When I finally opened up to my wife about me cum eating fantasies, she acknowledged and welcomed it.
If I asked her to make me do it, drink my own cum, she would.
But I still found it hard to ask.
I secretly wanted her to make me do it, and decide how I would do it.
I was so very grateful for her openness, her willingness, and yet I was still shy, reluctant to openly discuss my cum fetish with her.
In fact, I owed much to her stumbling upon my porn collection. When she stumbled upon my 'creampie' folder, she took note and offered me the most unspeakable of all gifts: a freshly fucked pussy for me to eat.
I’m glad she had discovered CEI clips on my hard drive, and eventually jerked me in my own mouth and made suck her messy fingers clean after a long edging stroke session. She had kissed me with her mouth full of my cum after a long teasing blowjob.
All these things she had done with me, for me, but still, she had to spy and pry to access my most profound desires.
The places where my mind wandered. The thoughts I had.