"He asked if I was still going to insist on him getting more excited with me than with Nicole that evening. He was always worried about that with Nicole, as her all night teasing session had really lodged deeply in his psyche."
"'Of course!' I said, 'I don't want to be second fiddle in my own bedroom!'"
"This worried him even more, and he was troubled that he found the thought of being teased and denied again arousing!"