Maria Pavlova, Part 3
"This is what I think of as the start of the troubles, since now Tom was actively working to help me experiment on himself! I probably should have abandoned the idea then, but it was too intriguing to stop. I suppose it was professional zeal mixed with my own sexual nature, which by now was very teasing and dominant."
"And now that the kids were gone I could show Tom all the skin I wanted when teasing him, and there were no limits to far far I could take things when teasing him each night. So every night Tom was horny and needy from all my teasing... This made the continuing trials of lipsticks at bedtime very frustrating for him while the hardness meter was still being perfected! Every night I'd say:"
"'I know you want to make love, dear, you've been begging me all night long! But we need to test another lipstick now, OK? I'll try to keep my hands from teasing you too much while I see how hard you're getting, but if you get carried away and start rubbing against my hands like the last five nights, then it will be your own fault!"