Your mind filled with the sound of your heart pounding, you decide this is it. This time you're really going to do it. As if you were watching yourself in a movie, you see your hands slyly pulling your shorts up just a little, and then you stop jogging and fake a cramp. You watch your body bend down to rub it in a way which you know totally exposes yourself. You keep your eyes on your feet, since you can't bare to look up at her.