Musings on Little Miss Jay's Blue Balls Competition
After completing my remaining two edging sessions and before I went to sleep after Day 30, my Mistress put me back into chastity and ordered me to milk myself for 30 minutes with one of her larger dildoes. I was really afraid that I would cum or successfully milk myself. My Mistress enjoyed my suffering, but I made it through the ordeal without cumming.
Now, it's Day 31 and once again I have not received instructions from Little Miss Jay. I immediately wrote to Little Miss Jay. This could mean that I'm out of the competition, and that is fine with my Mistress. But until I learn whether or not I'm out of the competition, I am repeating Day 30, but this time I'm wearing the usual panties and I've been butt plugged and am working on my five edging sessions.
Tomorrow is Thanksgiving Day in the U.S. I am already thankful for being allowed to participate in the BBC by my Mistress and Little Miss Jay. I am thankful for all the tease and denial that they have put me through over the last 30 days. I am thankful for the extra little task that Little Miss Jay gave to me, which involved writing out perfectly and neatly, 100 times, "My Mistress owns my cock," and then taking it to my Mistress for a reading. After reading each line to my Mistress, she slapped my balls per Little Miss Jay's orders. I am thankful that tomorrow morning, my Mistress will ask me if I want to cum, as she has done throughout the BBC. The answer will once again be, "Only if my cumming today will please you, Mistress." If I am a lucky toy and pet and am allowed to cum tomorrow, I know that it will not be through my doing. Given that I will be locked in chastity again tonight, I suspect that I will be made to milk myself until I drain the cum that has built up in my balls over the past 30+ days. If that happens, I will not experience an orgasm, but I will have cum and I will be then out of the BBC for a certainty.
My very, very, blue and aching balls. Mine? No, for my cock and balls belong to my Mistress and to Little Miss Jay until I am out of the BBC.