In some way you have very "girlish" desires, don't you? I don't think that you are a real transsexual - but be treated like a girl-slut would make you very satisfied obviously. You want to fucked like a girl and forced to wear girl clothes and behave like a girl.
Maybe these pictures show, how you truly want to look like - like a girl with a cock. If you serve me two or three years more, maybe I will reward you with a transformation OP if you want. *laughs*
Give me 30 slow, intesive strokes, then have a rest and just caress your balls for about two minutes.