I've never done this stuff in person before, but I have on cam for several different mistresses. I like giving up control, and being forced to do painful and humiliating things. I don't really like anal, but I have done it. I wish I could have tried forced chastity, by wearing a device while a mistress carries a key.
I go to milovana.com, orgasmdenial.com, erotichumiliation.com, umd.net, and celection.com regularly. I look at pictures, webteases, etc. I also like looking at pictures of hot girls getting messy. My sickest fantasy is: I'm going to meet a girl at her house that I've been talking to on the internet. She leaves a note on the front door that says, "change into ONLY what is in this bag, then knock on the door. In the bag is a bra, G-string, and high heels. I change and knock, while hiding on the porch from passing cars. She invites me in, and much to my surprise her house is full of her sorority sisters, who laugh hysterically. They tie me up and tease me for hours, I eat all of their pussies, they invite their boyfriends over who all jack off over my face, then finally the girl who I came to see gives me a handjob, catches my cum in a wine glass, and makes me drink it in front of everyone.
Only other secrets...I download porn a lot and like to jerkoff to videos of girls taking cumshots in the face.