You've probably realizing one of my favorite turn-ons is a guy being forced to take more cock than he can handle. Even better if he's a "straight" guy in denial of his hunger for cock.
No, I don't really believe you're straight, even if you think you are. I think it wouldn't take much effort for you to get hot over a handsome man's body and fantasizing about having his lovely cock deep down your throat...or ravaging your ass...or best of all, one on each end!