If you did, that’s great. You really needed to let them in on your “secret” as it becomes increasingly public and they start to wonder what’s going on.
You also need to start talking about it openly with them. After all, you can’t be a “goddess” if you’re ashamed of showing yourself off, and if you are unable to talk about it with your closest friends, then how can you say you’re not ashamed of it?
You will also need co-conspirators to help you with tasks that will come later in the series. Who better to help you than your roommates?