Strict Denial - Your New Sexuality
Release your balls.
Of course, you'll have to be careful what you wish for! Cock like this might require some training. But you could take it slow. Lick him up and down his shaft, like you would lick me out if I ever would let you. Stroke him gently, push him to the back of your throat. Let him guide you up and down, gagging gently, tapping on his thigh to let him know when he needs to stop. Maybe getting adventurous and trying to shove him down, see how far you can get.
Wouldn't it be exhilirating, getting him all the way down? Being so fucking impressive at it, coming up a wet, sloppy, gasping mess, but knowing you did something that most girls can't even do? That you were not just a cock slut, but an amazingly talented cock slut?
Grind and edge for me as you think about what that would feel like.