. . . it's stronger then you!
You're gonna have to present your mouth to the cock, you'll have to suck dick til it cums.
I know you don't like men, but you need the cock, because it squirts the liquid you enslaved yourself to. You are a slave to cum. You will find ways to get big dicks squirting hot jizz down your throat. You'll put ads up online offering free mouth relief, visit local adult stores and look for gloryholes. You'll find your way to have all the cum you desire. The cock is just a barrier between you and your happiness. You won't let it beat you, I'm sure!
Just learn to get it off as quick and as good as you can. You need the largest load possible in the shortest time possible!