back in my room at my parents’ house lol (really hope my mom doesn’t dig it up cleaning out my room).
Okay, so by now you guys are probably wondering, who the hell is this creepy guy and why the hell did he lurk around for so many damn years? Well to answer that… I’ll give you some more rambling and ranting : ). Well the reason why I lurked for the better part of 6 years is a culmination of several factors:
1) I discovered orgasmdenial.com and the concept of tease and denial at a very young age and I was extremely appealed/addicted to it. Therefore, due to age issues, I never became an active participant on forums and such, only an active wanker hehe.
2) The second reason is kind of linked to the 1st, because of my age, I was still living with my parents
3) I didn’t know if my obsession was a temporary phase, like something I would grow out of…. Ya that obviously never happened lol
4) I was afraid if I acted out too much on my sexual interests too much, I would get sidetracked from schoolwork, athletics, and my social life.
5) I’ve never been as comfortable as I am now about sharing my sexual fantasies, for fear of embarrassment to myself and my parents and fear of scaring others off.
6) I’m sure there are many more but those are just major ones I can think of the top of my head.
Anyways, so that explains why I never stepped out and actively participated on forums and chatting with others. However, that doesn’t explain why I’m stepping forward now… Well to answer that, I am now a 20 year old college student in the US (Indiana University, please don’t try to find me or stalk me), and although I live with 4 other male roommates, I’m a lot more willing to explore myself and my fantasies secretly around them, than secretly around my parents lol. What I mean by that, is I am now much less likely to have my privacy invaded by my roommates (we have a Bro-Code where you knock first if the door is shut lol) as opposed to living with my parents and a no locking-door policy. So that addresses my ability to be masturbate and do dirty deeds in private as well as fulfilling a reason age requirement, but that really doesn’t touch on why I am so interested in this lifestyle/fetish.
(yaaaa more story time)
Well I think it all dates back to when I was watching action cartoons like Batman. At a very young age, I would say 7-8, I started wondering what would happen if one of the cute female super villains like Catwoman, Poison Ivey, or even Jokers cute assistant (ya, I thought the cartoon/anime female super villains were hot, not my fault they portrayed them in such a slutty manner and cockteasing costumes) were to actually succeed in ousting Batman. Allow me to further explain, we all know the good guys would face some struggle in the middle of an episode with the villain, but in the end he always comes out on top each episode, however I started wondering what would happen if that weren’t the case. For example, in Batman’s case, when Catwoman, Poison Ivey, or Joker’s assistant captures Batman, instead of foolishly letting him escape, the girls would somehow manage to maintain their dominance over him forever. I think the kinkiest thing my innocent mind thought up of the time was Batman being tied down to a wooden pallet with barbed wire, and then the girls would proceed to fucking with him (not literally, I wasn’t that pervy… yet lol) for example torturing him by kicking him or even killing him by throwing him in a lake. Anyways, I seriously think at a young age because of those thoughts of a strong male not being in control planted the seed for my desires of being submissive nowadays.
Fast forward 6-7 years… I discovered porn!!! Needless to say, my wrists were always sore and my forearms got a lot of working out during those years :P. Eventually I stumbled upon the most popular style of BDSM at the time, which was female bondage. I couldn’t really tell at the time what it was about female bondage that really aroused me, but it definitely caught my eye. At first I was very aroused by the thought of a woman being dominated, however eventually those Batman fantasies returned to me ;-) , and I started wondering what would happen if I were in those bondage girls’ shoes. Eventually by my sophomore year in high school I had discovered Femdom and I was hooked. The timing was perfect because Femdom was a rapidly increasing segment of the porn industry so there was more and more material to “study” everyday. I remember obsessing over sites like young-goddess.com, meninpain.com, etc… What I started to notice during my “studying” of all this femdom porn was that I was most turned on by anything that dealt with the male submissive’s cock, namely, CBT, Tease and Denial, Forced Milkings, Ruined Orgasms (chastity didn’t come till later, it wasn’t so popular at the time). My curiosity, horniness, and thirst for more “studying” material eventually let me to OrgasmDenial.com, and the rest was history :D (aka whatever I mentioned above).
I’m assuming by now you are all wondering something along the lines of, “Jesus, this kid watched a lot of porn growing up lol, is he messed up in the head and how big of a fuck-up is he?” I’m happy to say, I’m not a fuck up at all and I don’t think I’m messed up in the head.
(Bragging time, bare with my cockiness and arrogance for one sec, I promise it’ll lead to something good in the end).
I am happy to say, I am a very loveable person, a romantic at heart, and an extremely successful student. In High School, I was a rare combination of a successful student in the classroom (4.3 GPA), a jock (3rd in the State for tennis, so close to winning it all :-P ), a popular kid (homecoming king), but most of all, at least what I’m most proud of, I was well liked by my peers. I had the knack of being able to network, associate, and eventually befriend pretty much all social classes in high school. I didn’t really care about social norms, like breaking stupid high school “social codes” of not talking to some nerdy kids, some less than attractive girls, or even goth kids, that shit just didn’t bother me. I just wanted to befriend everyone. I guess it shows I did a great job of that because I was elected Homecoming King without my knowledge, I didn’t even run, I was nominated and didn’t even know I was running until I won lol. The result of my high school career has led me to become a supremely confident person as well as likeable and accomplished.
These same traits have transferred over to my college career where I attend a relatively prestigious (top 10) business school and I control a large portion of the Greek Life at one of the biggest Public Schools with Greek Systems. I still have great grades, I have all sorts of different friends socially and professionally (networked with several rich CEOs, met Obama, and know a lot of professional athletes), and I’m still very confident (I’m not as cocky as I sound in these last two paragraphs and I want to remind you, the lack of modesty is for a purpose!). So what am I trying to get at with this huge brag session? I seem to be “in control” of my life, on top, or as Charlie Sheen so elegantly put it, “Winning”. As a result, I guess I can relate back to my Batman (cartoon) by fantasies of wondering what it would be like to “not be in control”, specifically sexually like in all of my Femdom Fantasies. You might be wondering why am I only interested in only not being in control sexually? Well… list of reasons again!
1) Family and Education always comes first for me, and that might only be challenged by Love (ya I am hopeless romantic at heart, too many chick flicks). My parents have sacrificed so much for me to get to where I am now, I absolutely cannot let them down by underachieving in my vanilla life (I come from a very poor background). The value of Education goes hand-in-hand with my desire to please my parents by having a successful career as well as to fulfill a self-sense of pride and accomplishment.
2) If I were to fully commit into becoming a submissive/slave, the values and priorities of family and education would be lost.
3) Additionally, I don’t think I am suited for the typical submissive role of male sub/slave, I am too confident and stubborn at times for humiliation to work on me. I’m not saying I’m too good to be a sub/slave, I just think it wouldn’t suit my personality.
Piggy-backing off the last reason, I’ve actually been looking for a dominant female to serve online for the past few months now, and that is another reason why I have stopped my lurking. Initially, a few months ago, I signed up to CollarMe.com (my account name is the same as this one Collarme.com/curioussubby feel free to check me out if I haven’t taken up enough of your time already :P). However, the one problem with using CollarMe was the lack of focus regarding my more specific interests in the domination of my cock (Tease and Denial, Orgasm Control, CBT, etc). Almost every domme I’ve encountered on CM is either a fake or a scammer, and those that aren’t are generally domme’ing for financial domination, which is a major turn-off for me. I’m by no means against spoiling a female dominant I adore, but I am all about spoiling her on my own accord, and surprising her with goodies (romantic side!). That’s not to say all Dommes on CollarMe are like that, I have been fortunate and honored enough to meet some incredible individuals on there that have made me feel a lot more comfortable in exploring my fetishes and sharing them (e.g. Me branching out to ya’ll).
Lately, all I can think about is Chastity and the sheer lack of control I would have over myself if I were to find a fitting domme/mistress to be in charge of me. Currently, I’m only seeking an online only relationship with a female dominant because I would like to be able to stay somewhat focused on my studies and future career. It is extremely ironic because I spend a lot of time jacking off to the thought of Chastity and reading stories/details/testimonials, which goes to show I probably need to be in Chastity even more lol. I will admit, I am an absolute beginner in terms of Chastity, I am currently in the process of shopping around for the perfect device. The thoughts of some additional accessories such as the DL2000 (so expensive, but I could always fantasize right?) and Points of Intrigue, intrigue me a lot (hehehe that pun was intended). I guess I’m so fascinated by the idea of Chastity because of all the control a Mistress/Domme could have over me, simply by controlling my cock. The frustration would be so erotically unbearable, I get so excited just thinking about it.
Anyways, I think that about wraps up my novel of a Hello Message lol. I would like to apologize to all those that were disgusted by the ridiculous length of the message and thank everyone else who hopefully enjoyed reading it :-D .

Best,
CuriousSubby

P.S. Please don’t be intimidated to PM me or talk to me, I promise I won’t write a four page response like this Hello Message lol.
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DiaperSlave wrote:Hello all im just introducing myself ima Diaper wearing slave up for grabs.... Never been trained though...
welcome to milovana :-P
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Re: The Welcome Thread

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hello

just discovered this fantastic site. I'm a 20 year old college students. I've always had a foot fetish and that has manifested itself into t&d/submissive interests. This seems like the place for me, hope to make some new friends
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Hello, I have been here on this site a long time. I am male, 54, have been submissive all my life. My Wife/Mistress/Owner (hottubbunny) have been together for 5 years. I introduced Her to this site back then and She has found and loves Her dominant side. I am Her full time slave, domestic slave (all household chores). I am Her driver. I am Her personal sex toy. I am kept in constant sexual tension, to better keep my focus on Her, as I am here to make Her life easier. We are very much in love. I will be posting more, just wanted to say hi and introduce myself. Thank all who are part in this great site. We have both learned much here. More very soon.
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sissyfootboy wrote:hello

just discovered this fantastic site. I'm a 20 year old college students. I've always had a foot fetish and that has manifested itself into t&d/submissive interests. This seems like the place for me, hope to make some new friends
Welcome buddy! lol I'm actually the EXACT same as you... foot fetish that turned into a T&D / submissive interested 20 year old college student .. kinda freaks me out a little.

baybbluesboy wrote:Hello, I have been here on this site a long time. I am male, 54, have been submissive all my life. My Wife/Mistress/Owner (hottubbunny) have been together for 5 years. I introduced Her to this site back then and She has found and loves Her dominant side. I am Her full time slave, domestic slave (all household chores). I am Her driver. I am Her personal sex toy. I am kept in constant sexual tension, to better keep my focus on Her, as I am here to make Her life easier. We are very much in love. I will be posting more, just wanted to say hi and introduce myself. Thank all who are part in this great site. We have both learned much here. More very soon.
I am very happy to see you and your wife are having so much fun!!! it is always a same when a fantasy or fetish goes unfulfilled, im please that in your case both of you are getting an incredible experience out of them ! :D
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hey, I'm new here! glad to be here! looove this site
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Hi there, been lurking for a week or 2 and decided to sign up. I'm a 22 year old Male from Wakefield, UK (near Leeds). Loving the teases etc and I can see myself remaining on this site for quite some time :).
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Hi, just signed up. I have a tongue fetish. Anyone want to put on a show let me know.
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Not been on the welcome thread in a while.

Just wanted to give a nice warm welcome to all the new comers to the site and encourage you to participate. :smile:

Have fun.

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I am new here and I think this is the best web site ever. I love to be forced in to doing things I would not do for myself. 1st I learned about edging here.... Wow I get so hot and cum like a fire hose. I now edge all week. 2nd I love being forced to look at cocks. I have been with the same girl for 40 years and being on the reciving end of a hard cock is very nice thought now. I wish I could find the one Webtease to forced you to jack off to photos of hard cocks. 3rd I never eat my own cum before...Force me and I will do it every time. You all are great
Thanks
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atraveler52 wrote:I am new here and I think this is the best web site ever. I love to be forced in to doing things I would not do for myself. 1st I learned about edging here.... Wow I get so hot and cum like a fire hose. I now edge all week. 2nd I love being forced to look at cocks. I have been with the same girl for 40 years and being on the reciving end of a hard cock is very nice thought now. I wish I could find the one Webtease to forced you to jack off to photos of hard cocks. 3rd I never eat my own cum before...Force me and I will do it every time. You all are great
Thanks
Welcome to Milovana! :-)

There's definitely lots of cum eating in those teases, and a few forced gay teases too (which I gotta admit, have been turning me on lately :blush: :look: :blush: )
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Re: The Welcome Thread

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Hello everyone!!

I have used this site for a long time. I feel like it's time to say Hi.

I love a lot of the teases on here. It's always fun to see what's new.

I hope to post on a consistent basis about a game I am playing by myself.
The game is evolving and is kind of a modified bead game.
Once I figure out where to talk more about this, I will give more details.

Thanks!!

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Hello,
I am a 19 year old female student who has just joined this site.
I am a sub and have been looking through some of the webteases.
I am not really comfortable with the public things, which is most of them for girls.
If you have any questions for me feel free to ask me.

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Hello everybody!

My name is Jon, I have been lurking this site (thank you for not requiring registration!) and finally made the decision to join up, and be active within this site.

I love everything about it, and how open/helpful everyone is!
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