blondie88 wrote: Tue Feb 23, 2021 8:35 pm
desertfox wrote: Mon Feb 22, 2021 9:10 pm
What's interesting is during those audios I'm soft most of the time yet something clicks for me and i'll get extremely excited for maybe 2 minutes then gradually drop back down. When I had my first HFO I went from a soft position to hard and then almost immediately lost it, it was quite a different feeling. Our bodies and minds and how we think and feel things is extremely interesting and it's kind of amazing to still think I keep figuring out new things about myself still.
Interesting. Which file did you listen to? And are you saying that you came within two minutes of getting hard from being soft?
My first HFO was actually using VR. VR was new and super exciting at the time, and I was spending time trying to bend my body into the position the male actors were in to try to fit myself into the scene. I was then playing along with the video by using my hand in time with the actress. At some point in the video I had stopped moving my hand but my brain was still making the stroke happen in time, I think having spent time syncing up with it and trying to subconsciously do that maybe made some brain muscle memory maybe.
Either way as the girl was backing up on the person in VR I was like feeling a sort of phantom stroke, it was really wild, I just went with it and next thing I knew I was cumming without having been touching myself at all. This was in my late 30's but I seriously felt like I was 14 again for the first time, was really nuts. I have not been able to duplicate it at all though.
Later on is when I found the hypnosis stuff, so armed with what I knew before, the few times I hfo'ed was a very similar mental picture of mentally stroking myself, if that makes sense.
Love-ly Orgasm is the first one that I hfoed to. I was turned on, but I was pretty soft, not 100% soft, probably at about 30% starting. Right at the end I got very hard and I was staying in it mentality picturing being touched, also ignoring as best I could the fact that I was feeling so good and staying with the mental feelings I was creating, and tipped over the edge. I tried listening to this audio recently though and it did nothing for me unfortunately.
The other one that has gotten me twice is
A spa treatment experience because the scene works so well for me, and during parts I was again doing the 'mental strokes' thing in my head.
I think from reading around her forums, most people tend to HFO on 'my sybian' or 'yes domina' and have a different mental process. I also don't do the hypnosis stuff very often, every month or so I get on a kick and will do an audio here or there. I think for me to even be possible to have an HFO I need to be really mentally awake, I need to have not cum for a few days, and need to have been edging/teasing myself somewhat so sex is on my brain a lot more than normal.
I also find having an HFO mentally exhausting and draining as well, I feel like some master monk that has successfully fucked my brain over for a bit and fooled it real good into thinking it had an experience it didn't have. It can also be frustrating if you want to have one, you have to let go and not expect anything and just be hyper focused on being aroused and able to stay in that state without any contact, which I find extremely difficult to do.
And when I saw Paula Shy on screen, I was ready for the visual beatmeter to kick in. 
