kristin's Journey

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dirtyjackau wrote:Kristin - that was very very hot - the way you waved at those girls. Hopefully they went straight home and spent the night cumming repeatedly on each other's faces *moans at the thought*. Would be even better if they let you watch, tied up tight and squirming in a chair ;-)

I love the dynamic you and Arianna have developed - I salute you both for you efforts and your willingness to share this journey with the rest of us. I'm sorry about my nose prints on your window too, didn't think you'd notice :-)

Waiting anxiously for the next instalment.
Jack...
Jack, judging from the heat from the blush on my face, i have to agree it was hot!

Groans...bouncing ass on the chair...the visual of watching them get off while i don't even get touched is horrible...need it SO BAD!

Giggles...so naughty of you to make extra housework for me...having to wash windows almost everyday, not to mention damp panties. :lol:

Miss Arianna, yes, am so pleased at what's occurred, happy to experience the "control" i desired, playing alone with teasing and orgasm denial is just not the same as playing with someone else...this is MUCH better. The desire to please and amuse Her grows more and more every day, not so much to be allowed to orgasm but because it feels right. Her entertainment, Her satisfaction is paramount...my satisfaction really does feel immaterial.

Thanks for your feedback on my postings, is appreciated. *blushing* at the thought of my diary being in a shared public folder...giggles

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Many Thanks Jack :-)
Just wondering who all the other lurkers are, that leave their noseprints on the window without saying a word. Seems we're too scary huh? *lol*

Speaking of a diary pet...
Still need to give you your public feedback, though I have said the important things already in chat.
Simply another well done entry to your diary. Too bad it's becoming cold outside. Guess that makes your nipples clearly visible for all, when I'll send you out in daylight *wicked smile*

Ok, after the busy weekend (hell, that was fun :-D) I think it's time for page 5 of your tease, isn't it?

*shaking the dice in my hand*
Before I forget, my cute little toy, to spice the whole thing up a bit: If the tease requires another outside walk today, you have make it to that park at the end of your block. Since you never made it till there during the last task I'm tempted to say anything else but the park doesn't count as outside tonight.

*rolling dice ... looking at the number, reading quickly the task ... laughing*
Seems the public is lucky tonight. You got a 6 again!

I bet that will lead to another very interesting report :innocent: :whistle:

*french kissing my cutie*
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Arianna wrote: Just wondering who all the other lurkers are, that leave their noseprints on the window without saying a word. Seems we're too scary huh? *lol*
I'm Lurking
Didn't want to say anything to spoil your mood.
My Mistress allows me to read your posts
But I can not touch my penis.
I get hot each installment
and I can't touch.
Ah, the joys of denial.

How does it feel to be contributing to our denial as well?

FYI I think your posts inspired cumhardy to post this:
http://www.milovana.com/forum/viewtopic ... 307#p19307
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all2true wrote:
I'm Lurking
Didn't want to say anything to spoil your mood.
...
I get hot each installment
and I can't touch.
Ah, the joys of denial.

How does it feel to be contributing to our denial as well?

FYI I think your posts inspired cumhardy to post this:
http://www.milovana.com/forum/viewtopic ... 307#p19307
all2true,

thanks for posting, giggles, nothing can spoil my mood right now, i'm where i want to be, so feel free to comment anytime.

Get hot...hmmm, me too, maybe if we get enough people getting hot on my journey, it won't be so damned chilly outside.

Contributing to your denial...not the intent of my journey, just one of the little side benefits i guess...but is so nice thinking of all those hard cocks saluting me...giggles

Been reading cumhardy's postings, nice to see another guy having the courage to post details of his experiences...i give him a lot of credit.

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Hello my friends,

Hope everybody had a fun relaxing weekend.

mine was to say the least wonderful. An entire weekend of chat with Miss Arianna, filled with so many arousing, exciting games. Each one leaving me gasping and panting for breath, each one more arousing than the prior one. Some extremely surprising and to tell you the truth a few of them left me speechless. :lol: , kind of hard to believe ain’t it, me speechless!

Even the little tasks contributed to increase my sexual excitement, the little humiliations, the little exhibitionist tasks, left me so hot, horny and desperate to cum. So desperate, i was pleading and begging Miss Arianna for permission to have an orgasm. Her whispered “No my pet, orgasms for my toy are so immaterial.”

Have to be totally honest here folks, i feel my journey has taken a fork in the road…one fork leading toward orgasm, the path i seem to have chosen now, leads to something different. Today, as much as i want to cum, seeing the *fg* from Miss Arianna, seeing the happy smile on Her face from my whimpering, the *lol* of amusement at my squirming antics and the thrill i get from making Her feel good, this path is now more of a journey to please Her, not a journey toward orgasm…after all the pleasure felt from orgasm is momentary, fleeting…the pleasure felt from amusing and entertaining Miss Arianna is much more lasting and fulfilling.

Am i saying i won’t be getting an orgasm…no, am i saying i don’t want to cum anymore, no

What I’m saying is pleasing Miss Arianna is more important than an orgasm, She will provide me one, when it pleases Her, not because i want it or reached some arbitrary goal.

Am so happy i took this path on my journey, it feels right! It feels satisfying…that’s the reward i have been seeking…satisfaction, orgasm was just the wrong satisfaction sought for…

i can imagine the smile on her face as i reported to Her on a little task She gave me…when i was having dinner, imagine myself in a fancy restaurant, now discreetly remove your panties, place them on the table in plain view. Was an easy task to do, but OMG! The feelings i felt, embarrassment, humiliation at the thought of other diners seeing the panties, the looks and whispered comments in the kitchen from the waiters, it made me blush, made me squirm too as I could feel my arousal deepening, was panting as i ate.

Fucking awesome…

OK, think you guys got the basic info on my weekend…now time to open Milo, one or two postings to respond to, guess everybody was so busy this weekend, read a post from Insatiable, nice…can relate to so many of those feelings, needs, desires and OMG 161 days before she can cum…wow, i’m out of my mind right now at 32 days, not sure i could ever make 161 days…funny image pops into my head, a Doctoral candidate seeking subjects for a study into the effects of continuous sexual arousal and denial of orgasm on blonde females…giggles…wonder where the line for that study is.

Time to open my thread…YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! A posting from Miss Arianna, clit throbs immediately, pussy gets wetter, i’m so giddy, lol, just seeing a message from Her gets me HOT! Like it’s trained to throb on command.


Arianna writes……

“Just wondering who all the other lurkers are, that leave their nose prints on the window without saying a word. Seems we're too scary huh? *lol*”

Groan, seem to be washing windows every day lately, giggles, makes it so easy to look in though, hope everybody is happy with my work…lurkers, can’t complain, i was one once but is a hell of a lot better now that i am participating in the site… and besides isn’t it like getting a free peep show every night LOL…and they don’t even have to leave a dollar tip in my g-string…and climbing that ladder to do my bedroom window, a chilly breeze up my skirt…waahooo.


“Simply another well done entry to your diary. Too bad it's becoming cold outside. Guess that makes your nipples clearly visible for all, when I'll send you out in daylight *wicked smile*”

:-) Feel like i got that pat on the top of my head that feels so good…giggles, looking down, yes very visible. Thinking i better stop wearing tight blouses and sexy lacy bra’s…maybe i should start with heavy loose fitting sweaters and maybe see if Victoria Secret sells thermal bra’s.

Better do something my nipples always seem to be hard lately…they always do that when I feel i’m being watched.

Whoa…rereading her comment…out in the daylight… :blush: …wondering what she now has in mind for a little task.


“Ok, after the busy weekend (hell, that was fun ) I think it's time for page 5 of your tease, isn't it?”

Oh goody, know my reports have amused Miss Arianna…another page, another step on my journey and no need to relate anymore of our weekend together.


“*shaking the dice in my hand*”


Giggles *eyes watching those dice intently*


“Before I forget, my cute little toy, to spice the whole thing up a bit: If the tease requires another outside walk today, you have make it to that park at the end of your block. Since you never made it till there during the last task I'm tempted to say anything else but the park doesn't count as outside tonight.”

OMG! Spice things up, like i’m not hot enough, embarrassed enough already. All the way to the park, so cold, giggles, hard nipples, frozen tush…thinking, gawd, why did i even mention the park. The falling temps. Looking at the temperature…48 right now.


“*rolling dice ... looking at the number, reading quickly the task ... laughing*
Seems the public is lucky tonight. You got a 6 again!”


Is she giving me a hint that i’ll be going outside again, this time i believe she is, she’s not joking and toying with me. Think i’m the only unlucky one here tonight.

“I bet that will lead to another very interesting report .”

If it involves me, naked, or half dressed, doing god knows what to myself, with god knows what toy, it will probably be a little entertaining…for everybody else!


“*french kissing my cutie*”
“Arianna”


*Flutters of tongue* for Miss Arianna, as i whimper with building pleasure from Her kiss. *sneaking a rub of my hot pussy on her leg*


OK, everybody, this posting a little longer than normal, it’s 9 pm, time for the nightly feature, everybody comfy, have your drinks ready…

What comes next?

:lol: no need to shout, i heard you all…lights on, shades up…kristin getting naked…unbutton the buttons on my dress, it slides down and off my body. :blush: …i’m ready, all naked as web teases require. The tease opened to where i left off…

Clicking (and the journey continues)

“Continue”


“Okay, now I want you to take a minute and really rub your hot pussy. Get close to cumming. Stop then and wait 30 second. Now roll:”

Ahhh, a minute of delightful pussy rubbing, legs spread wide, hand and fingers get busy…no visual aids needed tonight, just the picture of those two cuties in bed on this page needed…gawd, i want to join them so bad…arousal builds very quickly, so horny, have no stamina tonight to last long before reaching the edge…a flashback to Miss Arianna’s roll of the dice…


“6 - put a vibrator, dildo, or similarly shaped object in your filthy wet cunt, another in your hot horny ass, and 4 clothespins on your nipples, then put on your skirt and a t-shirt. Walk around the outside of your house or apartment building without dropping your objects. Remove everything when you get back.”

OMG! OH FUCK! :w00t: Giggles…seems the damsel in distress in this journey, me, just got royally screwed i’m fucked. DP’d…normally i wouldn’t mind that :-D …actually right now i’d love a good fucking, i’m so horny but, the walk to the park, so far, the cold, and having ass and pussy stuffed…why tonight of all night’s did Miss Arianna pick for the park for my next outdoor task…groan, am still unlucky with the roll of the dice.

Better get started, before temperature drops any more, wouldn’t want icicles forming on pussy from frozen juices.

Four clothespins picked up from my toy chest, two on each nipple, oh my, nice sensations, a butt plug next retrieved, a tube of KY…guess i have a well stocked toy chest…bending, a hand on a chair for support, wiggles and grunts, squeaks and whimpers as i insert the plug in my butt, groan should have held off on the clothespins till the end, the way my tits are jiggling and bouncing from the insertion of the butt plug, not good. A nice vibrator for my pussy, ahhhh, no lube needed, slides right in, feels so goooood!

Oops, dumb blonde moment, should have waited till i got dressed before putting this stuff on and in me, a walk upstairs to dress keeps them in me longer…ahhhh what the hell feels good…a skirt, something longer, warmer would be perfect…but a voice in my head has me putting on the real short one…be true to the spirit of the web tease it says…also the cut off just below my boobs t-shirt, just seems to go perfectly with this little wisp of a skirt…

To my front door, breathing getting deeper, the vibe and plug doing their job…Brrrrrr, chilly, not enough clothing…the t-shirt loose but each step makes tits jiggle and the clothespins to rub on the shirt, nipples take the brunt of the rubbing pegs…The walk to the park, uneventful except, i had to stop 3 times, catch my breath, and once to push the vibrator back into my pussy, was sliding out was so wet down there. Must have been a sight, putting my hand under my skirt to push it in. Can feel the pussy juices running down my thighs, it gets colder with each step… The park in sight, finally, a short walk in, completed the first part of the walk.

Needed to rest, catch my breath, the panting gasps of breath visible in the chilly air, like smoke signals. Feel like i’m on the edge of orgasm, from being so full, the walk making the vibe move inside me, fucking myself with each step.

The walk back harder, more stops to catch my breath, more times to push the vibrator back into place, even squeezing pelvic muscles, cant hold the vibrator in, i’m so fucking wet…two more houses to go to reach mine, a dog barks…i look up, the dog walker from previous tasks is out, coming right towards me…he smiles, i smile, clenching pussy to hold the vibrator in, not working, just as he passes me, i have to reach down, push it back in, the slight bend causes skirt to rise, an “all right, nice ass” from Mr. Dog Walker…a major blush, the heat warming my body against the chilly air…i’m cringing with embarrassment, humiliation as i walk quickly on, almost running the last 10 yards….inside, the vibrator slides out…a OOOOOOOOOOO from my mouth…gawd, how i want to turn it on, put it in…orgasm…i don’t, have not received permission from Miss Arianna to cum.

Oh gawd, this was i think, the hardest task i have done in a web tease, also one of the most exciting, sipping a cup of hot chocolate, warming up, calming down…working except i keep humping my pussy in the air, my clit doesn’t stop throbbing and gawd am such a horny little bitch in heat am panting for another task…

Lights out, shades drawn…sorry guys, shows over…no coming attractions tonight…giggles, no cumming here either…and please guys, clean up after yourselves for a change!

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geeez....isn't she cute? :-D

Girl, you definetly know how to make me a good start of the day!
Glad to hear my ideas did it's work on you over the weekend. Means I will have to develop some more for the future. *wicked smile*

Seeing the development in your craving and your intentions is pure joy. Keep on going on your route and surely one day you will reach the same level like your "sister". Bet she will read your report with fascination later on. And she'll be wondering if that task comes back to her *g*

Only one thing pet: Where in the task was mentioned that you are allowed to use your hands to keep the toys in place?
Isn't it the intention of the task to see if you're able to make it through without pushing them back?
Think about that ;-)

*kiss*
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I think the reason for many lurkers not posting anything here is really simple.. in fact, i can imagine two reasons..
To read those reports and comments is incredible, unbelievable, one simply cannot find words good enough to describe that :)
Or maybe some hands are simply way to busy to write.. :whistle:

Oh.. just had an idea, have to check something.. hm..
I wanted to find out if this thread is linked somewhere in the internet, attracting more people.. but couldn't find results. What a shame ;)

Have fun Kristin, on your journey to Ariannas pleasure :wave:

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Kristin,
You didn't mention if the Vibe was On.

I actually did Day seven of Denial days,
walking around with a pulsing vibe (in my bum, in my case)
It is very hard not to orgasm after such stimulation,
Congrats on your fortitude.

and 32 days without an orgasm?
Mercy. (all means possible)
looking for your next installment
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tzdndenied wrote:Hello my friends,

Groan, seem to be washing windows every day lately, giggles, makes it so easy to look in though, hope everybody is happy with my work…lurkers, can’t complain, i was one once but is a hell of a lot better now that i am participating in the site… and besides isn’t it like getting a free peep show every night LOL…and they don’t even have to leave a dollar tip in my g-string…and climbing that ladder to do my bedroom window, a chilly breeze up my skirt…waahooo.

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Hmmm .... didn't notice it being that chilly outside the windows last night .... ehh, how about you Jack?

Anybody else? :whistle: :look: :-P
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Arianna wrote:geeez....isn't she cute? :-D

Girl, you definetly know how to make me a good start of the day!
Glad to hear my ideas did it's work on you over the weekend. Means I will have to develop some more for the future. *wicked smile*

Seeing the development in your craving and your intentions is pure joy. Keep on going on your route and surely one day you will reach the same level like your "sister". Bet she will read your report with fascination later on. And she'll be wondering if that task comes back to her *g*

Only one thing pet: Where in the task was mentioned that you are allowed to use your hands to keep the toys in place?
Isn't it the intention of the task to see if you're able to make it through without pushing them back?
Think about that ;-)

*kiss*
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Miss Arianna,

:-) cute! What's cute, my rosy red facial cheeks or my butt cheeks!

Very happy Miss, i bring a smile to Your face ans assist in a small way in getting Your day started on the right foot.

Have to admit Your training ideas and tasks have helped me develop and explore during my journey of discovery and am very thankful for Your company during it. But, geez, have got to stop becoming so excited with Your tasks, i think the excitement is keeping the wheels in Your head turning, churning out more and more exciting tasks... :lol:

Oh yes Miss Arianna, i will continue my journey, this path marvelous, wondering where the next fork will lead me...feel like i'm "Following the Yellow Brick Road!" ;-)

Giggles, sis reading my diary again, fascinated...so glad i leave it out in plain sight for her to see how naughty i have become since i met You...THANK YOU!

:blush: oops, think i made a mistake last night Sorry! *a slap to my butt and standing in the corner like a naughty girl, thinking* :weep: Guess i'm gonna to have to do some extra credit assignments to perform this task adequetely!

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SomeOne wrote:I think the reason for many lurkers not posting anything...i can imagine two reasons...one simply cannot find words good enough to describe that :)
Or maybe some hands are simply way to busy to write.. :whistle:

I wanted to find out if this thread is linked somewhere in the internet, attracting more people.. but couldn't find results.
SomeOne,

Hmmmm, That's sweet, unable to find the right words...how about, "Arianna, hasn't the girl had enough, how about allowing her to cum" :lol:

Hands to busy to write... :blush: at the sight.

A link, please lets keep this amongst friends here in Milo for the time being.

Thanks SomeOne for your well wishes on my journey, the support you guys have show me really does help.

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dirtyjackau wrote: Mmm yes very happy - it's just fantastic to read these reports - your level of frustration gives me the best orgasms ever! *whistling*...
tzdndenied wrote:Oops, dumb blonde moment, should have waited till i got dressed before putting this stuff on
That's not a dumb blond moment - that's just you telling yourself you want more *grins*
Keep up the great work Kristin - just don't think about all the people who are cumming as they read this ;-)
Thanks a lot jack for that image of everybody having orgasms but me...haven't thought of that, now ever time i see someone smile, laugh...i'm going to think their having orgasms and smiling, laughing at my growing frustration. :weep:

Not a blonde moment...telling myself i want more, is it possible, me wanting more :yes:

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all2true wrote:Kristin,
You didn't mention if the Vibe was On.

Congrats on your fortitude.
and 32 days without an orgasm?

looking for your next installment
all2true, the vibrator was off, didn't want to chance an accidental orgasm, mustn't disappoint Miss Arianna by orgasming without permission.

Thanks did take a smidge of fortitude to make it 32 days and kind words like yours and others make it easier to continue my journey.

Giggles...the next damsel in distress installment...me too! :smile:

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teased247 wrote: Hmmm .... didn't notice it being that chilly outside the windows last night .... ehh, how about you Jack?

Anybody else? :whistle: :look: :-P
hi teased

gee, the echo not just in chat!

Well try wearing a skirt no bigger than a hankie and see if you can stay warm. :lol:

And next time, be a gentlemen loan a girl that nice warm coat will ya!

whistles...sounds like i'm walking by a constuction site!

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dirtyjackau wrote:
tzdndenied wrote:Thanks a lot jack for that image of everybody having orgasms but me...haven't thought of that, now ever time i see someone smile, laugh...i'm going to think their having orgasms and smiling, laughing at my growing frustration. :weep:
Sorry Kristin - didn't want to make you sad :-(

We're not laughing at you - or your frustration. We're amazed at your endurance but it's just soooo f'n sexy!

Maybe you'll feel better if i do some of the chores? *gets out cleaning gear and climbs the ladder to clean the windows*

Jack...
jack...not sad, i'm happy...don't know if you missed the joking laughing intent there or my attempt at humor fell flat on it's face...

:w00t: eek...window cleaner here now...always seem to arrive when i just got out of the shower!

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