Another fairly simple day for me. The hardest thing was only being allowed to stare at my vibrator while I edged 5 times. I want to use it on my swollen clit soooooo bad by now. My vibrator is my friend.
I watched a fun porn scene where a girl was forced to orgasm over and over until she was begging for it to stop. I found that to be in beautiful juxtaposition to my own denial. In fact, in this aroused state of mind, I'm tempted to set that as punishment for failure: if I lose, the day I cum, tying my vibrator to my clit, tying my hands away and forcing myself to endure either A: the same amount of orgasms equal to the number of edges I've endured to that point... or B: as many orgasms as my body can handle (whichever comes first).
Darn this horny mind of mine! I'm going to think it over, try to rig a way to do it, and commit to it (or not) before beginning another task. Knowing I have to report a failure here will help to keep me honest.
I think I'm going to hate my horny self very soon.
-Mickie




