"Just for Julia's Special Evening"

[JuliaWish]

I am performing a special tease tonight, one I did not publish because it was specially prepared for this one-time-only event and location. I have come tonight to a hotel to undergo extreme self-punishment, sexual teasing and pain, and to force myself into a situation where there is a higher likelihood of being seen in a very compromising situation and approached by a complete stranger. The hotel is located in a large suburban office park area. Because it is a week night, it will be all business men and women staying here - mostly men, traveling alone or in groups, with little or nothing to do tonight but hang out at the lobby bar or jack off in their rooms watching pay-per-porn. This hotel has 4 floors in wings in an H shape around a large central lobby. My room is on the third floor and looks out over a small landscaped area between 2 wings; my window can be viewed by about 20 other rooms across from me, some with a better view of my window than others. I can count 8 rooms with lights on at the moment. Out my door is a long hallway leading to an exit stairway at the far ends, and an elevator bank and open stairway leading to the lobby at the middle. The lobby is large, with a reception area by the front doors, a restaurant, and a bar. There is an exercise room on the 4th floor in another wing.

I checked in at about 7:30; there was a bored young woman and man at reception. The concierge desk was empty. I walked past the restaurant where no one was seated, and a hostess and one waitress were chatting. I then visited the lobby bar and saw 4 single men, another 14 men in pairs or trios, one woman reading a book, and two cute college-aged male bartenders. College basketball on the TV had attracted a crowd. I then came up to my room with my suitcase. I arrived here wearing only a short skirt (black and high mid-thigh in length), black high heel shoes, a lacy white bra, and a white silk blouse (there is a coat and change of clothes in my car outside). My suitcase contains only the following: my laptop, a bottle of tequila, two dildos (one thin and the other thick), a box of new white candles, matches, a snake-bite kit containing 3 small but strong suction cups, a package of 50 new wooden clothespins, one red lipstick, one black sharpie marker pen, tooth brush and toothpaste, a hair brush, a small bottle of baby oil, a box of condoms, and my riding crop.

I have obviously gone to this trouble and the expense of a hotel room because I expect something to happen, and my tease almost ensures that someone, at some point in time, will see quite a lot of me. Depending on what round it is, I may be required to do more than simply let someone look. However, because it is a dice tease and I have no control over the people here at the hotel, what happens will be very much up to chance.

Now, I have my room lights on, my opaque curtains are closed but the blackout drapes are open. As the tease requests, I have undressed and am now nude and quite excited. I haven't orgasmed since last week. I am going to pause now and have a shot of tequila, then begin my "Just for Julia's Special Evening"
tease, keeping notes here as I go along to share with you (as part of my humiliation) and so that I can remember it all more clearly in the future.

I have had a couple shots and used my laptop to look at some sexy bikini pictures - I love small bikinis and recently bought 2 wicked weasels, by the way. Feeling warm and very horny. My pussy is moist and warm, my nipples are hard, I am kneeling before the laptop, and I begin with my first roll.: I need to edge 3 times in the bath tub.

That was nice - a hot bath with a touch of baby oil, rubbing myself to the brink, a 30 second pause, another edge, a pause and one last edge. Now I'm super horny, naked, and very, very naughty, hehehe. Rolling: 8 smacks on my pussy with the riding crop.

Ohhhhhhhh that stings, shit. Now I'm all red and swollen and I can feel the blood pounding through my puffy pussy lips. Gotta rub it a little to take away some of the sting - but not too much. I wonder whether anyone could hear the crop smacking me? Next roll: 15 smacks on each ass cheek.

Mmmmmmmmmmm, that stings and my ass feel like its on fire. Definitely will leave some marks too. Next roll: I need to go to the lobby and back wearing my skirt and blouse and heels only. Blouse on, my hard nipples are very obvious through this silk blouse. Skirt on, hiked up as high as I dare, just below my pussy. Here I go.

Well, I went down the hall, got on the elevator, rode down to the lobby, got out. I was waiting for a second elevator to open to take me back up when a woman came up. She said hello and gave me a pretty searching look, but wasn't too interested in me. Back to my room, and took my clothes off while standing at the window. I don't think anyone was looking. Next roll.

The large dildo is now deeply planted in my pussy. I am attaching 6 clothespins on each breast (one on each nipple and 5 around) and 8 on my pussy (4 on each side). Shit, these new clips really pinch, ahhhh that stings so much! Now 150 strokes with the dildo. Ahh thats good, but I have to use one hand to spread the clips. Clips coming off . . . YIKES! Fuck that hurts!! Rolling: Writing "SLUT" on my body 5 times with lipstick: Right above my pussy, my tummy, on each breast, and, hmmm, I guess once on my left inner thigh. These lipstick letters are BIG! Rolling: Ok, for my next trick, if anyone approaches me, I have to let them touch me but can allow no more. The task is to take 10 steps out my door naked and come back. Here I go.

Whew! I heard voices down by the elevator but no one saw me. God, I'm shaking though, and hot. Fuck i'm wet too. I wonder what these business men would do if they found me - some might fuck me, others might be too proper and married to do it. Rolling.150 more dildo strokes with suction cups attached to my nipples. Some baby oil on my tits first. Ahhh god those things suck hard, mmmmmm I like that a lot! Stroking. Ahhhhhh fuck thats hot, my pussy is so hot and I love plunging that dildo deep into my cunt. Taking the suction cups off now - wow, my nipples are huge and sooooo sensitive! Rolling:

I have to attach a suction cup to my clitoris, put on my skirt and blouse and go visit the exercise room. Ahhh cup on my clit, its a strange feeling, sucking my clit, mmm. Ok, skirt and blouse on, Shit, if I stand upright there's a bump from the suction cup pressing out my skirt. I need to hunch over a bit. You can read SLUT on my thigh even with the skirt on and my nipples are pressing against my blouse. A quick shot of tequila for courage, Mmmm mmmm good. Going now.

Back. I went down hall and the up the center stairs, then down another hall to the exercise room. It was empty and I didn't run into anyone. But, when I came back, I passed one guy in the hall and he said "hi" in a very friendly way. I smiled at him, thinking what I must look like. But the cup on my clit is driving me crazy! Taking it off . . . shit, my clit looks huge, wow! All swollen and red. God it feel so good to touch it. Rolling: 14 smacks on each inner thigh. Will do it high up so they dont show so much. Mmmmm, now my thighs are all red and marked. SLUT on my thigh is smudged, I better clean that up. Yes, that looks better, now you can read it again. The writing and the marks are really obvious. Rolling. Ok, I am putting 4 clothespins on my tits - 2 on each side of my nipples - and 4 on my pussy, 2 on each side. The roll says I can only allow someone to look if I am approached. Now - to my room's doorway for 1 minute.

Part of me wants to be caught so badly, caught and fucked, but it didn't happen this time. I stood in the doorway for 1 minute and heard and saw nothing. Clothespins coming off - Yeowwweee. My pussy and tits are in agony! Rolling. 3 minutes at the window rubbing myself.

Oh god, I was seen! That's so fucking hot! A man across and down a floor noticed me and watched for the whole last minute. I pretended I didnt see him, but my pussy is soaked. Could he read the large SLUT on my tummy? Will he come to find me? Rolling. 6 clothespins on my tits, 2 on my pussy. Only looking allowed, no touching. GOD these clothespins hurt. Back to the window for 15 seconds.

Not caught this time - too short a time at the window, really. Clothespins off quickly - taking them off is pure torture. Rolling. Skirt and blouse on. I must go somewhere outside my hotel room, undress, blindfold myself, and edge 4 times. Where to go? It's so cold outside. Maybe the exercise room, or a stairwell?

I went down to the end stairwell and went up to the 4th floor, then the stairs led up to a locked door to the roof. I went up there, top of the stairwell, took off my blouse and skirt, tied the blouse around my eyes, and rubbed. My pussy is so wet I am sure anyone coming up the stairs would hear me. I heard someone enter the stairs at the very bottom and come up one or two floors. I was quiet, so one found me out. Got back here safely. Rolling. 39 drops of wax on my cunt. Baby oil first so drops come off easily, starting... ohhhh god thats so good, so hot! Wax drops all over my pussy, hit my clit a couple times. Now gotta get the wax off. God, now i'm ready for anything, anything at all to happen. I want something to happen now, want it so badly. Rolling. Have to put 2 clothespins on my pussy, a suction cup on my clitoris, and put on my blouse and skirt. My pussy is so red and swollen and drippy, jeeeze. Now, I have to open my door, take 20 steps out, and sit down in the hall for 2 minutes.

I walked down to the elevators and sat down on the bench there. As I sat down, the elevator opened and 2 men walked out. They were talking and gave me a look but were busy talking to each other. I spent 2 minutes very uncomfortably sitting on my clothespins and then came back to my room. Clips have been taken off, and my clit is HUGE!!! Rolling. 31 smacks on each ass cheek, then 17 drops of wax on my tits. Ohhhhh FUCK I'M SO HOT!!!! Rolling. 11 clothespins on my tits and 5 on my pussy. From here on I must submit to all sexual requests from anyone who approaches me. Will spend 5 minutes at the window fucking my ass with the dildo!

Seen! I went to the window and moved in front of the curtain, After lubricating my smaller dildo with my pussy juices, I slid it deep into my ass - that felt so, so good! Then, the guy who watched me before came back to his window and looked at me. We made eye contact. I was standing there with clothespins all over my body and a dildo deep in my ass! He looked around and pulled out his cock, showing it to me. He was big and hard, and I wanted it so much! He watched me and jacked off, until at last he shot his cum right on the window. He didn't want more. Took a lot more than 5 minutes (more like 15) but oh well. Loved the sight of his fat hard cock in his fist. Rolling. 42 smacks on my pussy.

Ohhh god I deserved that, my hot dumb cunt, fuck me! It's so swollen and red. Rolling. 5 edges with suction cups on my tits, 2 minutes pauses between edges. Arrrrrggg, god I need to cum, need fucking now!!! Rolling. 2 clothespins on my pussy, suction cup on my clitoris, blouse and a skirt on. Going to exercise room to remove the clips and suction cup, then edge once.

Lights were off in the exercise room and it was empty but unlocked. I passed a guy in the 4th floor hallway coming back, I must look awful. I said hi and asked him if anyone was still at the bar downstairs and he said a group just left so, no, it was not busy. I said thanks and goodnight. Next roll. 4 clips on my pussy, one on each nipple, skirt and blouse on. The clothespins on my tits are very obvious. I have to walk around the outside of hotel.

Down the end staircase and outside, I walked around and saw absolutely no one. Well, it is late now. Rolling. 21 smacks on each breast, then 16 drops of wax on each breast and on my pussy. Rolling. 6 clothespins on my pussy, one on each nipple, blouse and skirt on. The last roll: "Go sit in the lobby for 15 minutes; If you are not approached, return, remove the clips, edge twice. Take a 10 minute cold shower. No cumming allowed until after 7am." So, okay, I am going, but I guess I will sit near the bar and see what happens, I need to cum, I need to fuck. I can't cross my legs or even close them very well, so the clothespins will be pretty visible. I've brushed my hair and freshened my lipstick. Later.

I went to the lobby and sat near the bar. There were two men left at the bar and the two bartenders. Although I was not in the bar, one of the bartenders came over. I guess he was about to ask me if I wanted to order a drink when he took a good look at me and his mouth stopped. He said hold on and went back to the bar, spoke to the other bartender, and that one came back over. My pussy was in such agony that I had to spread my legs a bit wider and then even I could see the clothespins sticking out below. I flushed all over and my pussy throbbed. The bartender asked if he could get anything for me. I looked right in his eyes and said I needed a double tequila with lime. He brought it back and sat down across from me, looking right at my hot cunt covered with clothespins. I sipped the tequila and spread my legs. He asked me if "they hurt." Yes, they hurt a lot but I like it, I said. I downed my drink and asked him if he would help me take them off. Here? No, back to my room. A very enthusiastic yes. We got up and went to the elevator. I didn't have to pay for the drink. In my room, I removed my bouse first and then my skirt, standing there in just my heels with clothespins on my nipples and pussy, as he sat on the edge of the bed. I showed him my riding crop and told him I liked to be whipped on my pussy, ass, and tits. I showed him the candles and said I liked to have wax dribbled on me. I showed him the dildos and said the big one is for my pussy and the smaller one is for my ass. I showed him the condoms and said he probably knew what those were for. Then I got down on my knees in front of him and unzipped his pants, pulled out his cock and took it all into my mouth. He was rock hard and throbbing. Next he took the clothespins off my cunt and tits and fucked me brutally hard from behind. Afterwards, he tried using the riding crop on my ass but didn't have the heart to hurt me much. No problem, I climbed on top and fucked him silly while ramming my dildo in and out of my ass. After I had cum a few times, I sucked his hard wet cock until he came in my mouth. We took a shower together then and continued fucking for another hour until I was to exhausted for more. The bartender made his goodbyes, and I slept, fully satisfied for a change.

I may have to do this again next week.

[JaceDare]

Wow! I don't even know where to begin. That was easily the HOTTEST thing I've read on this forum in quite a while (maybe even the hottest I've EVER read). Thanks so much for sharing. I'm really glad the evening ended happily for you. Cheers!

-Jace

[ohyesplease]

very arousing story! did you really do this or is it just fantasy?

[cumhardy]

the best post ever

[JuliaWish]

First, I must admit that the story above is not true. It was like a dress rehearsal, where I rolled and imagined what would happen IF I did the tease. But it is fiction. What follows, however, is the true story of a version of this tease which I did for DarkMaster. He will post the tease, I think. Anyway, hope you enjoy (hehe):

I arrived at the hotel around 6pm yesterday evening. It was fairly busy in the
lobby but I was still dressed for work so I looked like a business woman
traveling for work like everyone else. There were two women at the front desk,
a crowd of mostly men in the bar. I was given a room on the 4th floor, down a
wing away from the exercise room. After I got in my room, I was nervous about
what you might have set up for me, but I took a hot shower and had a glass of
wine, got all my toys out and laid them on the dresser, and was getting pretty
aroused. I had not cum for days so I was definitely frustrated and eager to
follow your directions. But then I booted up my laptop and unfortunately
discovered my laptop was not working - it's still messed up. I had a mild panic
attack but soon was able to access the milovana website on my smartphone, so I
figured it would be okay.

I was naked and ready to start at 6:30. I read a hot story by AdelaideNurse on
Literotica about being tied up in the woods and rubbed my clit for 5 minutes,
getting very juicy. Next I could view some video on my phone but I was not able
to get on Tantalism to chat. I did watch some close-up videos and edged 3 times
until my pussy was red, swollen, and very very wet. Next I did the smacks on my
ass, thighs, tits and pussy, warming me up further and leaving bright red
patches on my skin, and wrote the notes.

This was all pretty basic fun and games, but I really got excited when I got
dressed. I had brought a really short miniskirt (short enough that I could not
sit down without flashing my panties or pussy) and a white silk blouse through
which my nipples were plainly visible. Dressed like that I knew I would attract
attention. I didn't even need to lift my skirt to edge at the window - just
spread my legs apart and rubbed my clit until I reached a juicy peak just shy of
cumming. I didn't see anyone while I was at the window - I could see maybe a
dozen rooms from mine, but everyone had their curtains closed. I put on my
latex dildo panties, easing the rubber dildos into my pussy and ass, loving the
full feeling. At 7:40pm I headed down to the bar - my pussy wet and swollen, my
nipples hard and poking through my top.

I got several searching looks from men while on my way to the bar and I blushed,
knowing that I would fuck any of them. There was a bit of a crowd in there,
almost all men between ages 25 and 60, but mostly 30-40ish (I'm 32 myself). I
stood at the bar and ordered a margarita on ice from one of the cute,
college-aged bartenders. I noticed the bartenders were very chatty, talking
mostly sports with the other guys, but the one who served me was very smiley
and attentive and he tried to get me in on the conversation. After I paid for
my drink, I took a deep breath and handed him a couple dollars tip and the
11:00pm note. He read it in front of me (silently) and winked and nodded at me,
but then he got called away. I moved down in front of the TV and stood next to
a handsome guy in a suit who was not wearing a wedding band. As I moved I could
see several men looking at my nipples. My pussy was boiling and I could feel my
muscles there and in my ass clamping down on the dildos. ESPN sports was on the
TV and I pretended to be interested. The man I was next to offered to get me
another drink, but I said I was fine. We talked a bit about sports and he
couldnt help but glance at my tits and legs from time to time. I made up a BS
story about how hard it is to travel all the time for work and said I needed one
drink to mellow me out. He made a comment about how important it is to find
other things to do while you're traveling so it's not all work. He was flirty.
I didn't really want the bartender to think I was passing notes to everyone, so
finally I put my drink down and slipped one of the three notes to the man I was
talking to. He read it discretely and looked at me with a curious expression.
Yes? No? I asked. Oh yes, I'll be there, he said. Then he asked if I was
really alone. I assured him I was, and said I'd see him later. I headed back
to my room, still getting glances from many men on the way out of the bar. As I
walked to the elevator I could feel the dildos gently sliding up and down in my
cunt and ass and could tell that I was really juicy inside those panties.

Back in my room at 8:15, I undressed and got 4 clothespins to clamp unto my
pussy, then fucked my pussy at the window. I took it slow, but pushed the dildo
deep into my cunt - I was really wet and juices dribbled down my left thigh.
Again, not sure if anyone saw me. Next I got out my thick black marker pen and
wrote everything on myself as you asked - DARK MASTER's SLUT on my right thigh,
I WANT SEX on my left thigh, CUM ON ME NOW on my right arm, CUNT FOR USE across
my chest above my tits, and PLEASE FUCK ME in great big letters on my tummy. I
put on my skirt and blouse - ALL the writing was clearly legible, even through
the thin blouse. I rammed my medium plug deep into my pussy - I used the plug
so I wouldnt have to hold it to keep it from slipping out. I went down to the
end of the hall, snuck down the stairs to an exterior door, and walked around
the hotel twice, avoiding the lights and cars as best as I could. I saw a
couple people, but dont think anyone really looked at me. The walking around
sure juiced up my pussy, though, and it was nerve wracking to have all that
writing on me - knowing that if someone got close to me they would know what I
am - a cheap slut eager for cock.

Next I put on a bra and the suction cup on my clit - the cup bulged out and kept
the skirt from laying flat - the hem actually stuck on the cup as I walked so I
looked like I had a little cock poking out. As I walked it felt like someone
was sucking on my clit. I got down the hall to the exercise room, no one was
there, so I ducked into a corner, pulled the cup off and started rubbing my
engorged clit. Just then the door opened and a man walked in, dressed to
exercise, tall, gray hair, a bit older, very fit. I screamed a bit and he
jumped. Are you okay? he asked. Yes, I'm doing a dare, for my friend, I have
to let you watch or touch me even if you want. Watch what? Watch me touch
myself. Okay, he said, do it. I spread my legs and rubbed my cunt, watching
him watch me. I could see his cock was hard. It took me almost no time to
edge. I'm not allowed to cum, I mumbled, got up and gave him one of the notes
and ran out.

Back in my room at 9:25. I did a bunch of smacks with the riding crop - I was
so hot and slutty I knew I was being so bad and smacked myself really hard. I
put the latex dildo panty back on and grabbed the belt from the robe to use as a
blindfold. I opened my door and stepped into the hall, shaking like a leaf, the
cold door pressed against my ass to keep it from closing, I put my hands behind
my head and counted slowly to 180. No one saw me, I think. It was quiet. I
went back in the room and gasped in relief.

Next I put on my skirt and a sexy lace bra (what was the point of being dressed
at all with all the writing on me, I wondered). I got the suction cup back on
my clit and clothespins on my pussy - they hung out below the hem of the skirt -
totally obvious to anyone glancing at me - and they painfully clicked against
each other as I walked, yanking at my cunt lips. I stepped out again and walked
down to the far end of the hall, then back, then down to the end again. The
elevator was between me and my room. A man stepped out of the elevator with a
rollerbag and started walking in my direction - younger guy, a bit overweight.
I froze. He saw me. I put my finger to my lips and shushed. Just playing a
little game, I said and handed him my last note. I walked right past him and
down the hall to my room. Last I saw he was going in his room, looking at me
and the note. After he went inside, I did my last trip to the end of the hall
and back.

I was a bit short on time so I skipped the elevator task. I lit some candles and
rubbed a little baby oil on my tis, pussy and ass, then dribbled wax on my tits,
ass and pussy, then edged, three times. I thanked you, then scraped the wax
off.

Skirt, blouse and heels on, I went down the stairs to the lobby. There were 5
or so men still in the bar plus the bartenders. There was another young man at
the front desk now. I was a bit far from the bar for anyone to read the writing
and no one walked by me, but I was looking at my phone and could feel my pussy
drooling onto the seat. I looked down and could easily see my puffy red lips as
the skirt had riden up. I stood up to pull down the skirt a bit and saw there
was a big wet spot on the fabric from my cunt juices. A man walked past me just
then, but my back was to him. Still, if anyone had approached me then I would
have completely given in to any requests. I strolled to the elevator and went
up, not caring if I was caught - but no one caught me. Back to my room at
10:45.

I striped and put the note on my door, left it ajar, closed the curtains and
turned off some lights, pulled the desk chair over and sat with my legs spread
wide facing the door. I took the big dildo and slid it into my cunt then fucked
myself with it slowly, waiting.

At 11 exactly, the door swug open and the bartender took a step in and saw me.
He dropped his pants and fed his cock into my mouth, saying he didn't have much
time. He was so hot and hard and pulsated on my tongue. It wasn't long before
he was fucking me doggy style on the bed, ramming his cock into my cunt and
yanking my head back brutally. I begged him to fuck me harder and he gave it to
me hard and fast. He got on top of me next, then I was on top. He came
suddenly (yes, we used a condom) and he apologized - he said he had to go back
to the bar but could return later. I hadn't cum myself. I told him there was
no need and thanked him for fucking me. He was gone from my room by 11:20.

I put the dildo panties back on and dribbled wax on my tits, tummy and back
until 11:40. I cleaned up and got my dildo out and started sucking it, getting
ready for the next guy. I didn't know which of the three men (bar, exercise
room, hallway) got which note, so I didn't know who to expect. No one showed up
by 11:58 so I took the note off my door, put suction cups on my nipples, put on
my skirt and blouse. The cups looked really funny and enormous on my tits under
the blouse, but I walked down the hall, down the stairs to the lobby. I could
see the guy behind the front desk was back in the office but the lobby was
otherwise deserted. I moved one cup to my clit, then walked up the stairs to
the exercise room. The door was locked, so I had to take off my shirt in the
hallway and attached the clothespins to my tits, then walked back to my room - I
saw no one. I undressed and proceeded to smack myself with the riding crop over
and over until 12:30 - developed quite a few nasty red welts.

I prepared for the next guy to show (or not show), but was bent over fucking
myself with the dildo when, at 12:40, the handsome guy from the bar entered my
room. I started sucking his cock and then asked him to spank me with the crop.
He started very gently, but with some encouragement he got into it and started
giving me some very hard whacks on my ass and the sides of my tits - we were
making a lot of noise and it wasnt long before he slammed his cock into my cunt
from behind. He didn't last long and, again, I didn't cum. I thanked him and
told him I was satisfied, but he wanted to linger. I licked his cock and he got
hard again pretty quick. We were in bed fucking, and I was doing my best to not
cum, when I saw it was 1:20. I warned him that someone else might show up at
1:30. He asked me if I wanted him to clear out, and I said that was up to him -
he was hot so I was happy to let him stay and see if the 1:30 guy wanted to stay
or not. He decided to stay, and that led to a discussion of the tease you wrote
and he looked at the last couple pages. He put on a towel and had me lay down
on the bed and started dribbling candle wax on me as we waited for the 1:30
arrival, who turned out to be the overweight guy from down the hall. He was
pretty excited but was uncomfortable with another guy being in the room, so I
ended up giving him a blowjob in the bathroom. At that point I was a mess -
still had writing and wax drops all over me, but guy said I should finish the
tease and come back and fuck some more. He put a huge bunch of clothespins on
my tits and pussy and had me walk to the exercise room and back slowly. No one
saw me but it was still scary. When I got back, he had his pants and shirt on
and told me to go down to the elevator bank. He had me sit in a chair across
from the elevator, took the clips off my pussy and ate my pussy until I finally
got to cum for the first time. Because we were in the hallway I had to keep
really quiet. After that we took the pins off and went back to my room to
continue fucking for another hour and a half before he left. I came like 6
times altogether.

Really a wild night but so much fun, I felt drunk on my lust and had a great
time.

[DarkMaster]

I just published the webtease that she had to follow:
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showtease.php?id=9673

I might edit it to include more appropriate images. But I need to finish my Bad Girl Training #3 first.

[les]

i shall leave this tease until the images do it justice for a fair appraisal.

les

[cumhardy]

ah julia i am so glad that you are still here. i havent actually read your new post becuase its late and my eyes hurt just writing this, but i couldnt leave without saying hey nice to see youre still about