You must stop looking at pussy in a sexual way forever and instead develop pussy envey. Remember from now on you dont get pussy your are the pussy! You new role is as a reciever and you will learn to love it.
You badly want a pretty pussy. You look at girls with very pretty pussy's and instead of thinking of sleeping with them you can only be jealous of their girly moist folds just waiting to accept a juicy cock. You want your pussy to be so extremely feminine, so girly, so sassy, so slutty, just begging and gaping for cock.
You want a pussy just like the one in the picture.
You want to look down and just see this, a beautiful feminine girly slutty hole, wet and ready to accept your new man, just to toy with the lips a little to get your juices flowing while you suck your man harder and harder. Getting him hard to slowly slide him in then buck and grind in soft girly moans. Feeling that girly pleasure build inside you as you start to pant and squeal. Starring at him and holding your cheeks apart with your painted nails, gasping not being able to catch your breath as you start to lose control. Then you feel his cock twitch deep inside you and he groans as you feel the splash of his cum filling your sweet sassy pussy. He withdraws and you play with your cum filled pussy using his cum to lube your clit, feeling it seep out and run down your smooth girly girl thighs. Hmmmm.
Its what you want, the ultimate girly sensation.