I'd love it if you'd answer the question in comments at my blog. Thank you, it helps me and I promise to answer comments there.
To bring up a question for discussion here
Do you feel there is an untapped part of you that is longing to explore? Can you describe it? What would be the best way for you to safely express your erotic submissive needs? Or dominant or just sexual needs in general. For instance is you preferred outlet just to jerk off to movies or is there something else that would be more perfect for you? Let's discuss.
I'm barely sexual at all, except... when i fantasize about submission, it turns me on. especially the sissy stuff, despite id'ing more as trans than sissy... i think it's because forced-femme was one of my first fantasies, which i used as an escape from the repression that kept me from admitting i was trans so long ago. the idea of a dominant woman (or man, though less frequently) taking the 'choice' out of my hands made it easier to accept, i guess because of the guilt that making the choice for myself brought on. but even non-sexually... i've always had trouble finding motivation to do things for myself other than basic (or sometimes excessive) safety concerns, but doing for others gives me a sense of satisfaction and motivation. i think my ideal situation would be serving as something like a 'kept wife,' lifestyle maid or similar.
but i have a fair bit of social anxiety, so other than fantasy and some online games like here i don't have any real experience. too scared to go out and actually meet someone, too scared to bring any of this up outside of forums where i'm somewhat protected by pseudononymity.
I'd love it if you'd answer the question in comments at my blog. Thank you, it helps me and I promise to answer comments there.
To bring up a question for discussion here
Do you feel there is an untapped part of you that is longing to explore? Can you describe it? What would be the best way for you to safely express your erotic submissive needs? Or dominant or just sexual needs in general. For instance is you preferred outlet just to jerk off to movies or is there something else that would be more perfect for you? Let's discuss.
I'm barely sexual at all, except... when i fantasize about submission, it turns me on. especially the sissy stuff, despite id'ing more as trans than sissy... i think it's because forced-femme was one of my first fantasies, which i used as an escape from the repression that kept me from admitting i was trans so long ago. the idea of a dominant woman (or man, though less frequently) taking the 'choice' out of my hands made it easier to accept, i guess because of the guilt that making the choice for myself brought on. but even non-sexually... i've always had trouble finding motivation to do things for myself other than basic (or sometimes excessive) safety concerns, but doing for others gives me a sense of satisfaction and motivation. i think my ideal situation would be serving as something like a 'kept wife,' lifestyle maid or similar.
but i have a fair bit of social anxiety, so other than fantasy and some online games like here i don't have any real experience. too scared to go out and actually meet someone, too scared to bring any of this up outside of forums where i'm somewhat protected by pseudononymity.
I get that. I am sexual but I do admit that nothing turns me on more than D/s- femdom.
I think it's just going to be you finding the right connections. Don't based them entirely on sex but friendships first. Maybe some groups or anything social that lets you meet people like you.
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