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Hey Milovana community!

I have decided to challenge myself to only have an average of one full orgasm per month this year. If I end up with a few more (or less ), I’ll still be happy with the result.

This thread is dedicated to this "journey". ANYONE is free to participate in this, either by posting tasks/challenges for me, or by doing some of these along with me.

Update!

I removed my temporary rule now, don't think I ever really used it.

Stats:

Last full orgasm: 14 June... I'm pretty sure.
Full orgasms 2026: 6
Accidental: 1
Intentional: 3
Coerced: 2

Ruined orgasms since 18 Jan: 19... I think. Honestly it is hard too keep track, I might have missed a couple.
Accidental: 3
Allowed by others: 14
Allowed by me: 2

My first full orgasm of 2026 was on the 14 of February, about one month and a half into the challenge. It was an unsatisfying accident. Click the blue text to go to the post where I describe how it happened.

My second orgasm of 2026 was on the 17th of March, over a month since my last one. This time it was intentional and it felt insanely intense.
In this post you will also find my general thoughts so far, if you are interested in trying something like this challenge you should definitely read that.

My third orgasm of 2026 was on the 1st of April… Yes, there is a story behind that. I wouldn’t describe it as quite as intense as my second one, but the effects of it have lasted a lot longer. Leaving me in a very good mood!

My fourth full orgasm of 2026 was on the 10th of May. It was a fairly intense orgasm. Not quite as good as my last two. Although it did make me extremely sensitive.

My fifth full orgasm of 2026 was on the 14th of June. It was intese, like a full orgasm combined with the feeling of headpalming. (But not with the pain of pot, post orgasm torture.)

My sixth full orgasm of 2026 was on the 5th of July. Another intece one, with some post orgasm play.

The rules:

1. As long as there are tasks for me I will do, at most, 1 per day, The task gets to decide if I may have a ruined orgasm that day or not. Defaults to denial. If you are feeling super generous you may even offer me a full orgasm.

2. If I don't have a task for a full day I may choose to have a ruined orgasm during the afternoon the next day. (Example: if I do a task on Monday and don't have a new one before Wednesday afternoon I may have a ruined orgasm.)

3. I, ultimately, retain control of my full orgasms. I don’t have to have one, even if told to, and I may have one, even when no one told me to.

These rules are really just fail safes, to avoid me going months without any sort of orgasm. Rule 3 might seem too lenient, but, remember, I only have 12 for the whole year, so I feel that I need some control here. If anything, knowing that I could have one whenever I want to, but at a future cost, is only going to make this worse for me.

Preferences:

If you want inspiration you can check my profile:
memberlist.php?mode=viewprofile&u=110835
This is also one of my profiles:
memberlist.php?mode=viewprofile&u=122892

I prefer written teases in the HMCP style:viewtopic.php?t=21321

But there are no rules against videos, pmvs, jois, cock hero, audio porn etc. Generally I will assume that the tease is on the short side and will get myself worked up before I start it. If you make a longer one please make sure to say so up front, so that I am prepared for it.

The reason I mainly want pics, text and softcore stuff is because I find that it makes me more sensitive over time. The intense stuff is great too, but too much and I start to struggle with staying hard when I go back to more softer stuff.

Past sub-challanges:

I did a censored challenge for April. Using auto-censure, PuryFi/Pure Vision, for the whole month.
More on this here

The censored challenge was extended for one more week! SubbyGoonette tricked me...



This thread/game has changed a bit since I first posted it. For those that are interested in how this came to be etc. you can check out the spoiler:

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This whole thing started simple enough, late in 2025 I just had this thought: “I wonder how few orgasms I’ve had this year? Can’t be that many since I’ve participated in loctober and NNN… and I did multiple long denial periods before that…". These thoughts soon developed into: “ It would be kind of hot to keep track of how many full orgasms I have in a year…”. And, eventually I was thinking: “OH MY GOD! It would be so HOT to limit myself to about 12 orgasms in a year!... I wonder if others in the Milovana community would find this exciting too…”

So I made this post:

Hey Milovana community!

I’ve decided to challenge myself to only have 12 full orgasms next year. So I’m posting this just to see if there is any interest in this sort of challenge. If so, I might post some updates here in the future.

Anyone that wants to do a year-long challenge may post here if they like. Feel free to come up with your own challenges, forfeits, rewards, etc. I figured this could also be a good place to discuss long term challenges in general, and ask others for their ideas. So, for instance, if you have an idea for a challenge but want someone else to be responsible for your forfeits/rewards then you can make a post here and, I’m sure someone will be eager to help you out.

That’s all for now!

Unfortunately for me… there didn’t seem to be any interest at the time. I was thinking that this thread would probably die here with no reply posts, I’ve seen it before. Ohh well, no great loss, I just kept going on my own… But… Since late 2025 I’ve also been feeling like something's been missing. Doing these long term denial challenges were great and all, but I missed my time with the HMCP community. Specifically I missed being denied, not choosing to be denied for a period, but actively being teased and denied and at the mercy of other people.

I used to play this game there where I was only allowed to cum if someone posted a set in which I was allowed to cum. So I would make sets, get more and more desperate to cum, waiting for someone to post me a set. Then I would get all excited and nervous: “Will I be allowed to cum today?”. The times when I did get too cum were sooooo satisfying and the frustration when I did not was sooooo intense.

With this I decided to reach out, I decided that I was not going to let myself have even a ruined orgasm until someone in the community gave me permission. Funlevel11 was, technically, the second person I reached out to. (Only because I was actively in communication with someone else at the time, Funlevel was still the first person I thought off ).

Bjorn wrote:Hey Funlevel!

I've been challenging myself to only have an average of one full orgasm per month this year, so 12 in total… And I’ve been getting really horny so far.

Lately I’ve really missed not having control of my orgasms… and I was wondering… would you be okay with being in charge of my ruined orgasms? As in, if I want to have one, I would have to ask you for permission first.

Because I’m doing the bigger challenge I want to be able to stop any time and I would like at least one ruin per week. Otherwise it would be up to you.

No worries if you are not up for it!

Funlevel11 wrote:Well, thanks for thinking of me. I am not sure but …

What if we turn it into a long term GCCG calendar for you where there would be a STAR for you who once a week gives you a condition and a permission/refusal to do a ruined orgasm. Additionally you are allowed to cum once as you like.

Your star for this would be Heidi Romanova.

What do you think?

Bear in mind that I had already been in full denial for a few days at this point and pretty desperate for any form of release… (Also, for anyone that is worried about it, I did get his permission to share these pms before I posted them.)

But, unbeknown to Funlevel, this put some pressure on me. Remember, I’m still in full denial at this point, but in order to join the GCCG I would have to have some calendars ready to go. AND I still had two HMCP sets that I was working on… I couldn’t just, in good continuous, join the GCCG knowing that I still hadn’t posted the set that I told hentaiAddict12345 I was working on… since last summer… So I guess Addict can thank funlevel for that fact that I finally finished his set!

So I focused hard and made the sets, one for addict and one for funlevel, not even pausing to update funlevel, until I was done.

Funlevel11 wrote:Hey Bjorn,

Just a quick question: Will you accept my proposal, where your mistress sets the conditions for a ruined orgasm each week using a GCCG calendar reminder?

~ Heidi

But, at last, it was done, and I could reply:

Bjorn wrote:


I'm veeeery much interested in this... and now you should know why I haven't replied earlier... If not then check the HMCP thread...


But thank you for the quick response, and your offer. I was extremely pent up and horny when I messaged you and wasn't thinking properly.

... That said, after a big ruined orgasm and some rest, I am seriously considering your offer but there are a few things that need to be cleared out first. I need some time to prepare my calendars and I would prefer to join next month. Since I try to preplan my stars calendars I don't like to join this late... I suppose I could, if you insist.

But, if you are up for it, I would like to use the rest of this month as a sort of "dry run". We could even keep it in pms if you prefer. And then we can just keep going in February, and I'll post my stars then.

Either way here are some of my ideas and preferences:

I don’t really care about having a calendar telling me what will happen. I prefer it being more of a surprise. I love login in and seeing that little notification, not knowing what it will mean. Or the disappointment of seeing nothing and having to wait for my next chance at a ruin/orgasm. Of course, you can still plan everything out ahead of time, even use a calendar for yourself. I just prefer the surprise of not knowing.

For similar reasons, I don’t like the idea of being given exactly one chance per week. Again, I love the surprise, the not knowing what is next or when my next orgasm will be. So I much prefer getting 2 or 3, sometimes more, messages per week. I'm fine with most of them being just a picture and some teasing words. I just want a bit of unpredictability.

I’m also fine with the tasks being on the simpler side. I don’t want you to feel like you have to put in too much work. Here are some examples, to give you an idea of the sort of tasks I’m thinking of:

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Task 1:

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*sexy text*

Watch this pmv and edge at least 10 times, then continue:
https://spankbang.party/8jfv4/video/red ... +pmv+1080p
Continue:

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Denied, sorry no cumming for you today!

Task 2:

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*sexy text*

Go and watch any porn, goon as much as you can/want today. Continue late, before bedtime.

Continue:

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You must be pent up, let's milk some of that cum out.

Try and have three ruined orgasm before the end of this video:
https://pmvhaven.com/video/i-fckn-love- ... 60f51e21eb

Of course you are free to get more creative, these are just examples… Also, assuming that you are giving me 2-3 tasks a week, I’ll probably be gooning a lot on days without any tasks.

I would also like it if she chooses when I get a full orgasm. So, once a month, instead of giving me denial or ruin at the end she will offer me a full orgasm. Again, adding to the whole me not knowing what to expect.

... And lastly... if it is not too much to ask... could you maybe involve Mia Sollis a bit as well? When I first joined Milovana I struggled to tell her and Heidi apart... I sometimes still do.

And since then I've always seen them as sort of like inseparable twins. Ecik made a great set about them for me:
viewtopic.php?p=319765#p319765

And they are the focus in the set I recently made for addict:
viewtopic.php?p=385155#p385155

Do give them a read if you feel like it!

Anyway, Mia wouldn't have to be very involved, I would just appreciate it if she appeared occasionally.

I think that is about it for now, but let me know what you think, if you have any questions and if you have any requests before we get started.

As you can probably tell, I was very excited about getting this started, especially since HE had chosen to use Heidi… I’ve missed her and Mia a looooot as well.

… Aaaaaand this is where a critical moment in the story takes place, because, not only did he basically agree, but he also made the first reply in this thread… this will become relevant later. In the mean while we where ironing out some details:

Funlevel11 wrote:I think I can not provide more than you can find here: viewtopic.php?p=385181#p385181

Sorry but I do not want and give more obligation than this. I may disappear from Milovana for months.

My reply (minus some spelling errors ):

Bjorn13 wrote:

funlevel11 wrote: Sat Jan 10, 2026 10:44 am I think I can not provide more than you can find here: viewtopic.php?p=385181#p385181

Sorry but I do not want and give more obligation than this. I may disappear from Milovana for months.

Heidi wrote: But if you want ... when we are around here, we can step in for saying hello and permit or refuse a RUINED orgasm for you that day.

No obligations, no rulebook from you, no calendar, no in advanced notification. Nothing.

Just some fun IF and HOW WE WANT. We may neglect you for months.

I'm good with this! And I perfectly understand that you are busy (both with other stuff on here and irl). If you have to go away for weeks, or even months, that is fine with me. Although I would appreciate it if you tell me if you are going away for a month or more. But we're getting ahead of ourselves. Let's just see how this arrangement goes for now.

Just one last thing, should I treat days without instructions as me being free to act as I feel like? As in, if told nothing I will decide for myself if I shall have a ruin or not. I think that would be best, maybe less pressure on you? Or should I wait a minimum number of days, say 3 days, before I'm allowed to have a ruin on my own?

His reply:

Funlevel11 wrote: When the girls are not here, you can decide on your own as your challenge requires or allow it.

This could have been pretty much the end of the story, just funlevel messing with me for a while and that would be that… could have been… if it wasn’t for that tiny detail, that funlevel had decided to put all his teasing in the public thread… And so what was doomed to be nothing but an unremarked post on this forum, has started to become an actual community event. And the rest is all here, in this thread, for anyone to read.

I know I say this a lot but, thank you all who have, or will, participate in this in any measure. It means a lot to me, and I will keep repeating this, because I don’t want anyone ever to think that I am not grateful.

Bjorn13 wrote: Mon Dec 22, 2025 10:48 am I’m sure someone will be eager to help you out.

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I am here to help you out ...


... with my twin sister.


What is this stupid New Year's resolution for a whole year?

I’ve decided to challenge myself to only have 12 full orgasms next year.

But if you want ... when we are around here, we can step in for saying hello and permit or refuse a RUINED orgasm for you that day.

No obligations, no rulebook from you, no calendar, no in advanced notification. Nothing.

Just some fun IF and HOW WE WANT. We may neglect you for months.

Anyway, do you want a ruined orgasm today?

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No! Just stay denied.

And you know what? Look into my eyes and RIDE an edge for me for 1 minute, then see you next time.

Bjorn13 wrote: Mon Dec 22, 2025 10:48 am I’m sure someone will be eager to help you out.

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you are DENIED today. No more stroking.

funlevel11 wrote: Sun Jan 11, 2026 2:12 pm you are DENIED today. No more stroking.

Bjorn13 wrote: Mon Dec 22, 2025 10:48 am I’m sure someone will be eager to help you out.

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I am in a bad mood ...

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... but you can be in good

Edge as much as you can for this video, then RUIN an orgams at the end.
https://www.eporner.com/video-J29zKdWui ... ta-undine/

funlevel11 wrote: Tue Jan 13, 2026 6:26 pm I am in a bad mood ...

funlevel11 wrote: Tue Jan 13, 2026 6:26 pm ... but you can be in good

Edge as much as you can for this video, then RUIN an orgams at the end.

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Maybe for me, but not for you.

Suffer further challenger ... and if you like me, give me a 60 seconds edge ride.

funlevel11 wrote: Sun Jan 18, 2026 1:43 pm Is Sunday a RUIN day?

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I did a lot of edging and gooning before opening this post... My balls are very full and sensitive now. I'm getting soooo desperate for a full orgasm and the first month isn't even over yet.
This was pretty much my face for the whole minuit long edge:

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Just in case I've been unclear, or you forgot, feel free to make longer tasks for me as well, if you feel like it/have the time. No pressure tho, just want to make sure that you know that you are free to make more advanced stuff as well. Also I still haven’t had a full orgasm this month, Heidi may give me permission to do so… or just tease me about it…

Btw, have you done the set I made for you yet? I'm interested in knowing what you think of it. It can be rather long, just so that you are prepared for that. I also think that I forgot to mention that it is okay if you take short breaks in between opening doors (that will make sense when you do the set).

Lastly, do you want to make this a GCCG thing for February? As in having Heidi be my official star for that month? I’ve prepared some stuff so that I can join that month. If you feel that it helps I would even be fine with a teamup calendar.

Bjorn13 wrote: Mon Jan 19, 2026 12:51 pm ...just tease me about it...

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Let's make you a bit more frustrated ? 100 strokes


Come on! We both know that you want it. 100 strokes and then edge

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Now just do some edges: one per picture.
If you want to skip some picture: you can do it, but count amount of such cases.

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If you skipped anything then slap your cock 5 times and do 3X amount of skippied edges to your favorite pics of Heidi.
And you are denied for sure :) I am not the one who can allow you to even ruin.

top.illustrious wrote: Tue Jan 20, 2026 1:36 pm Looks like someone begs for some teasing, doesn't it ?

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Thank you soooo much top.illustrious this was such a plesant suprise!

...Well... pleasent and extreamly frustrating.

I had been teasing myself in chastity before I saw your post, so I was very horny and sensitive from the start. I was almost drooling. And of course I edged for every picture... so now I'm even more horny and desperate!

When you feel like it, and have time to spare, please don't hasitate to tease me more... maybe even let me have an orgasm. Funlevel has been the main person to tease me, but it looks like he might need to decrease his precence here on Milovana, so, really, I'm open for anyone teasing me.

Also, I remeber that we where trading pms before NNN. I'm sorry if I stopped abruptly, I had some... irl stuff to deal with and then NNN started, and fried my brain. If you have anything on you mind feel free to send me a pm.

Bjorn13 wrote: Tue Jan 20, 2026 2:42 pm I had been teasing myself in chastity before I saw your post, so I was very horny and sensitive from the start. I was almost drooling. And of course I edged for every picture... so now I'm even more horny and desperate!

Bjorn13 wrote: Tue Jan 20, 2026 2:42 pm When you feel like it, and have time to spare, please don't hasitate to tease me more... maybe even let me have an orgasm. Funlevel has been the main person to tease me, but it looks like he might need to decrease his precence here on Milovana, so, really, I'm open for anyone teasing me.

funlevel11 wrote: Sun Jan 11, 2026 2:12 pm

Bjorn13 wrote: Tue Jan 20, 2026 2:42 pm Also, I remember that we where trading pms before NNN. I'm sorry if I stopped abruptly, I had some... irl stuff to deal with and then NNN started, and fried my brain. If you have anything on you mind feel free to send me a pm.

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... so you want some longer tasks?


Let's see if you can handle it!


For this task I want you to be a little creative and go search for your favorite pics ...


... of me


You'll need 15 in total. The best ones you can find.


But for every gallery you intend to open, you have to pay one edge entry fee.

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You don't have to fulfill this task right now or all in one go. Feel free to do it whenever you have time, stretch it over multiple days or weeks. Just make sure to count how many galleries you opened and reply back to me with that number as well as your 15 pictures.

top.illustrious wrote: Tue Jan 20, 2026 3:15 pm

ThotOnslaught wrote: Tue Jan 20, 2026 3:40 pm

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Come back anytime, I don't want to expropriate him. One year is a veeeery long time.


Would you do an edge ladder from me, darling?

Start with an 5 sec edge ride, then 5 sec pause, 10 sec edge ride, 10 sec pause ... 40 sec edge ride ... then ...

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No, you currently do not have permission for cumming. See you next time.

ThotOnslaught wrote: Tue Jan 20, 2026 3:40 pm Oh ...

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I didn’t open the final spoiler until after I had found the 15 pics… I assumed that the tease would keep going after that. But don’t worry, I do love getting teased.

Because I always assume that any task on here will be short I did some teasing before I start them. I teased myself in chastity for a bit and then did an edge ladder in the “A classical searchbar game”... Soooo, by the time I started on this I was very horny already. P

So when I saw it was Piper, a girl that has driven me crazy before, and she said this:

Piper wrote: ... so you want some longer tasks?

I was whining and my face was like:



Thanks for that, now here are the pics:

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And links to all(12) the galleries I opend:

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I opend this one because I also love Carisha, but I didn't find a pic worth using:
https://www.pornpics.com/galleries/beau ... -89018642/

https://www.pornpics.com/galleries/hot- ... -27285384/

https://www.pornpics.com/galleries/sexy ... -96775718/

https://www.pornpics.com/galleries/sexy ... -57226461/

https://www.pornpics.com/galleries/hot- ... -26181572/

https://www.pornpics.com/galleries/met- ... -49259380/

Didn't find a good eough pic from this one either:
https://www.pornpics.com/galleries/natu ... -73119241/

https://www.pornpics.com/galleries/sexy ... -28888497/

https://www.pornpics.com/galleries/met- ... -48413730/

https://www.pornpics.com/galleries/best ... -20381410/

https://www.pornpics.com/galleries/teen ... -11452764/

https://www.pornpics.com/galleries/met- ... -68348041/

Looking forward to... and dreading what's next!

Bjorn13 wrote: Wed Jan 21, 2026 12:51 pm