"And some nights were more difficult for him than others. Sometimes I was just plain jealous, especially when his hardness meter readings were especially high. And sometimes I admit I took it out on him by not being especially sensual or loving: I just felt like punishing him!"
"He would beg and plead with me. He'd give me foot rubs, anything to try to get me in the mood, because he knew that if I wasn't in the mood, then he couldn't get very excited -- he needed me for that at least."