Today it’s been exactly one month since my last full orgasm, and 2 weeks since my last ruined one! I’m not sure how much longer I can keep this up, and, unless I get some release soon, I will be giving myself a full orgasm in the next couple of days. I was very tempted to do it today, but I held off for now.
Edit: ohhhh fuck! It's been a few minutes since I posted this now. My arousal and frustration have been increasing exponentially since. It feels sooooo good and, at the same time, sooooo bad . It's nearly impossible to not touch myself, and I kind of regret not cumming today. I've never been this horny before.
Remi’s ass is sooooo gorgeous, she really has been growing on me a lot.
I thought about stroking with my socks, but, since she didn’t tell me to do that, I didn’t do that. The edge holds were brutal, and I loved that. It was veeeery hard to hold the edge when this pent up. I honestly feel so sensitive that I sometimes have to be careful when taking off my underwear, the slightest touch in the wrong moment feels like it could set me off.
Very sexy girl, best after Remi.
This one I was a bit unsure of, but, since they are very opaque, I included them.
This one I was also unsure of, but I figured it was better to include more.
Don’t worry about it, like I said, part of me loves this. It is part of the risk of giving up control... and that is very exciting for me And I wouldn’t be doing this if I wasn’t prepared for these kinds of challenges. (Also, you are right, denial made sense given the character.) But I am trying to be transparent, and I really am at my limit now. Generally, as I have mentioned, I am hoping for at least one ruin per week, but I do also want situations like this to be able to happen, where I’m denied for longer. It is all part of the fun.
As for the HMCP set, should I play it using my normal rules, maybe I need to add a trigger? Should I count it as my task for that day? And is there anything I need to know about the ending?... Actually I guess I don’t need to know about the ending; If it is denial or ruined I will just do that. And if it is a full orgasm one, I guess I will choose to have either a full or ruined one.
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Bjorn13 wrote: Sat Mar 14, 2026 12:12 pm
As for the HMCP set, should I play it using my normal rules, maybe I need to add a trigger? Should I count it as my task for that day? And is there anything I need to know about the ending?... Actually I guess I don’t need to know about the ending; If it is denial or ruined I will just do that. And if it is a full orgasm one, I guess I will choose to have either a full or ruined one.
Yeah, sure, you can count it as a daily task. First part doesn't have instructions on stroking/edging, so you can use your triggers if you want. The second part does have instructions, so just follow those when you get to it.
SleeplessSub wrote: Sat Mar 14, 2026 2:14 pm
Yeah, sure, you can count it as a daily task. First part doesn't have instructions on stroking/edging, so you can use your triggers if you want. The second part does have instructions, so just follow those when you get to it.
I've reset the counter now, since there is literally no way I will reach 150 by tonight. The final count, for the first full week was: 51... This is going to last a while.
Also in my last post I accidentally said: I am hoping for at least one ruin per month. I of course meant one per week. I’ve changed that now.
SleeplessSub wrote:
And one last thing... I think you might want to put this one first in line to play next...
.. you do realise that I can never trust you when you do this right? When you do this it can either be that you genuinely want to be nice, or you want to trick me into making things even worse for me, or you are just trying to fuck with me… If I start trusting you, then you will eventually try and use that against me… Sooooo, the end result is that, regardles of your intentions, you end up fucking with me.
All that just to say that I stuck with my normal first come first serve approach, which means that I will do the set tomorrow.
j3rry wrote: Mon Mar 09, 2026 10:13 am
Knock, knock...
Sooooo… Bear with me, this wasn’t a very good task, but I kind of liked that. It was super basic and frustratingly short. And that is both what I liked and didn’t like about it. I wouldn’t want things like these very often, but, occasionally, it adds to the overall experience. I enjoy not knowing what to expect and that sometimes means getting disappointing tasks. And this was the right type of disappointing, the pics were good and the ending was sudden. I would have enjoyed a bit more teasing, some more writing etc. But, like I said, tasks like these are, occasionally, good.
Hi Bjorn. Im Adriana Checkic...and i am here to remind you...to check in on your hotwife Casey! She is my best friend and yoga buddy, and I just went to brunch with her. She has skipped yoga for 2 weeks...and she says she's doing something important, but needs your help. She won't tell me what it is. So...until you help her...you get edged, and I won't let you cum. Yes...all of Casey's friends know what you are doing. So until you help out Casey, you watch this. Everytime you log into milovana, you must watch this video until you help out Casey (play day 2 on the goon calendar). Do this before you do any other rules.
It honestly felt like a set made for me. I liked the look of the girl, and the story was great. Just the thought of having a female friend that travels around and occasionally shows up at my place just to tease me about her sexy escapades is unbelievably sexy to me.
Her casual exhibitionism and sluttyness only made her all the more hot in my eyes. And I liked how she wasn’t excessively slutty. Like I didn't get the impression that she was all desperate and willing to throw herself at any old creep. She just saw an opportunity to thank the guy, and have a bit of fun as well.
I should mention that I had been in chastity since yesterday's task, and, when I woke up, I had to be very careful not to accidentally cum. My “morning wood” was pushing hard against the cage. Even so I couldn't resist edging myself a few times before getting out of bed. I also watched some porn on redgifs and edged myself some more, as warm up before the set. I had to be extremely careful when I took the cage off, to avoid accidents.
Partly I was doing this because of how insanely horny I’ve been getting. But, also, I did it because I felt about 65% sure that I would have a full orgasm at the end…
So I really wanted to make it count.
The edge holding felt sooooo good and was also veeeeeery frustrating. And, during the set, part of me thought about how hot it would be if I ended up with a ruined orgasm instead. But I thought that would probably be too much for me…
When I was actually told to ruin it, it was sooooo frustrating… and sooooo fucking hot! I really ended up getting a feeling for how it would be to actually not have control, to be at the mercy of a mistress. Like I wanted to cum soooooo badly, but I felt forced to ruin it.
Technically, I think I had three ruined orgasms in quick succession. And I was even so horny that I ate some of the cum.
I was hard for a long time after this, and I had to lie down and rest. I was, still am really, completely exhausted. But my horniness and desperation to cum only grew. Honestly, I’ve been through a lot as part of this community, but I don't think I’ve ever been this desperate for a full orgasm.
So tomorrow I will finally reward myself with my second full orgasm this year. I didn't want to do it today. That would, as silly as it might sound, ruin the ruin, so to speak. Like I want to feel the full frustrating effect of my ruined orgasm before I’m finally allowed to cum proper.
That said, it’s been nearly impossible to stop myself from edging and gooning to porn. I even put my cage back on but, if anything, that has just made things worse. I sooooo easily get destracted, start watching porn, and lose track of time. I have, probably, spent over three combined hours either rock hard or as hard as the cage allows me to be. But I will endure!
So, in short, thanks for an awesome set… and for… helping me experience new levels of desperation and frustration. What I loved most about today is that I got a sense of what it would be like to truly have no control, what it would be like to be at the mercy of a mistress. I can’t speak for Ecik, but I, for one, would love to see more of this girl.
.. you do realise that I can never trust you when you do this right? When you do this it can either be that you genuinely want to be nice, or you want to trick me into making things even worse for me, or you are just trying to fuck with me… If I start trusting you, then you will eventually try and use that against me… Sooooo, the end result is that, regardles of your intentions, you end up fucking with me.
Wow, you're going full conspiracy mode here dude. I just thought you'd appreciate the ending, Given your whining in the previous post You shouldn't overthink these things tooo much. I'm not that evil (or clever, for that matter).
It honestly felt like a set made for me. I liked the look of the girl, and the story was great. Just the thought of having a female friend that travels around and occasionally shows up at my place just to tease me about her sexy escapades is unbelievably sexy to me.
Well technically it was a text from her. I never mentioned anything about her showing up irl...
Even so I couldn't resist edging myself a few times before getting out of bed. I also watched some porn on redgifs and edged myself some more, as warm up before the set.
What I honestly don't get is your need to keep making things harder on yourself.... Why not just play the tasks and leave it at that?
But, also, I did it because I felt about 65% sure that I would have a full orgasm at the end…
So I really wanted to make it count.
Don't you know that assuming things is a dangerous thing?? So first you thought I was fucking with your head, and then all of a sudden you were sure you're gonna cum? It seems like logical thinking is getting harder for you... Also with your punishment in the duel, you better hope you win that...
I can’t speak for Ecik, but I, for one, would love to see more of this girl. :yes
We'll see what happens..
Honestly, I’ve been through a lot as part of this community, but I don't think I’ve ever been this desperate for a full orgasm.
That said, it’s been nearly impossible to stop myself from edging and gooning to porn. I even put my cage back on but, if anything, that has just made things worse. I sooooo easily get destracted, start watching porn, and lose track of time.
So, in short, thanks for an awesome set… and for… helping me experience new levels of desperation and frustration.
I'm glad you liked it. But, on a more serious note, please do keep an eye on your (mental) health. I know these things are fun and exciting, and I know how time can fly by (trust me, I really do). But life should be spend in the real world, not just online. Enjoy your full orgasm tomorrow, that's a good decision. I hope it will give a bit of rest and clarity again.
Hey all! Yesterday I had my second full orgasm this year, and I’m still kind of recovering from that.
I’ll probably do a proper update in a couple of days. But, since I’ll be busy tomorrow, I figured I should give a brief update today. I’m doing well, just struggling with finding time and gathering my thoughts enough to write. Still, I should be back doing regular updates and tasks this weekend.
Hey MrEdger, thanks for participating in this!
Unfortunately, I have to say, I really didn’t like your task. No kink shaming, of course, but I really do not like this kind of porn. I think she looked alright with clothes on, pretty face, nice hair. But she is just a bit too chubby for my taste. And, worst of all, I really don’t like the unkempt bush. I don’t mind a bit of bush, I actually rather like it, but only when it is well kept. Like Eva deVil has a really nice bush, Bobbi Starr’s bush is probably my limit.
Also, for me, this line was a little bit unclear:
my hairy twat will look better with some white jizz
Did you want me to actually cum, or was this just teasing?
Either way, like I said, I really do appreciate your contribution. And, for the sake of the challenge, I will count this as denial and as today's task.
After the ruined orgasm I had the day before, I was not as extremely sensitive and pent up as I had been the morning before. When I woke up on the 16th I had to be very careful to avoid accidentally cumming. However I was, if anything, even more horny and aroused.
I did feel, thanks to the ruined orgasm, like I could have probably kept going. But I also felt like I truly deserved one. Also I knew that I had been pushed to my limits, that this feeling of being able to keep going was temporary, that I truly needed a “break”.
But there is nothing so unsatisfying to me (unsatisfying in a purely bad way) than rushing things after such a loooooong build up. So I decided to watch a cock hero and see how far I could go. I watched the first part of the new Goonathon Origin - Part 1. viewtopic.php?t=28200
It was excellent, very sexy scenes and, mostly, my type of girls. However, I played with my default cock hero rules; if I can’t keep up without edging I have to hold the edge until I can stop edging without stroking slower than the beat… And the pace was consistently very high. So I either desperately trying not to edge, getting frustratingly close all the time, or I was edging and riding it. Despite the frustration, it felt soooooooo good to just goon.
I managed, somehow, to last about one hour before finally cumming. And, I think, that was the most intense orgasm of my life, so far. I was cumming for over one minute and was still feeling the aftershock over two minutes later. I just sat there, for a long time, basking in the afterglow. After that I felt completely drained and exhausted. In fact I feel like I still haven’t fully recovered… Admittedly my private life has also been… tumultuous.
However, after about an hour, maybe more, of resting, I started getting aroused again… Normally, when I do long term denial like this, I will then have multiple full orgasms in a day, sometimes eight or more spread across three days. So that I really drain myself before my next challenge. Then I will, usually, not really get horny at all for a couple of days. But, of course, that isn’t an option for me now… Not getting to cum again was extremely frustrating and made me very horny again. Now this is, so far, the best and the worst part of this challenge. (I will go into more detail on this in the report below.)
So now, a couple of days later, I feel like I’m just as pent up, frustrated and horny, as I was before my last full orgasm. I suspect this is a bit of an illusion, however. Like it feels worse now, because it is now, I think it was actually worse before… that said, I also know that it will start getting worse again…
It was definitely the right decision to have my full orgasm when I did, I pushed my limits hard, but not too far. In the next week or two I hope to take things a bit more gentle. And, hopefully, you guys will be nice to me as I rest up and recover a bit... maybe even let me have ruined orgasms more often for a bit now.
My thoughts so far
(2 months, 20 days and 2 full orgasms in to the challenge)
Here I want to mainly try and answer one question: Would I recommend others to try this? The short answer is, of course, that it depends.
It is different to have a limited number of orgasm for a year, compared to regular long period denial. I find that it is, in a very sexy way, a lot more frustrating. To constantly know that a release is always in my grasp, just a few strokes away. But should I seize it, I will screw myself over in the future… when things will be a lot worse than it is now. Yet, that very thought, the thought that it could possibly get any worse, always seems impossible.
I am, constantly, horny. I wake up horny. I go to bed horny. I am horny every moment I am awake. And there is no soothing this hornyness. Which, in turn, creates frustration. Albeit, again, a veeeeeery intoxicating, frustration. Sometimes, when distracted, I do not feel horny or frustrated… But this only lasts for as long as the distraction lasts. As soon as I’m alone, with nothing to distract myself, it all comes flooding back.
Every day I’m denied makes me more desperate for an orgasm. My balls feel more and more tense. A ruined one can help reduce this desperation a bit, but it comes at a price. Every ruined orgasm makes me feel even more horny and frustrated. And even a full orgasm, which does feel amazing in the moment, eventually leaves me feeling even more desperate for another one. And the knowledge that I cannot afford another one, makes me even more frustrated.
If reading this turned you on, especially if you imagined that you were me and it turned you on a lot, then I would recommend trying something like this. However, I present this as both a temptation and a warning. This is the single most intense, arousing and satisfying experience I have had here. But it is also very time consuming, extremely frustrating, and IT ONLY GETS WORSE.
EVERYTHING that you do will either; make you more horny, make you more desperate, or make you more frustrated. It can be very difficult to balance this with a normal life. Which is why, if you want to get a taste of what this is like I would recommend this: DON’T do what I’ve done, do not let others control your ruined orgasms and give you teasing tasks. (I am loving this, I just can’t recommend it ) Instead let yourself have as many ruined ones as you would like. But set a limit on how many full ones you can have in a year, based on your own abilities. It should be challenging but far from impossible.
This way you will still get the frustration of having to be sparing with your orgasms. You will get a taste of the desperation that comes from having to deny yourself now, to make sure that you don’t screw yourself over in the future. You will feel the anguish of being allowed to cum, once, only to then remember just how agonizingly loooooong you still have until the end of the year. But you should still have a relatively easy time balancing this with the rest of your life. You will still be able to relieve yourself of the building pressure with a ruined orgasm whenever you feel like it. In short you will not get as fucked up as me.
Of course this is only my thoughts 2 months and 20 days in, we’ll see if I have changed my mind later on. As always, thanks a ton to all that are willing to participate in this, it really is you guys that make this journey sooooo unique and wonderful.
STOP.
Haha. Oh Bjorn, I was only kidding.
No punishment.
We girls were already just too cruel to you. Not letting you cum for such a long time was... bad.
After all we don't want you to become insane.
(Or do we? *chuckle*)
Anyway... Today I'll give you the opportunity to ruin an orgasm for me.
No, I'm not kidding again. Promised.
EDGE if you trust me.
But I think you are not yet ready.
Pump a little more.
Give me 3 fast EDGEs.
And now...
100 strokes, followed by an EDGE, then
50 strokes and EDGE and
20 strokes and EDGE.
I didn’t get any notification when you updated the original post, so I didn’t know that you had posted day 2. I was genuinely wondering when she was going to contact me next, if I had noticed the update I would have done this a looooong time ago.
But when I saw your post in the one year challenge thread I assumed that you had decided to post Casey's tasks there instead. So I stuck with my usual rule of first come first serve and didn’t open the task until today. Again, if I had opened it sooner, I would have gone and done Casey’s task a lot sooner as well.
On top of that I’ve been rather busy, with a lot on my mind, this month. Both with stuff on here and irl. So I just never really had time to stop and think. If I had I would have realised something was off and would have found the updated post.
Oh well, enough crying over spilt milk, here is my report:
Daaaaame Adriana’s video was hoooot! The eyecontact, the deep throating, and all the cum at the end. I was soooo hard and mesmerized by the video. Yet it felt longer than it actually was, I thought it was going to finish about halfway through. Which only added to my frustration. The only thing I’m still unsure about is the music. I kind of liked the way it got slower and all that, but, at times, it was just a bit distracting. After this I, of course, immediately went to Casey.
…we will get through it, just like a hotwife and her husband can!
I really did miss wifey… Also that picture, the sultry over the shoulder look, THAT ASS. Soooooo sexy.
Did you think that I was then taken to cell, and gangbanged while you were sentenced?
…maaaaaybe.
Stroking whilst listening to her masturbate was also veeeeeery hot. Especially with the gradual start and not being able to see what she was actually doing.
When I saw Leah I was like: No need to look at the rest, we’re helping her. But then I saw the rest and, man, you picked some great ones. I still went with Leah because, I mean come on, she looks sooooo innocent. I just don’t want anything bad to happen to her. So here are the pics I collected:
Bonus one, I'm fairly sure this is from when she was studying, thus it is from her dorm kitchen. (maybe this is a stretch, which is why I added it as a bonus pic)
...so I'm going to go for a run. Sorry...but you can't come...
not on this run with me...and not the other type either...so put your cock away! I'll see you later, love!
Nnnngh… such a tease, great writting. But, given the circumstances, it felt well deserved.
Thanks a lot for this task, it was very good, and, actually, kind of perfect after how intense things have been for me recently. But, returning to the topic of deserving, I’ve been thinking. I think that I should probably do Adriana’s pmv at least once a day for five days. (Seems appropriate seeing as it has been about five days since you made that post. ) And IF YOU feel like YOU want to extend this calendar a bit into next month, then I would be happy with that. Also, if Casey wants to punish me additionally, I understand and will comply.
Again, very sorry about the fuck up, I should have checked your post a looooong time ago. But, as I said, my mind has been very busy this month.
Drool wrote: Sat Mar 21, 2026 12:16 pm
Sabrina wants to talk. (~ 1 hr)
OOOooooh, how intriguing! I'm veeeeery much looking forward to, and dreading, this.
I really enjoyed today's task. Although finding the pics was a bit tricky. I started with the pmv, like I said I would. And, man, that video really gets me hard and desperate.
I like how the story is developing, the writing was great. I especially like the constant teasing, of not knowing what to expect:
Is Casey hotwifing?
It’s like a very sexy rollecoster.
Leah will go free!
Yaay!
Casey:Show her bjorn. Motivate yourself for us..
Of course, I edged. It was honestly surprisingly sexy, being put on display and made to edge, in front of another woman, by my wife.
Now, the reason it was a bit tricky to find the pics is that, for me, public means roughly “locations in public where you are likely or even guaranteed to be spotted”. Whilst outdoors would mean something like “locations outside, usually in a rural, less populated area, where getting spotted is less likely or even non-existent”.
So I tried my hardest to find pics that looked like they were taken in public locations, rather than just outside:
These two are bonus pics, I wanted to include Nala. But it was hard to find ones that fit with the brief. This one, I think, the gym was booked for the shoot... but I could be wrong.
And here she isn't, technically, naked, she is just flashing everything.
I'm a little bit frustrated. It took so long for you to find the evidence.
sowwy
But you know...and I know...that I can't be mad at you for long!
Awwww … Also, I don't know why, but this image made me really badly want to lick her tummy, from her navel and up between her breasts. Not an impulse I’ve had before, but it was very sexy.
Hey Bjorn,
While we were in the Hotel Spa, Heidi talked about you and your challenge.
She asked if I want to tease you a bit. "Fucking yes" I said her.
Now I am in my room and wondering about why a man want to cum only once a month for a yeeeeeear.
I would not do this for any sake. I am always so horny that I need to masturbate at least three times a day.
Watch how I do it and edge for it as much as you can. You can be horny as hell, so I guessed a number how many times you edge. I am really curious. Could you send me a feedback about it? https://www.xnxx.com/video-11r8vbc6/emi ... _her_hands
Well, maybe not quite. I don't think I ever went crosseyed.
And it was an absolutely awesome task, thanks. I don't think I could handle long video focused tasks like this all the time. But this is what I love about the variety that comes from having multiple people making tasks. Some tasks are short, some are long, some are simple, some complex. And, mostly, they each play to the strengths of the author. But let’s focus on the actual task.
So... you were squirting without my permission?
Bad boy.
I have to punish you for this.
Technically, of course, I didn't need her permission. Buuuuuuut I reeeeeeally like the narrative of this. Like it was very hot, and kind of cute, that she is so possessive about my orgasms. Besides, it made me a bit worried about what was to come.
The first video was great. There were times when I was already zoning out whilst staring at those sexy tummies. I was already sooo hard and desperate. And those few bits of BBC and strapon scenes, just added to my frustration.
This is when I remembered that I had promised to watch and goon to the video below before starting any task. I forgot because of the break day I had before doing this task. I’ve done this 2 times now, at least 3 to go. So I did it now, before continuing with the task. Of course this helped a lot, really made the whole thing easier for me, and in no way made my balls even tighter…
And now for your cruel punishment...
Get to the EDGE, HOLD it and...
This did get me a bit worried, like I had noooo idea what she was planning.
STOP.
Haha. Oh Bjorn, I was only kidding.
No punishment.
We girls were already just too cruel to you. Not letting you cum for such a long time was... bad.
After all we don't want you to become insane.
(Or do we? *chuckle*)
This was probably my favorite bit of writing in the set. Such a teeeeeease.
I love how she comes across as a cute, gentle and caring dom. In my opinion, femdom is too often focused on being mean, abusive, or humiliating. This kind of reminds me of Rosie and Alena:
They are such a cute couple… Also, this challenge has really made me relate to Alena's (the submissive one) frustration. I even, at times, whimper like her.
Anyway... Today I'll give you the opportunity to ruin an orgasm for me.
No, I'm not kidding again. Promised.
EDGE if you trust me.
Of course I edged. If she had said that she was going to guarantee me an orgasm, I might have been more sceptic. But I did trust that she would give me an opportunity.
I was sooooo horny and sensitive when I started the next video that I did the 30 edges before half of the video had played. And it was a veeeeeery good video. The music, the girls, it was all so hypnotic. I really did “lose myself” to the gooning. After I had done the edges I tried to stay close to the beat and not edge. I would be extremely close for extended periods before, occasionally edging. I really liked Mila Solana, blond girl in pink. She made me edge multiple times.
Dripping? That's excellent, me too.
Watching you is such a turn on...
Okay, this writing is at least as good as the bit before. I love it when the girls aren't just here for me, but also get something from teasing me. And the thought of her getting turned on watching me goon is sooooo sexy… and makes me want to goon all the more for her.
Now I know she warned me not to get greedy… but I was sooooo pent up at this point and there were sooooo many hot things that triggered me in the last video. Casey, the cumshots, Remy… so I edged at least 15 times… maybe a few more.
In the end I felt that she was being maybe a bit too generous… not that I am complaining! But I wouldn't have thought it unfair if she had denied/ruined me based on how many times I had edged for the last video.
Then again, I really liked the way that SHE wanted me to “cum” on her face. There is just something about that that is very sexy to me.
Actually all of this really makes me want to dedicate next month full orgasm to Sabrina. As in: I want her to be the only one that can offer me a full orgasm, or, even, a chance of one, for April. But I don't want to pressure you to make me more tasks, so no worries if you are not interested. But please send me a message when you’ve decided if you want to do this or not. Also, you may, of course, message me if you have any questions about this.
Because of my break day I nearly forgot to do Adriana’s pmv yesterday, not today however. But, today especially, it really made me horny and desperate to cum. The difficult and annoying thing for me these days is that, despite having had one recently, I reeeeeeally feel like I need a full orgasm, and ruined orgasms do not help at all. So by the time I started the set I was already a hard and horny mess.
I loooooved the premise of this, right from the start. And I honestly think that you might be the only capable of making me take something this silly kind of serious. Like I was genuinely getting invested and intrigued during this part:
Bjorn! There you are! Now that Leah's case was solved...I was thinking that now you and I would be able to finally relax and let off some steam. But...I'm still distracted. Why? I cant get my mind off of that Sunderland case. You had such great evidence, but it doesn’t add up. Why was she arrested? What was she doing? So…you and I are going to the zoo! That was where they arrested Kendra..
And, sure, I was a bit saddened that we did get a chance to… have some fun together. But that’s life, you deal with the important stuff first, and enjoy yourself when there is time. This is important to Casey, so it is important to me as well. Plus I was getting excited to visit the zoo with her as well. Also, her suggesting that we should split up was a brilliant touch, sooooo teasing.
I mean I knew immediately that you added that for a reason, I just had no idea what sort of situation I would find her in when we would meet back up. And, honestly, I would have never been able to guess.
And as someone that likes flora and fauna alike, I truly did appreciate seeing all the wildlife that the zoo had to offer.
Of course I had to go with the Snowbunny exhibit. And, for the sake of the zoo and staff of course, I did make sure to get a diverse selection of photos:
Now… everything up till this point had been excellent, just as good as all the days before… However, what happened next took this whole set to another level for me. I had absolutely nooooo idea that this existed, that Casey Calvet had done anything like this. So I knew that I would find her in some sort of interesting situation, but I could have neeeeeever guessed this.
She looked soooooo cute and sexy, I absolutely loved it. Her cute ears, the tail-buttplug, and this line:
So I decided to become the special exhibit!
It was all so much! As I started to realise that she was looking like this, at a zoo exhibit, for ANYONE to see!... I went from being very hard to being diamond hard. I literally, and I’m not exaggerating one bit, felt my already fully erect cock get just a bit harder whilst stroking. I was soooo turned on, and not a little nervous, by the whole situation.
It’s not so bad in here…there are toys…
Awwwww! Hoooooneybun!!! That is simply too cuuuuuuuute!
So I’ve decided I’m going to stay here for 24 hours…and be admired by all of the men and women who want to see a very kinky cat! And you? Until I leave here, you can do whatever you want…as long as you are locked up. And when I get home, you’ll tell me all about Kendra. Ooh…look! A men’s basketball team just came in to look at the kinky cat. I gotta go give them a show…Later hubby!
Daaaaame that was soooooo hot to read! Again, just the thought of her being all exposed like that, for a WHOLE day! And then the basketball team bit! I was practically drooling and whining in a state of arousal, desperation and… Jealousy?... no, not really, I just don’t know what word to use to describe the feeling. It’s similar to fear and jealousy, but without any insecurity. Like I didn’t feel worried that I would lose her or anything, but the thought of people watching her in such an exposed state, was nerve wrecking. Suffice to say that it took a while for me to get soft enough to put my cage on.
If you had ended it there, then this would have still been fantastic. But, of course, you had to add the little epilogue. Teasing me, now that I was at "home" with my cage on, with how she was being recorded and streamed online!
And I honestly don’t think I’ve ever been so hard in my cage before. Everytime she screamed my cock twitched, hard! It was seriously painful. Perfectly manageable, but it definitely went from just discomfortable to out right pain. And, in that moment, it kind of felt appropriate, as if we were connecting in our suffering. It was so intense that I did get close to accidentally cumming a few times, but I didn't want to disappoint her, so I thought hard not to cum.
I was very glad that the video wasn’t any longer though. First, because I might have accidentally had an orgasm if it had gone on much longer. Second, because, I think, if the video had gone on for too long, the intensity of the situation would have worn off. So, whilst I could have handled more under other circumstances, here it was perfect as it was.
Other than that I don’t really know what to say. Congratulations, I guess, you’ve won… I don’t know what you’ve won, but I sure feel like you’ve won something. This experience has honestly been one of, if not the, best one I’ve had this year. Thank you soooooo much for this!
Today it’s been exactly one month since my last full orgasm, and 2 weeks since my last ruined one! I’m not sure how much longer I can keep this up, and, unless I get some release soon, I will be giving myself a full orgasm in the next couple of days. I was very tempted to do it today, but I held off for now. 
It's been a few minutes since I posted this now. My arousal and frustration have been increasing exponentially since. It feels sooooo good 
and, at the same time, sooooo bad 
I’ve changed that now.
When you do this it can either be that you genuinely want to be nice, or you want to trick me into making things even worse for me, or you are just trying to fuck with me… If I start trusting you, then you will eventually try and use that against me… Sooooo, the end result is that, regardles of your intentions, you end up fucking with me. 
I really ended up getting a feeling for how it would be to actually not have control, to be at the mercy of a mistress. Like I wanted to cum soooooo badly, but I felt forced to ruin it.
Yesterday I had my second full orgasm this year, and I’m still kind of recovering from that. 
No kink shaming, of course, but I really do not like this kind of porn. I think she looked alright with clothes on, pretty face, nice hair. But she is just a bit too chubby for my taste. And, worst of all, I really don’t like the unkempt bush. I don’t mind a bit of bush, I actually rather like it, but only when it is well kept. Like Eva deVil has a really nice bush, Bobbi Starr’s bush is probably my limit.
Despite the frustration, it felt soooooooo good to just goon. 
I was genuinely wondering when she was going to contact me next, if I had noticed the update I would have done this a looooong time ago. 
Such classic Ecik humor… Also, you triggered my love of sexy-cute hard with that pic. 
OOOooooh, how intriguing! I'm veeeeery much looking forward to, and dreading, this. 
… Also, I don't know why, but this image made me really badly want to lick her tummy, from her navel and up between her breasts. Not an impulse I’ve had before, but it was very sexy. 
But I wouldn't have thought it unfair if she had denied/ruined me based on how many times I had edged for the last video. 
So by the time I started the set I was already a hard and horny mess. 
