Getting In Touch With Your Feminine Side
You know, you should make sure you're on the lookout for a good man to keep you in line. If he finds you attractive despite your "little problem", you may be lucky enough to have the opportunity to be his lover and serve him. Of course, the modern woman is empowered - she makes her own choices, and she doesn't have to answer to her husband any more than he has to answer to her. However, you're not worthy of true womanhood. The spirit of the 1950s fantasy housewife lives on in submissive sissy sluts like yourself, as you make sure you fulfill your man's every need before having any thoughts to your own.
As such, obedience must become the foremost virtue that guides your actions. Accept that for any command you are given from this point forward, the "why" behind it is now irrelevant to you - what's important is that you do what you're told, and that you do it with a smile, no matter what. This point is important, so I think we should have some practice exercises to emphasize it.
I want you to start by finding something to spank yourself with, and a tray of ice cubes. Make sure you choose something that will hurt, and cover a nice, large area - a thick hairbrush or paddle is ideal. Don't come back to me with a ruler.