You're a man in your mid thirties.
In the last few months you worked nearly all day.
This means you were getting up early and coming home late in the evening.
Life was exhausting and stressful.
This is one reason you're single. Your girlfriend left you two months ago, because you
had no time for her, she always lost to your work.
This also means, that you two had no sex in the last time too.
Which led to her sleeping with her ex and you having only sex with your hand.
Yesterday you thought about calling your ex and try to get it started again.
But actually you have no chance and the only reason you even considered it was that you were desperate.
(This is a story driven tease)