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Mistress Jenifer wrote:*giggles*
shell, you are an absolute delight :)

*blushing and smiling* Thank you Mistress!

shell wrote:ohhhhhh....I like the new avatar!!! *big smile*

Thanks :)

Mistress Jenifer wrote:shell, you are an absolute delight :)

She really is.

to Mistress Jenifer, Goddess Vertigo, and Miss Shell:

Earlier tonight, I logged off chat much earlier than usual due to an upset stomach. I had nausea, as well as a dull, throbbing ache in my abdomen. I lied in bed and tried to fall asleep. However, about an hour later I got up to use the restroom and the pain had spread to the base of my cock as well as my right testicle; and I had some difficulty urinating. I monitored the situation for about 15 minutes, and realized that the pain was not going away, and may have been getting stronger.

While I do enjoy pain, as everyone here probably knows, this was unintended pain, which I am very wary about. Due to the nature and location of the pain, I suspected it might have something to do with my prostate, or some of my "piping". So, I had to make a difficult decision: I broke chastity and had an orgasm.

Please understand three things:

First, that this was not a failure of willpower and in fact I didn't much feel like an orgasm at all, due to the nausea.

Second, I do not regret my decision, as I was likely right about the cause - the pain and nausea ceased almost immediately afterwards. What I suspect happened is that my prostate had for some reason swollen to the point that it was pressing against other things. I always stop when I suspect things might be getting unsafe, and this was one of those times.

Third, I am not in any way upset by this event, and I hope you all are not either. It was a very interesting experience to see how long I could go, and I found out. In the future, though, I think my limit for denial will be 7 days, for safety's sake.

Thank you,
Alliteration

Alliteration wrote:to Mistress Jenifer, Goddess Vertigo, and Miss Shell:

Spoiler: show

Earlier tonight, I logged off chat much earlier than usual due to an upset stomach. I had nausea, as well as a dull, throbbing ache in my abdomen. I lied in bed and tried to fall asleep. However, about an hour later I got up to use the restroom and the pain had spread to the base of my cock as well as my right testicle; and I had some difficulty urinating. I monitored the situation for about 15 minutes, and realized that the pain was not going away, and may have been getting stronger.

While I do enjoy pain, as everyone here probably knows, this was unintended pain, which I am very wary about. Due to the nature and location of the pain, I suspected it might have something to do with my prostate, or some of my "piping". So, I had to make a difficult decision: I broke chastity and had an orgasm.

Please understand three things:

First, that this was not a failure of willpower and in fact I didn't much feel like an orgasm at all, due to the nausea.

Second, I do not regret my decision, as I was likely right about the cause - the pain and nausea ceased almost immediately afterwards. What I suspect happened is that my prostate had for some reason swollen to the point that it was pressing against other things. I always stop when I suspect things might be getting unsafe, and this was one of those times.

Third, I am not in any way upset by this event, and I hope you all are not either. It was a very interesting experience to see how long I could go, and I found out. In the future, though, I think my limit for denial will be 7 days, for safety's sake.

Thank you,
Alliteration

*finds this, this morning.......and moves quickly up to you and wraps my arms around you, embracing you for a really long time*

I can not speak for Mistress Jennifer and Goddess Vertigo, but only for myself.

I am so very proud of you!!! I am proud yes of how long you made it.....but that is not what I am talking about.
I am proud of you for being safe. I am actually sitting here, with tear filled eyes, first because you went through such a difficult and painful experience last night, but then you laid your desire to please the other two and me aside and put your safety above that desire. I admire and respect you for doing that.

Thank you, so much for taking care of you. You are a valuable person, and a treasure. I'm so grateful that you made the right decision and once making it, that the pain and nausea stopped.

You are such a good, good boy!!!!!! *Brightly smiles* Thank you!!!!!

shell wrote:

Alliteration wrote:to Mistress Jenifer, Goddess Vertigo, and Miss Shell:

Spoiler: show

Earlier tonight, I logged off chat much earlier than usual due to an upset stomach. I had nausea, as well as a dull, throbbing ache in my abdomen. I lied in bed and tried to fall asleep. However, about an hour later I got up to use the restroom and the pain had spread to the base of my cock as well as my right testicle; and I had some difficulty urinating. I monitored the situation for about 15 minutes, and realized that the pain was not going away, and may have been getting stronger.

While I do enjoy pain, as everyone here probably knows, this was unintended pain, which I am very wary about. Due to the nature and location of the pain, I suspected it might have something to do with my prostate, or some of my "piping". So, I had to make a difficult decision: I broke chastity and had an orgasm.

Please understand three things:

First, that this was not a failure of willpower and in fact I didn't much feel like an orgasm at all, due to the nausea.

Second, I do not regret my decision, as I was likely right about the cause - the pain and nausea ceased almost immediately afterwards. What I suspect happened is that my prostate had for some reason swollen to the point that it was pressing against other things. I always stop when I suspect things might be getting unsafe, and this was one of those times.

Third, I am not in any way upset by this event, and I hope you all are not either. It was a very interesting experience to see how long I could go, and I found out. In the future, though, I think my limit for denial will be 7 days, for safety's sake.

Thank you,
Alliteration

*finds this, this morning.......and moves quickly up to you and wraps my arms around you, embracing you for a really long time*

I can not speak for Mistress Jennifer and Goddess Vertigo, but only for myself.

I am so very proud of you!!! I am proud yes of how long you made it.....but that is not what I am talking about.
I am proud of you for being safe. I am actually sitting here, with tear filled eyes, first because you went through such a difficult and painful experience last night, but then you laid your desire to please the other two and me aside and put your safety above that desire. I admire and respect you for doing that.

Thank you, so much for taking care of you. You are a valuable person, and a treasure. I'm so grateful that you made the right decision and once making it, that the pain and nausea stopped.

You are such a good, good boy!!!!!! *Brightly smiles* Thank you!!!!!

Thank you Miss Shell; Mistress Jenifer said something similar last night. I have not spoken to Goddess Vertigo yet, but I'm sure she will agree as well...which brings up an important point...

I love the community here, because the people here know how to do things right, and know safety is important. Some people might think we're a weird lot, but behind all the kinks...we care about each other.

Wow Allit. Thats a tough call, but you did the right thing in my eye.

I game is not fun when it effects your health.
I missed yesterdays update so i apologise to everyone. Im still very horny, but yesterday was a bit of a hit for me as well. Not in the same way though, and i have had no pains of yet. Just heavy balls, and wanting to cum!

Day 6 for here was pretty boring. I worked, then didn;t get paid right, and 2 members of family had o go to hospital....Didn't have much time to really sit down and think.

Today i have kept myself occupied making a pine frame for some of my designing.

Is anyway one of the whole of the people who committed to this game still going? Allit had a real personal reason. What about the rest of you.

Thankyou Shell. The thought of having a naked cuddle with you is enough right now to make me hard and want to explode!...if i edged....

Alliteration wrote: Thank you Miss Shell; Mistress Jenifer said something similar last night. I have not spoken to Goddess Vertigo yet, but I'm sure she will agree as well...which brings up an important point...

I love the community here, because the people here know how to do things right, and know safety is important. Some people might think we're a weird lot, but behind all the kinks...we care about each other.

For my part....you are most welcome darlin *Smile*

Hmmmm.....weird lot? Moi???? Really??? Gosh, I hadn't noticed. *giggling*

And yes.....we do care about each other!! *bright smile*

Sonic415 wrote: Day 6 for here was pretty boring. I worked, then didn;t get paid right, and 2 members of family had o go to hospital....Didn't have much time to really sit down and think.

Today i have kept myself occupied making a pine frame for some of my designing.

Is anyway one of the whole of the people who committed to this game still going? Allit had a real personal reason. What about the rest of you.

Thankyou Shell. The thought of having a naked cuddle with you is enough right now to make me hard and want to explode!...if i edged....

First, I want you to know that you and your family are still in my prayers. *gentle smile*

Hmmmm....I couldn't quite tell if that was a yes or no about the hug.....guess I will take my chances.

*I move up shyly to you.......and pressing my naked breasts to your body......your member touches my skin.....and I nearly jump.......then I press more......feeling it bend downwards...making room for me. My fingers touch your back.......and I pause......hugging you.............for three minutes, exactly...........and then I pull away.........
I feel something wet against my lower abdomen......I realize you have leaked precum on me and I drag my finger through it.........and I contemplate...............should I lick it....or should you....* *wicked smile*

Hmmmm....I couldn't quite tell if that was a yes or no about the hug.....guess I will take my chances.

*I move up shyly to you.......and pressing my naked breasts to your body......your member touches my skin.....and I nearly jump.......then I press more......feeling it bend downwards...making room for me. My fingers touch your back.......and I pause......hugging you.............for three minutes, exactly...........and then I pull away.........
I feel something wet against my lower abdomen......I realize you have leaked precum on me and I drag my finger through it.........and I contemplate...............should I lick it....or should you....* *wicked smile*

*Shivers to the touch of your body against mine. Whimpers (im so desperate right now. arhhhh!), looks at your hand covered in my precum* I will let you decide Shell.

Sonic415 wrote:

Hmmmm....I couldn't quite tell if that was a yes or no about the hug.....guess I will take my chances.

*I move up shyly to you.......and pressing my naked breasts to your body......your member touches my skin.....and I nearly jump.......then I press more......feeling it bend downwards...making room for me. My fingers touch your back.......and I pause......hugging you.............for three minutes, exactly...........and then I pull away.........
I feel something wet against my lower abdomen......I realize you have leaked precum on me and I drag my finger through it.........and I contemplate...............should I lick it....or should you....* *wicked smile*

*Shivers to the touch of your body against mine. Whimpers (im so desperate right now. arhhhh!), looks at your hand covered in my precum* I will let you decide Shell.

Wise decision.....I reach out my finger.....and say....."open"....and my finger rests at your lips*

*i open my mouth and take the tip of your finger into my mouth, and lick the precum from your finger*

t...thankyou Shell...*blushes* I...i enjoyed the hug very much.

Sonic415 wrote:*i open my mouth and take the tip of your finger into my mouth, and lick the precum from your finger*

t...thankyou Shell...*blushes* I...i enjoyed the hug very much.

*pretends not to shiver....as I watch you clean my finger......* Boy it got hot in here!!! *giggling*

Well, done Sonic....well done!!!! *Smile*
You are welcome...and thank you!!! *Grin*

Day 7

Well today was nice, and teasy, and busy, and frustrating. But i did enjoy it. As can be seen above, i got to lick Shell's finger, and would gladly do so again if i ever get the chance!

Have been on chat a fair bit today. Also played out my first ever full size panel today.....it sucked. But thats part of the experience. In keeping myself occupied, im now trying to aquire some materials for a producer of aircraft

Any who, my balls feel really heavy now. My erections are always rock hard and take ages to go away. I just want to cum now. A few days is cool, but now, dispite it being fun being teased, it is getting very fustrating indeed.

Please Mistress Jenifer and GoddessVertigo. Can i do something to get my days down? *gets down on my knees begging*

I'll say it again allit;
I'd much rather have you healthy and okay while disobeying, then obeying but in serious pain. You made the right choice, and if anyone was to punish you for disobeying in a situation like that... I would probably tell you to drop all contact with them immediately as they are no good for your health.


And I enjoy hearing poor sonic and seeing shell tease him even more It's amazing