Aside from doing something good for me, it also creates a kind of imbalance, doesn't it? I mean, even though you're getting a lot more dopamine rush than I am in some ways, you know that I'm coming quite regularly. The amount of orgasms I have may exceed yours by at least 30 to 1. If you'd like, I can let you see my book, where I keep a full tally. Did that give you a little thrill?
Think about why it did. Think about how much you love *feeling* as though you are being mistreated, and how that treatment is actually quite kind to you, giving you just what you want.