You wrote:
Is there any way of forcing myself to do it everytime I masturbate,
without chickening out and without the help of a mistress (since they are
hard to find)?
And how is it possible to not feel guilty about it afterwards?

For the first question, use an online mistress if you can't find ...

Hi Miss Jay,

I loved this that you posted
I hope that you post more fun things like this
I really can't wait to milk myself for you and clean up all of that filthy mess with my tongue for you :w00t:

Thank you so much Miss Jay :-D

Hello there boys,

I've wrote a sexy little forum tease I'd ...

I love the thought of it
Having a woman TELL me to eat it
I've watched lots of JOI and CEI movies and it's so exciting to watch and hear
one time she told me to hold it in my mouth and not to swallow it right away
it was great
I will say that for me to just eat it, well I'll chicken out.
But if ...