I want you to go back into the shower and lay down for a few minutes with the water off and just think about where you are headed. It's clear to me that you are nothing much a submissive sissy slut who has an unquenchable need to be humiliated.
Well, don't worry, you are going to have the chance to humiliate yourself even more, because up next, you are going to smash your cock to the point until you cannot help but crying uncontrollably.
I'll see you shortly slut. You may be in love with your own cock, but you are about to destroy it rather than worship it.