hardkamil wrote:Della please. 12 days and no cumming. 39 edges. I bed you please. Or ruin my orgasm. Whatever but pleasee I can't hold it. My balls are so full that I think only about it all day. Please I beg you Della. I will do everything you say. Pleaseee
*sigh*alright to may cum and then I officially release you from the game. Please go forth and enjoy life without my game keeping its hold on you
Della
"To anyone who has stood at someones side and looked into the abyss and found both charm, attraction and love, for we are not made up only of our light and happiness but also our darkness and sorrow. To deny the darkness of yourself is to deny half of who you are, and when you love, truly love, you need to love the whole person not just the part that smiles and waves, but the part that thinks murderous thoughts and knows that pain is both pleasure and temptation, but still thinks puppies are really cute" -LKH
"I am Nature's arm. Her spirit. Her will. Hell, I am Mother Nature, and the time has come for plants to take back the world so rightfully ours! 'cause it's not nice to fool with Mother Nature.- Poison Ivy
"I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos"- Jared and the Long Road to Love
"You do what we want, or I will peel your mind away like the layers of an onion. You DO believe I can do that, don't you?"- Nikolaos
"To anyone who has stood at someones side and looked into the abyss and found both charm, attraction and love, for we are not made up only of our light and happiness but also our darkness and sorrow. To deny the darkness of yourself is to deny half of who you are, and when you love, truly love, you need to love the whole person not just the part that smiles and waves, but the part that thinks murderous thoughts and knows that pain is both pleasure and temptation, but still thinks puppies are really cute" -LKH
"I am Nature's arm. Her spirit. Her will. Hell, I am Mother Nature, and the time has come for plants to take back the world so rightfully ours! 'cause it's not nice to fool with Mother Nature.- Poison Ivy
"I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos"- Jared and the Long Road to Love
"You do what we want, or I will peel your mind away like the layers of an onion. You DO believe I can do that, don't you?"- Nikolaos
I have some unfortunate news tonight. While checking this thread on a late night study break, I ended up taking one of my edges too far, resulting in a ruined orgasm. I was on my fourth edge of the nigh, when my mind wandered off thinking about the few remaining finals I have this semester. That momentary lapse of focus was all that was needed to push me over. I tried to hold it off, but a small amount of cum dribbled out anyhow.
I'm very sorry for failing, and I'm pretty disappointed I wasn't able to make it even two weeks. I'd like to make it up to you, and to myself by starting again. Sitting here thinking about it, I've come to realize that I took too cavalier an attitude about things. I think that goodman had it right when he said that what's most important in this game is to not worry about the end point, but instead to enjoy being frustrated along the way. If I keep this in mind, I'm confident that my second try will have more success than the first. Certainly this is a big challenge for me, but I know that I can do better.
well I am sorry to hear about your ruin, I have been experiencing quite a few of those lately for another reason. I would ask that you take 24 without touching to let you clear your head before you try again. I think this will allow you to think about this challenge means and how you want to approach it in the future.
Best of luck with your second try,
Della
"To anyone who has stood at someones side and looked into the abyss and found both charm, attraction and love, for we are not made up only of our light and happiness but also our darkness and sorrow. To deny the darkness of yourself is to deny half of who you are, and when you love, truly love, you need to love the whole person not just the part that smiles and waves, but the part that thinks murderous thoughts and knows that pain is both pleasure and temptation, but still thinks puppies are really cute" -LKH
"I am Nature's arm. Her spirit. Her will. Hell, I am Mother Nature, and the time has come for plants to take back the world so rightfully ours! 'cause it's not nice to fool with Mother Nature.- Poison Ivy
"I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos"- Jared and the Long Road to Love
"You do what we want, or I will peel your mind away like the layers of an onion. You DO believe I can do that, don't you?"- Nikolaos
DellaRoss wrote:well I am sorry to hear about your ruin, I have been experiencing quite a few of those lately for another reason. I would ask that you take 24 without touching to let you clear your head before you try again. I think this will allow you to think about this challenge means and how you want to approach it in the future.
Best of luck with your second try,
Della
So, after considering things today, I think that the reason I failed stems from what had been a poor attitude towards this task. I was too focused on the end of the task, and not enough on enjoying the long, frustrating path to get there. I think that I've come to better realize that the neediness and frustration is the whole point, and that I need to be more careful when I'm edging. Here's hoping the second try is more successful.
I saw your posts in the other thread, and I hope that you got a suitable release from all those ruins you did. I think three ruins a day might be harder for me to accomplish than five weeks without any release!