most of my feelings for the castration fantasy comes from 2 things;
the first is a drive to be totally devoted to a woman, which an act like castration would do, for there remains no hormonal drive to go forth and procreate some more.

and the second is more in the treat of castration, to somehow ...

out of curiousity, what does your IP-address start with?

Prostate health through regular 'practice' aside there isn't much to fill up.
Seminal fluid as well as the semen has a biological breakdown period of about 7 days.


(in my own experience the orgasm becomes less intense after this period but that might not be the same for everyone.)

i'll try to ...